AISubs v3
I can't get used to it at all.
I get nervous when I'm in front of the camera.
I get really nervous.
I've had anxiety since I was 99 years old.
I'm looking forward to being able to spend 1% of my time with everyone.
When we get really close, we talk a lot.
It's a way to get to know each other.
I can't talk a lot in front of other people.
But it's been easy for me to get nervous.
For example, when we're in a class or in a skating competition.
I can't talk a lot in front of other people.
I'm Rio Aisawa from Asahi.
I'm here to practice skating.
At first, I saw Nao Asada on TV at the Olympics.
I started going to the skating class with a light heart.
I was in the second grade of elementary school.
I was a shy kid.
I had a younger sister.
I took care of her.
I wasn't like a kid.
I felt like I was growing up.
Now I have more time to practice skating,
I feel like I've become closer to skating
and my life around skating has changed.
I think it's different for everyone,
but for me,
I get really nervous at competitions
and I always end up failing.
I've never had a good score,
but I did my best to get into the top class
and got a 9.
I practiced for a week,
but it's been 2 years since I skated properly.
I've been to 4 competitions,
but I was so nervous that I failed all of them.
I was in the 2nd year of middle school,
and I was taking the same test for a year.
I took the same test twice.
At that time,
I thought I would never make it,
so I was always crying.
The younger I get, the faster I get better.
It was really hard for me to be overtaken by others.
It was hard for me to go to junior high school and practice in a different school.
It was really hard for me.
I was always the last one to go to junior high school.
When I met the teachers, all the teachers on the link knew me.
The next day, the teachers called me and I was really happy.
My coach was crying a lot.
I was happy to make him happy.
It's been a while, so I'm very tired.
It was a lot of fun.
I went to Canada when I was in 12th grade, and went to Las Vegas when I was in 13th grade.
I went to both of them alone.
When I was in 12th grade, I couldn't speak English.
When I arrived at the airport, a host family brought a different Japanese person.
I couldn't meet the person I was supposed to meet at the airport, so I waited for about 5 hours.
I was told later that if it was a normal person, I would be more panicked.
Surprisingly, I was always calm, so I thought I could wait.
This is a strawberry pink. It's a normal silver. Pink is my favorite.
I have to buy it once a year.
How many? Six? Maybe six.
The reason why I applied for this project is that
I was told that I look like Endo Sakura-san at school.
I didn't know Endo Sakura-san before,
but I got to know Endo-san from there.
I think Endo-san has a sense of pride,
but now I feel like I've grown a lot.
I feel like I've changed a lot since I joined Nogizaka,
and I've started to get interested in it.
I quit my job at the end of the first year of high school,
so I've been studying for the entrance exam since the second year of high school.
Then, in the summer of the third year of high school,
I saw on the e-news that the audition for Nogizaka had been extended for a day,
and I thought I'd apply if I was doing it now, so I applied.
I think it was 10 minutes before the deadline.
But in the end, I wasn't good at appearing in front of people,
and I couldn't do it even on a skateboard,
so I thought I wanted to change that part,
and that was the biggest thing.
But it hasn't been resolved yet,
so I'd like to fix it from now on.
I was nervous today, but I didn't have to be as nervous as usual.
I just had fun.
I don't have any good memories of competitions.
I was wondering why I was doing this.
I'm glad I was able to show something like this.
I want to be a person who can be supported by everyone.
First of all, I want to lose my selfishness and enjoy everything.
I want to be modest for the next five years.
I want to give back my feelings to people who love me.
The word I like recently is
No rain, no rainbow.
I really like the word in Hawaii.
I think it's like
If it doesn't rain, you can't see the rainbow.
It's a desire.
If there's nothing painful,
I don't think it's fun.
I think it's like that.
It was really hard when I fell in the town test.
I was the happiest in my life when I won.
That kind of experience
I can't buy it with money.
It was a very important experience for me.
I thought it would overlap.
It was the most important thing for me.
This is my last announcement as a member.
I'm not as good as the other members,
but I'll do my best to catch up,
so I'd be happy if you could support me.
Thank you.