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This is the last episode of "Sin Uchi Ureka" as an actress!
Wow!
At last!
I've been regretting about the smoking scandal for a long time, and I couldn't move forward at all.
It was 18 years ago, but at that time, this news really made a fuss in the world.
In these decades, I've experienced that only one thing can be a big deal,
so I think it's okay to move forward after reflecting on it.
That minor smoking scandal is still going on.
And...
I've been wearing it all the time.
Really?
I had a boyfriend.
What?
Really?
From now on, we're going to talk about the circumstances of their love at the time and the hellish punishment that awaited them after their fall.
That's terrible.
How does it work?
For idols who have caused trouble, you will receive an offer called "blu-ray", "spring movie" and "av".
An offer of tens of millions of yen.
Wow!
It's like, "Why don't you give it a try?"
Really?
How many percent did you think you had?
About 70 percent.
Wow!
18 years since the incident, Mr. Kagoai's "Don't be like me" year-end one-hour special!
This program is brought to you by the following sponsors.
I'm Kagoai, a.k.a. "Don't be like me". Thank you for having me today!
Thank you!
Wow!
First of all, please take a look at my profile.
Wow!
She knows everything!
Wow!
She knows everything!
Please look at the page.
She reads everything on the paper.
Here we go.
Born February 7, 1988.
36 years old.
Entered Morning Musume at the age of 12 in 2000.
Entered Kohaku Gutagassen in the same year.
Graduated Morning Musume at the age of 16 in 2004.
Quit Tsuji Nozomi and W.
Stopped performing arts at the age of 19 in 2007.
Amazing!
The same year we debuted!
Of course, Morning Musume.
The same year!
Same year!
I debuted in 2000.
The same year!
Mitchson also loves Haroppo.
We love it.
We've been watching you guys since the audition.
Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you too!
By the time I became a celebrity in the TV world, she had already passed away.
At that time, at that timing.
Then, the next page is about my mistake.
Oh my!
I failed to appear on TV twice as a minor. I was fired from my agency and I stopped working as an entertainer.
Oh my!
Are you really going to do it?
Finally, the day has come for me to talk about it.
Right!
I failed to appear on TV twice as a minor.
The first time was when I was 18 years old. In February 2006, I appeared in a restaurant.
The second time was when I was 19 years old. In March 2007, I appeared in a Kusatsu hot spring.
Kusatsu's cigarettes are for minors!
They are too strong!
I am 36 years old now, so it is 18 years ago.
At that time, this news really made a fuss in the world.
I am really sorry about it.
Especially, even though I was banned for a year for the first time.
I regret that my second cancellation was the biggest failure of my life.
And after my second cancellation, I was fired from my agency.
I was suspended from my company and was suspended from my entertainment activities.
As usual, you don't look like you're in a good mood.
That's right.
You don't look like you're in a good mood.
You haven't lost it, have you?
I haven't lost it.
I'm sorry. I'll do my best.
I'm a teacher who was suspended for the second cancellation of my entertainment activities.
I think you were too high up.
The next page is about my failed personality at the time of the cancellation conflict.
Ta-da!
I love mature men who long for mature girls.
You've been doing this since you made your debut?
Ever since I made my debut, I've been thinking that mature men are really cool.
There are a lot of men of this age.
There are a lot of people like that.
There were staff who thought I was cool.
You were in love with the staff?
Yes.
I always enjoyed watching the show because I thought it was cool.
But that's a little childish, isn't it?
Yes, it is.
Did you have any friends who thought you were like me?
I think there are a lot of people like me.
I think I was in middle school when I was 15 years old.
There was a time when I liked bad girls the most.
As I thought, there are bad girls.
Yes, there are.
I don't blame you for that.
I'll correct you one by one.
Yes, there are.
There are, right?
Yes, there are.
This time, it's a rarity for women in their teens.
At that time, I would like to tell you how to deal with it and lessons through my actual failures and what you should do at that time.
Kagoai sensei, a former morning girl who caused a stir in the public with the unpopular idol's underage abstinence report.
From her debut to her abstinence report and her entertainment activities to her death, light and shadows.
Her first confession of all her failures and sufferings.
First of all, let's listen to her failures and sufferings until she smokes a cigarette.
