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I did a lot of rehearsals and went to concerts and events.
About a year ago, I was suddenly scared of rehearsals.
I've been practicing and I'm going to be able to do it, but what if I'm scolded or told I'm wrong?
There is a bit of perfectionism and a feeling of never wanting to make a mistake.
I was afraid of being able to do it or not being able to do it.
That was the most difficult task I had to overcome and the most troubled time I had.
The reason I overcame it was not only to take advice from my teacher and seniors, but also to write it down on a notebook.
I often write down what I'm thinking in my notebook, so I'll try to write it down and sort it out.
When I did it, I saw my seniors' advice and it wasn't something I thought about that much.
I was like, isn't this trouble a little small?
And I forgot! I was positive! I thought, and then I suddenly got angry and said,
When you start to be negative, you can't think about anything.
But once you organize it, you can remember your original feelings and positives.
I'm glad.
So it's been about a year now.
Maybe it's the wall I've been facing most.
When you first joined, you were often told you looked serious.
I think fans probably had the image of you being firm and serious.
But...
I think that now, in a group, there are characters that can be teased.
But it's a strength for me, and I think it's something that can only be done because you're positive.
Even if you're teased, I don't care at all, and I'm happy about it.
I want to be someone who is easy to talk to, both seniors and juniors.
I think I'm used to it now.
It's hard to describe in one word, but I want to be someone who is easy to talk to.
I hope to play that role and bring in party elements when I graduate.
For example, I want to be able to dance bigger when dancing.
I want to dance flexibly and easy for everyone to see.
As for singing, I want to expand the range of singing expressions.
I want to be able to sing various songs and get the sound of songs.
I want to talk in a pure and easy-to-listen way.
I think these three are the three elements that idols need in dancing, singing and talking.
I want people to say,
I want to be able to say that.
As Morning Musume'25, there have been quite a few changes in members in one year.
Ikuta graduated, and in autumn they graduated.
In addition, Oda's graduation is also decided.
In 2025, Morning Musume.'s group posture will change quite a bit in one year.
I want to be someone who can deal with all kinds of changes.
I'm not doing it on purpose.
Of course I want to think about the fans.
I want to do what I can do now because it's morning.
To be specific, it's a Heisei boom now.
The small things and characters that were popular during Heisei are now very popular.
Morning Musume's love machine and love revolution were popular in Heisei era.
I hope we can revive it and make it even more exciting.
I want Morning Musume to be able to make its own era.
I hope many people know about Morning Musume now.
Freshness is necessary for any era of Morning Musume.
I think that Morning Musume is a song that asks the world to be brighter.
Of course, as the history goes on, stability and familiarity will always come up.
But now, I don't have much experience, so what I can do is...
I think I can do it now because I can always do activities with the feeling of freshness and feeling like I've never done before.
So I feel like I have to work hard to be bright, positive and fresh.
Akaru Kuibito