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How do you feel now that Bisho will be disbanded soon?
Before I go to bed, I breathe in and breathe out several times.
When I think of the Tokyo Dome, I can't breathe well.
I want to shake my legs.
I want to resist time.
I want to remember all those feelings.
I live every day with all my heart.
What do you think of other Bisho members?
Other members?
I love them.
I love all of them.
What do you think of other Bisho members?
I don't think of other members.
When I choreograph, I try to incorporate their daily activities into the choreography.
I've been watching them.
After I realized that I don't have to choreograph anymore, I stopped looking at other members.
I thought Bisho was left-handed.
I thought Bisho was better at left-handed choreography.
When I stopped doing that, I could speak more naturally.
I thought my way of looking at things wasn't love, but a little harder love.
I thought it wasn't good to push it.
My way of looking at things has changed.
Do you talk about Kairi between members?
Yes, I do. When I spend time with Hashiyasumi in the dressing room, he says,
I'm going to the Dome tomorrow.
He says that the day will come soon.
What is the most memorable thing for you as Bisho?
Before I became a member of Bisho, I used to sell CDs for 300 yen.
I sold flyers in Akihabara.
I distributed flyers in Akihabara for a month, and 40 people gathered to do a one-man live.
It was like that.
It was my dream to have a CD shop.
When I became a member of Bisho, I made an album.
When I sold CDs in a CD shop, I was so happy.
That was the happiest moment for me.
Bisho will soon disband.
What does Bisho mean to you?
I think it's my life.
Why is that?
There are many times when I only think about Bisho.
Of course, there are times when I don't want to think about him.
There were times when I was in a lot of pain.
But I end up thinking about him.
Bisho made me who I am today.
If it wasn't for Bisho, I would still be singing on the streets.
He saved me.
What do you want to be when Bisho disbands?
What do you want to do when Bisho disbands?
I've been spoiled.
I've been spoiled by the other members for 8 years.
The only thing that I feel like I've done my best is the choreography.
Everything else is with everyone.
I feel like I'm one step behind everyone else, but I'm going to be alone from now on, so I can't be one step behind anyone, so I want to be able to be prepared for that.
I'm often asked how I want to be, but I've always said things that I can't use in interviews, but when I got home, I thought I was wrong, so I thought about it every day and finally got there. I think you need to be prepared.
What have you been thinking about so far?
So far?
Yes.
I have a schedule that makes me feel like I'm going to go crazy.
I have a lot of parts where I have to sing the high notes in my own voice.
Even when I have the same schedule as everyone else, I sometimes feel like I'm going to choke.
Hashiyasume recommends that I sing wherever I go.
When I recorded the song Promise The Star, I was the only one who couldn't sing the high notes.
But Hashiyasume and Ayuni helped me when I was having a hard time.
Hashiyasume and Anokii helped me a lot.
They were so cool.
Hashiyasume and Anokii helped me a lot.
They helped the whole group and saved my heart.
Hashiyasume and Anokii helped me a lot.
When I couldn't sing, Hashiyasume and Anokii helped me a lot.
Hashiyasume and Anokii helped me a lot.
They were like, you can't sing so you have to do a live performance.
I screamed, when I couldn't sing.
Hashiyasume and Anokii helped me a lot.
Your debut is soon.
How do you feel now?
I didn't expect that all of Bishu would be so serious.
It may sound like an overstatement, but it's all thanks to the passion of our high school students that we can do our best for others.
It doesn't matter who decides it, and I want to face it with even more passion until the end.
When you announced that this audition was going to start last summer,
the members of Bishu seemed to be a bit confused.
How do you feel about this audition now?
At that time, I was like,
just look at Bishu.
She was like a troublesome woman.
I was like, why?
Just take good care of my daughter.
I said that with such childish feelings.
I don't know about the other members.
I felt sorry for her.
We all had to work hard from one day to the next,
but I just wanted her to burn with Bishu.
I felt sorry for her.
But now, I don't feel sorry for her at all.
It's not about work.
It's about her life.
I don't feel sorry for her at all.
I just want to make the best things with her.
I want to surprise Japan.
That's all I have in my mind.
My feelings have completely changed.
I think it's the same for you, Ayana, but there are some people who haven't got along with you yet.
What do you think about that?
Of course.
That's the only thing I can say.
I think there are a lot of people who feel that we have raised Bish together.
So, as a person who has raised Bish, I have to see it through to the end, or I won't be able to move on.
However, there are a lot of people who have a lot of love for Seisouin.
I think it would be great if you fell in love with it.
I think you will raise Next with a lot of love.
That's the only thing I can say.
Do you think they will love you in the future?
Even if it's tough, I think Seisouin will definitely watch it if Next does their best.
Have you learned anything from them?
What I enjoy?
I've been dancing in a way that I don't enjoy other than the actual performance.
So, until the actual performance, it's all about trial and error and brushing up.
When I first stood in front of the audience, I felt so good.
I felt like I was singing, dancing and having so much fun.
I learned a lot from my teachers and my seniors.
The members of NEXT joined the studio as a team.
We gave each other a lot of advice and had a lot of fun.
Even when we passed by each other in the hallway, I could hear people laughing.
I thought it was really nice.
The environment I grew up in was very spartan.
There were a lot of people who wanted to quit.
It was normal to throw up.
But people can shine even in an environment like that.
So, when I was composing songs or choreographing,
I learned from my juniors that it's okay to have fun.
What kind of group do you want to be in the future?
I don't know.
I don't know what kind of group I want to be in the future.
To be honest, I don't want to be very popular,
but I don't want to be very poor.
I don't know.
But I think it's better to do it seriously.
I want to do it seriously.
It's cool to live a life without money,
and it's cool to do it seriously and make a lot of money.
But I want to do it seriously.
Do you have any expectations?
My expectation is...
Well...
It's frustrating to say this,
but I want people to go beyond their limits.