The first book, "Truthful Confession of Abstinence Conflict".
The mistaken admiration of teenage girls leads to a great downfall.
It's amazing.
This is what happens when you take the fourth audition of "Morning Girl" that you did in Asian.
Next page.
She passed the audition and debuted as a morning girl at the age of 12.
Cute.
This is similar.
Asian was popular in elementary school.
Did you watch it at the time?
It was similar.
She graduated on March 20th and took a jacket photo on April 1st.
What?
Before that, there was only one abstinence reporter.
She was 13 years old.
She said, "I'll increase it from there."
Kago-chan, Ishikawa Rika-chan, Yoshizawa Hitomi-chan, and another one, Tsuji Nozomi.
It's amazing.
School became a big deal, didn't it?
That's right.
I was an elementary school student.
I told everyone that I became a morning girl after I graduated on April 1st.
It was April Fool's Day, so no one believed me.
Then it was broadcasted on TV.
It's amazing.
Since then, I've had almost no days off for three years.
At 12 years old, I joined "Morning Musume" and became a top star before I knew it.
At the first year of my debut, I joined "Kohaku Utagassen".
At the same year...
I will also be active in "minimori" and other derivative units.
No way...
Then, two years after my debut, at 14 years old, this happened.
Next page.
Wow!
Really?
At 14 years old?
At 14 years old, I joined "Kohaku Utagassen".
My rent is 800,000 yen and I live in a mansion.
Your rent is 800,000 yen?
Yes.
Really?
At 14 years old?
Well, I remember joining "Kohaku Utagassen".
Yes, thank you.
"Wow, you joined it!" I said.
Then, I appeared in "Kohaku Utagassen" at 14 years old.
Wow!
At that time, "Kohaku Utagassen" appeared in newspapers in different genres.
Sports players, cultural people...
Are you a minor?
Aren't you a minor?
Minor...
You can't pay all of it, can you?
Did you live alone with 800,000 yen?
My grandmother lived with me as a babysitter.
I see.
My grandmother and I...
But I hardly stayed at home.
I see.
Your grandmother paid 800,000 yen for you.
Yes.
I don't know if I can make money or not.
I'm busy.
My parents managed all my salary.
One day, my grandmother's car became a bench.
My 800,000 yen was...
It wasn't 800,000 yen.
Your car is a little more expensive.
It's more expensive.
At that time, I was like this.
Next page.
I became a younger sister of a citizen.
That's right.
She is cute.
She does whatever she wants to do.
Really?
Did you do it on purpose?
Yes, I did it on purpose.
Really?
Yes, I calculated everything.
Is your partner, Tsuji, like you?
I think so.
Do you know each other?
We know each other by eye contact.
Do you have an eye contact like "Let's go now"?
Yes, we do.
Wow.
She is smart and she is an angelic man.
Wow.
At that time, I acted as a younger sister.
Actually, there was a person who was the ideal image of an adult woman who I admired the most.
That's on the next page.
Wow.
Here it is.
She is interesting.
I admired Maki Goto, who was tall and calmer than my actual age and had a cool and gyaru impression.
When you are in puberty, you admire your sister, your sister's friend and your sister-in-law.
Yes, I do.
How about you, Yuichami?
I admire you very much.
You do, don't you?
Yes.
We are only one or two years apart.
That's right. We are only two years apart.
I see.
However, my teacher was Goto.
I see.
He always taught me how to do it like this.
He wasn't arrogant.
At that time, he was a little different.
No, he was too different.
He was like a wolf.
Wow.
He had a strong posture and he was really cool.
I loved him.
And as you reach puberty, you start to feel like this every day.
That's on the next page.
I want to be an adult woman as soon as possible.
Yes, I really wanted to have a gap with Minimori Kago- chan, who I longed for as an adult woman behind the back of a character like a citizen's little sister.
Rather than being cute, I wanted to be cool, or I wanted to be told, "You're beautiful," and at that time, I longed for her so much that I secretly went to a hair salon.
You're going to get caught, hair salon!
I wanted to be cool, so I secretly tanned my skin color little by little at the office.
Yes, that picture is on the right.
You didn't get caught, did you?
Yes, I got caught.
You got caught, didn't you? You got caught normally.
You get caught normally, don't you?
However, this is what happened to Urahara, who longed for such an adult woman, when she was 16 years old in 2004.
Next page.
She formed a pair with Tsuji-chan and graduated from "Morning Musume."
She graduated from "Morning Musume" at such a young age?
Yes, she graduated from "Morning Musume" at such a young age.
She was only away for four years, wasn't she?
Yes, she formed a unit with Tsuji-chan, who was a pair of little sister characters at the same age.
"Morning Musume" didn't want to graduate from "Morning Musume," but even at the age of 16, it was decided to continue working with little sister characters.
But you were able to make a character change here, weren't you?
If you say it's a combination of Tsuji and Kago, there wasn't such a complete pair like that.
The leader is Tsuji Nozomi and the sub-leader is Kago Ai.
The pair is called "W.U.N."
Tsuji's part is perfect, isn't it?
It's perfect!
Tsuji's part...
I've been thinking a lot about how I can get past this character.
I want to be an adult woman in my heart, but the world has been asking for a younger sister character for a long time,
so I, who was worried about it, took a lot of bad actions around this time.
16 years old.
Next page.
But you're 16 years old, right?
Human beings are like that.
I kept wrapping toilet paper with no heart.
What is it?
I put my hand in a heated iron plate.
What?
I ran while screaming at a scramble intersection.
I ate six meals a day and ate 13 kilograms of food.
That's a little...
That's not good.
Not good.
Did you realize you were doing weird things at that time?
Not at all.
It was a fun day, but...
"scramble dash" is also for friends...
What is "scramble dash"?
You're saying it like a menu.
It's kind of weird, isn't it?
I ran while screaming at a scramble intersection.
You didn't know how to solve it when you were a kid.
I didn't know anything at all.
I was 12 years old and the youngest, and I lost that position.
I had to grow up, but I couldn't escape my character.
At that time, I had other juniors like Aya Matsuura and other excellent juniors.
There was pressure and impatience.
And it's not a working environment like it is now, is it?
That's right.
It's terrible, isn't it?
You've been doing it all night, haven't you?
I'm an evening girl.
Oh, you're an evening girl.
At midnight, too.
It sounds like you've said it several times.
I haven't said it.
You're not an evening girl, are you?
No, I'm not.
After debuting at 12 years old, she has been struggling to find a younger sister even at 17 years old.
In her daily life full of stress, her desire to become an adult woman has become a trigger for an accident.
When she was 18 years old, she was struggling with her desire to become an adult woman and her stress about becoming a younger sister.
Finally, she encounters a forbidden situation.
What?
This is how her grandmother, who was living with her at the time, looked like.
Grandmother?
On the next page...
Grandmother!
Her grandmother, who is an Irish woman, looks cool in a Virginia Slim.
Was she like that in the past?
Yes.
She was like that at the time!
She was a Mercedes-Benz grandmother, wasn't she?
She was a Mercedes-Benz grandmother.
Her grandmother, who was living with her at the time, looked like a cool woman smoking a cigarette in a cool way.
And that day comes.
One day, when I got home, there was a cigarette stuck in the ash tray lined with coffee crumbs in the living room.
Out of curiosity, I picked it up and smoked it.
In other words, the cigarette I smoked for the first time in my life is on the next page.
Aien-kan's grandmother's shikemoku.
- Shikemoku... - You don't say "shikemoku" anymore, do you?
It was the cigarette I smoked for the first time in my life,
but it was disgusting and I threw up.
- I see. - I see.
To smoke better the next day,
I studied what my grandmother was smoking.
- Studying... - That's...
- You can't smoke because it's disgusting?
I felt like I was doing something I shouldn't be doing.
It was a gap between what I was doing at work and what I was doing in my own life,
- so I was a little proud of it. - You were proud of it.
I was a little too excited about it.
Did you think it would be bad if it got out?
I thought it would never get out.
- I see. - Yes.
My grandmother smoked for a long time.
- I see. - She smoked for a little while and then threw up.
- Some people smoke for two bites, right? - Yes, yes.
- And then they go to the next one. - That's what it was like.
- Your grandmother must have been rich. - I see.
- That's what it was like. - She smoked for two bites and then threw up.
However, there are many cases where you start smoking due to the influence of close people,
such as parents, siblings, or friends.
Let's be careful of underage smoking.
- Let's understand it. - Who said that?
- I did. - I see.
- It's important. - I see.
- It's because you're a partner. - It's because you're a partner.
- I think Kago-chan's statement is the most convincing. - Maybe.
- However, it's only for underage. - Yes, yes.
- It's not allowed. - That's right.
- Of course. - Of course.
- And then, one week after the first smoke, it's like this.
Let's go to the next page.
- That's fast! - What?
- You're forced to smoke for a week. - That's fast!
- That's fast!
- That's really fast! - That's fast!
- It's like a promise you make only at home. - It's like a promise you make only at home.
It's like a promise you make only at home.
- What's going on? - A week later, I was pulled out of my job.
- You went here from Shikemoku? - Yes.
- You're amazing! - Yes, I am.
When I was 18 years old in 2006,
I was eating at a restaurant with a few acquaintances.
At that time, the restaurant had one and two floors,
and if one floor was empty,
the second floor was like a hill,
and it was like a private room, and you couldn't see anything.
So I thought it would be nice if it was here,
and I thought I'd practice it at home.
- You were outside? - Yes.
- Was it your first time out? - Yes, it was my first time out.
What I came to know later was that
this scoop wasn't marked by the reporter.
The next day,
the reporter who happened to be at the restaurant found it and started eating it.
Is this possible?
- You first sucked it out, right? - Yes.
In the end, the reporter was probably trying to get me involved, and he was having that meeting there, and when he was having the meeting, the basket came next to him.
Wow, it's a surprise!
It's a surprise!
It's a surprise, really!
So I started smoking cigarettes, so I turned the video on and turned the video on.
Wow, you started smoking cigarettes!
Surprise!
It seems like it happened.
That's amazing.
So I was asked about the situation at the agency, and I answered like this.
On the next page.
I smoked cigarettes, but I didn't put them in my stomach.
There's no way you can escape!
No, I really didn't.
At the time, I didn't smoke well, so I probably didn't put it in my lungs.
It was like, "I'm just blowing it up."
There were people who made excuses like that, weren't there?
There were, weren't there?
There were people like that when I was a student.
But those excuses didn't work.
I'm glad you came up with this excuse right away.
It was true.
No, no, it's the excuse of someone who smokes a lot.
That's right.
The one who smoked and came up with it.
The one who became a student said it.
I haven't forgotten it yet.
What did the employee say when you answered like that?
Really, what are you doing?
That's not what I'm doing.
She really said that, but...
Of course.
She was dismissed from her job for no reason.
That's tough.
The image of a sweet little sister and her gap with smoking has become fierce.
Here's what happened in the next page.
Wide show and big bashing day and night.
Yes.
I think I was the only one who made such a mistake as an idol.
At that time.
That's right.
There's also a gap with your image.
There may have been a gap.
Did you watch this wide show?
Once I saw it, I was surprised and couldn't watch it.
You couldn't watch it, right?
I couldn't watch it.
Were you shocked?
I was quite shocked.
If I had gotten used to smoking and smoked a lot, I would have felt really sorry.
But I didn't put it in my lungs.
She's still saying it.
I see.
Did you think about retiring or coming back?
I didn't think about retiring at all at the time.
Yes.
Mr. Gago, who was 18 years old and started smoking because of his difference in coolness as an adult.
From now on, let's listen to their heartache during their suspension and their experience of being suspended from entertainment activities.
After being suspended from entertainment activities, I live like this.
I go back to my hometown and live in seclusion.
Did you go back to your hometown right away?
I went back to my hometown right away.
Oh, it's heavy.
I was banned from going out during my suspension period, so I was suspended for about half a year and a year.
What happened to your house in Tokyo?
I paid for it.
Oh, I see. You paid for your house worth 800,000 yen.
I paid for it and went home with my grandmother.
My family was angry at me for doing my best, but they didn't touch me much and let me spend my time.
However, this is what happened to my grandmother who was living in Tokyo as a divorce contract.
Oh, your grandmother.
"Why did you live with me?" said my mother and she was furious.
Oh, I see.
My grandmother heard that I had quit smoking due to her influence and reflected on herself and quit smoking.
Oh, your grandmother quit smoking, too?
I talked about it for a long time, but I haven't quit smoking since then.
Now that I think about it, there was also such a failure at the time as a cause of this situation.
Next page.
I don't have any friends who can talk about their true feelings.
Oh, I see.
Even when you went back to your hometown, you couldn't get in touch with your elementary school friends, could you?
That's right. Since I was in elementary school, I didn't have a cell phone, and it was difficult for me to get in touch with them personally.
Also, I was so famous that everyone thought of me as a baby, and I couldn't say my true feelings.
Morning Musume and Haropro were like my only family.
However, since we were rivals, it was difficult for me to say my true feelings.
If you are young and working, I hope you will make friends who can tell you their true feelings.
If I had a friend who could talk about my worries at the time, I think it would have been different.
Was it the same for other members?
I'm sure it's the same for everyone.
I don't think any of the members knew where they lived.
We're together every day, but we don't know what we're really thinking.
It's a rival.
You and Tsuji had a good combination, but you weren't friends, were you?
That's right. We weren't friends, but we weren't family either.
We were like best friends.
Like partners?
Like partners.
I see.
And about a year after I was banned from working,
I continued to work and got in touch with the office staff little by little to get back together.
And thanks to the office staff, I was able to do this job first.
Next page.
I'm the chairman's assistant.
When I was told to come back soon, I went to concerts as a backstage staff.
It's really a training.
Did you talk with the members you met for the first time?
We talked.
But it was hard for everyone to talk.
It wasn't decided when we would return.
Everyone was waiting for me.
However, in this second situation, the next page is different from before.
My grandmother passed away when I was seven years old.
I lived alone for the first time in my life.
It's the other way around.
You have to live seriously.
I had no choice but to live seriously.
I lived every day desperately.
You lived alone desperately, didn't you?
That's right.
On my 20th birthday, which is approaching next year, I released a photo album and came back.
I felt like this when I was told that.
Next page.
I want to go back and thank my fans.
I want to thank my fans for supporting me during this quarantine period.
My feelings have finally become positive.
During this period of time, I went to see Hello! Project's live performances for my comeback.
I told people around me not to show themselves on the spot.
I was told not to be secretive and to be confident.
That's what happened to me in March 2007 when I was 19 years old.
Next page.
I'm not going to be on the show again.
Not at all!
That's not it!
What are you talking about?
That wasn't the tone of your voice!
Can you tell me more about it?
I went on a one-night trip to Kusatsu-on-sen in Gunma Prefecture.
That's too sudden!
This wasn't the only shock it caused all over Japan.
Next page.
I went on a one-night trip with a young man over the age of one and got a double-punched by an old man.
That's not it!
Don't bring it up!
So this is what you mean by "a young man over the age of one".
This time, I went on a one-night trip with a young man over the age of one and got a double-punched by him.
As I was so excited about the trip, I decided to smoke the cigarette he was smoking in the car.
Why?
So you got a double-punch again?
Yes, I did.
You didn't smoke it all the time, did you?
That's harsh, Kago-san!
It's true!
Really?
I didn't smoke it all the time.
Why did you smoke it all the time?
At the time, his car was a really cool car.
American car.
It was cool at the time.
With a bench seat.
So, after all, the cool woman image I admire has surfaced.
But it's Gunma and it's not Tokyo, so it's definitely okay.
It's definitely okay.
It's okay.
I'm sorry, but it's Gunma.
You're trying to smoke it all the time.
What's with that "American car is cool. Let's smoke it."
It's rare, isn't it?
You didn't smoke it all the time.
I didn't smoke it all the time.
So, I asked him if I could have one.
And he said he'd take a picture of me again.
And he did.
He took a picture of you?
Yes.
That's not good.
And then I found out later.
This scoop was like this, too.
Next page.
A reporter who happened to be interviewing for a hotel meal found a kago-chan and fell in love with it.
I didn't know that.
This is true.
I asked this weekly magazine reporter about 10 years later.
And when I was taking a picture of a hotel meal, I was walking in the hallway.
And I thought, "Huh? Isn't that a kago-chan?"
And I borrowed it and it came out.
Wow.
I hate it.
I'm sure you don't like it.
I happened to go to a hotel with my boyfriend.
And I smoked a cigarette.
And you smoked a cigarette.
Oh, it's over.
It's hard to find out like this.
Yes, it is.
When I was interviewed for the second time, I was 19 years old.
But the agency asked me about my real relationship with him.
You're single for the first time in your life.
Next page.
You're single for the first time in your life.
Oh, because it's the second time.
That's right.
It doesn't matter if you're single or not.
It doesn't matter.
Were you single at this time?
I was single a little bit at this time, too.
- Just a little, right? - No, it's not "just a little"!
- Yes, it is. - But...
The second time I appeared as a minor was a very serious incident.
- That's true. - Yes.
I admitted the truth and my office job and entertainment activities were suspended.
I told the members and Coco...
- Oh, you told them. - Yes, I did.
Did you all meet up?
Some of us met up and some of us couldn't meet up and told them over the phone.
- What about you? - I also talked about it.
- What did you say? - "Are you serious?"
Are you serious?
You look like you're smoking.
Be careful of that, Kago-san!
- "You look like you're smoking." - "Did you find out?"
- "No, no, no!"
- "If you meet up now, you can do either." - "No, no, no!"
- "No one is smoking! No one is smoking!" - "That's right."
No one is really smoking!
I was suspended from being an idol after appearing as a minor twice...
And I will continue to fall from here.
What will happen to an idol who causes a conflict?
I will give you a detailed lesson.
- Please turn over the textbook. - Yes.
Chapter 2, "True Confessions After Conflicts".
"An Eye for an Idol Who Has Fallen".
- "An Eye"? - Yes.
Here...
I will tell you about further conflicts that occurred to me after conflicts...
And until I return to the stage as an idol again.
After conflicts, even around me...
My parents divorced and many other things happened.
My mental state was damaged and I took action like this.
Next page.
"Escaping to Los Angeles".
- Wow! - Wow!
At that time, when I was in Japan...
- I felt like a criminal... - Yes, yes...
- And everyone seemed like my enemies. - Yes.
In order to escape from my surroundings and the media...
I escaped to Los Angeles...
With the man who appeared in the picture at the time.
But I went back there for 3 months...
And repeated staying there for 90 days several times.
And for about a year in Los Angeles...
So you went there with your boyfriend in Kusatsu?
That's right.
So you were a good job.
Yes. At that time, I thought I couldn't be an idol anymore.
So for the sake of returning to my entertainment career one day...
I spent my life like this in Los Angeles.
Next page.
Aiming to be an actress, training as a child, English conversation lessons, auditions...
That's how you did it.
I did it.
And at the same time as graduating from elementary school...
I've been doing entertainment activities.
I thought I had no choice but to do entertainment activities...
So for the sake of returning to my entertainment career one day...
I spent my life like this in Los Angeles.
I see.
And a year and a half passed since the conflict.
In July 2008...
When I was 20 years old, I returned to Japan...
And here's what I did.
Next page.
Restarted my entertainment activities.
You've grown up.
That's good, Ishikawa.
Yes. After returning to Japan...
I met the president of the agency at the time with the introduction of my acquaintance.
Did you tell your members you were returning?
I didn't say it.
Not to anyone?
Not to anyone.
I don't know if I can contact them or not.
What?!
Well, when you appeal to the world that you're back...
First of all, you'll receive an offer for this kind of job.
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Discussions about your entertainment activities and "Morning Musume."
Ah...
I'd like to know about that.
Yes. Discussions about your entertainment activities and "Morning Musume."
The program "Members' Stories" and...
The offers for your first seat have been delivered.
Ah...
I thought I didn't want to cause trouble for my colleagues...
Yes.
When I heard about it...
I felt sorry for the agency's guard who passed away.
I see.
He was protected...
He suddenly passed away...
And we talked about it in person.
I see.
And after receiving offers for "Bakuro"...
These people came to me in large numbers.
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Wow...
This is the worst.
An old man who is trying to get away from me.
Yes, a lot of old men who are trying to get away from young idols who are in conflict.
Actually, I had a movie job, but when I looked it up, it was this one.
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Gori Gori no Nureba ga Aru
How does it come up?
The script is also included in the movie.
"Nureba ga Aru" is said to be an adaptation of another person's work.
"Gori Gori no Nureba ga Aru" is said to be a movie about famous places in Japan.
I wanted to be an actress, so I was accepted.
But when I looked it up later, I found out it was a Polish movie, so I refused.
Oh, I'm glad you noticed it in advance.
It was dangerous, really.
There are also videos like that, right?
That's right. In addition to blockbusters and erotic movie offers, offers for jobs like this were about to proceed.
That's the next page.
Oh, I got it!
I got it!
I really got it!
Someone around my friend's friend's friend's distance got this offer.
I know my friend's friend's friends can't cause any trouble, so we don't need to rush into this trouble.
He brought me up this offer.
I'm just a friend of a friend of a friend, so I thought it wouldn't be weird for me.
He offered me millions of yen.
- It never came out of your bank, did it? - No.
- I can't believe you didn't get the offer. - It made me remember that he talked about it at a cafe in Nakameguro.
- That's unexpected. - At a cafe? - Yes, at a cafe.
- It was kind of dangerous, you know, like... - Huh?
- How can I say it? Especially up to that point... - I see, I see.
- I thought it was worth a try. - For real?!
- But people stopped me and I gave up. - How many percent did you think it was worth?
- About 70 percent. - Huh?!
- Oh, I see. - That's a lot.
- I thought it was good for young people. - Because you're doing it.
- That's right, you're still in your 20s. - Yes.
- Well, I have a weak personality for pushing things, so if I had been rounded up and gone to the site, I probably wouldn't have given up.
- However, the staff and managers around me told me it wasn't good, so I was barely safe. - I see.
- For idols who cause trouble like this, you can receive offers like "back-rocker", "polno movie" and "av".
- I see. - Among them, the offer I received six months after I returned from the entertainment world was on the next page.
- "Semi-zood photo" - Oh, I've heard of it. - Oh, you've heard of it.
- It was sent to the editor-in-chief. - I see.
- Because of my sister's character "escape" before, I wanted to show adult Kago Ai.
- That's right, you wanted to do it. - Yes, I wanted to do it.
- Did you consult someone? Or did you decide it yourself? - No, I decided it myself.
- Oh, you wanted to do it. - I wanted to do it.
- And the cameraman had been my friend all the time, so I thought if I were to do it, it would be him.
- Kago-san, you have quite a lot of friends, don't you? - Yes.
- Do you meet them on the spot? - Do you meet them on the spot? - I'm curious.
- Do you meet them? - Shikujiri-sensei, you usually go to a bar to eat.
- You meet a lot of people at bars. - I often drink.
- Drinking bar? I don't drink. - But you can go to a bar, right, Kago-san?
- I can go to a bar.
- She'll tell you.
- In addition, Shikujiri happens to idols who have lost their activity due to the shikujiri conflict.
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The cheerfulness of the idol era is gone and it is dependent on love.
I think this is really necessary.
Fukutome-san is laughing a lot.
Do you know what it is?
I know it very well.
I see.
It happens.
Does it happen?
It happens.
I think it's too much.
I think it's common for idols.
When there is no time for fans and me to say "I love you. I love you, too."
When there is no one to ask for me, I feel inferior.
I see.
I feel anxious about not being asked by anyone.
That's why.
Because of her own experience.
If you go out with someone, you will depend on them.
At that time, I was like that, too.
Going back, you broke up with your boyfriend in Kusatsu.
I was dating him all the time.
I see.
But when I was a morning girl, I was dating him.
I had other boyfriends, too.
What?
What do you mean?
I can't say "no" because I don't have many friends.
What are you talking about?
It's the same.
Is it your previous type?
I can't say "no". It's the same.
I can't say "no".
I don't want you to hate me, but I've been like that since I was a morning girl.
Is it the same?
It's the same.
I like him, too.
We go for a walk sometimes.
A walk.
It's different now, isn't it?
It's different now.
Is it true?
In the past,
I was tired of work and love.
I was not happy at all.
In 2011, when I was worried about work and future,
I also made a mistake like this.
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Suicide without water.
Oh, I didn't know that.
Yes.
To tell you the truth,
I didn't really do it,
but when I was anxious,
I couldn't sleep and drank a lot of sleeping pills.
Excessive drinking.
Well, that's why there's a report of suicide without water.
Even if you think it's impossible, it can't be helped.
At that time, I couldn't say anything well.
Oh.
Yes.
The second report of unsung young people.
From national idol to the bottom,
A nurse who lost her dream and wandered a life of suicide without hope.
From there, from a life of regret and suicide,
in order to dream again,
How did you stand up?
Let me know!
I'm an idol who made a lot of noise after the social unrest,
but in 2012, when I was 24 years old,
I regained my peace of mind.
The event that can be said to be the weather of life is on the next page.
Oh.
Yes, my daughter was born.
I see.
And when I was 29 years old, my second child was born.
Yes, yes.
Do you have two children?
I'm a mother.
I don't think you had an image of becoming a mother,
but it was a life where you only thought about yourself.
I think you've always been yourself, yourself, yourself,
but while giving birth and raising children,
you were able to love people other than yourself.
That was my biggest change point.
It changes.
I spent my days being chased by two children's childcare like this,
and when I was 30 years old, my childcare was cut short.
I began to think about my future life.
The next page is about my feelings at the time.
I want to stand on stage as an idol again.
But it's impossible now, isn't it?
I see. It was after you gave birth to your second child.
That's right.
I had a childcare period and didn't do much entertainment work.
When I was 30 years old, my daughter was 6 years old.
Now I want to stand on stage and show myself once in a while.
Then, in 2019, this happened at a Hello! Pro-live held at Chiba's McHarry Messy.
The next page is about me and W.
Wow!
That's amazing.
Yes.
I really...
You cried.
I cried.
A friend of mine gave me an offer to stand on stage with me.
It's been 13 years since I danced as W.
Surprisingly, even though it's been 13 years, I still remember it like it was yesterday.
Your body...
My body, too.
Even you and me had the same situation 13 years later.
Even before that, W. and I talked about doing it someday.
Did you keep in touch?
Yes, we kept in touch.
I see.
And it came true.
I was very happy about it.
As a 19-year-old girl who experienced a big downfall from a top idol, I have a lesson I want to share with you.
The next page is...
Don't regret your own regrets.
Wow!
Yes.
Over the past few decades, I've experienced that one regret can turn into a big problem.
So, I've been regretting it all the time.
So, I don't regret my own regrets.
There is a lesson I want to convey from me, who has experienced a great decline from the top idols.
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Don't regret your own regrets.
Yes, until the birth of my child, I had been regretting that I had a miscarriage.
I couldn't move forward at all.
Well, but I've come to think of living without regretting it.
After all, it means you have a child.
However, if you don't give up, you can stand on the stage again.
Once you've reflected on it, you may look forward.
How old are you now?
Twelve years old.
She debuted at the same age as me.
It's just the right age for you.
My daughter also touches her computer.
Does she know everything?
Does she know everything you want to do?
Yes, she knows everything and supports me the most.
Today, Shiroku also told me, "Mom, you must do your best."
So, I took a step forward and came here.
I see.
Yes, I'm glad I was able to convey this lesson to you as a class.
I've been trying not to look back at my own life.
When I actually look back at it, I realize I'm really failing.
Once again, I'll do my best not to fail in my life from now on.
I've learned over the years that only one thing can be difficult.
So, I'd like you to be careful of yourself.
After all, I've always regretted it.
So, I won't regret regretting it.
You won't regret regretting it.
That's all for my class.
Thank you for listening.
How was Ms. Kago Ai's "retirement" class?
Regrets are part of life.
Nothing will change if you keep regretting.
Face up to what you did.
It's important to accept regrets and move forward.
Next episode is "Abema".
The most unstable state in korochiki history.
Nishino-ni has awakened its muscles.
Nadar's dissatisfaction explodes.
I have something to say, too.
Don't rush.
Nishino and Nadar have a confrontation.
Nadar, it's not that funny.
Hey, I'm not laughing.
Hey, don't make me laugh.
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