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I'm about to cry!
I felt like I was in danger.
But something changed and I felt a little brighter.
I can't do as well as Towa, but I'll do what I can do.
It's amazing that you're doing so well.
- I'll work harder. - You're the best leader.
- Really? Thank you. - Thank you.
The group is...
"Blue Sky" that I've always wanted to see.
It's an idol group that was announced on June 15th, 2023.
About a year after the announcement,
in this video, the 23 members who will celebrate their one year anniversary
will look back at their past and future in a form of conversation.
We're going to talk about these members.
Our one year anniversary.
- So, it's started. - Yes.
On June 22nd, "Blue Sky" Vol. 1 will be held, which I've always wanted to see.
It's our one year anniversary, and we're going to look back at it for a year.
- Yes. - Yes.
- Shall we look back at it from the beginning? - Yes.
First of all, we are... Oh, we're from the countryside!
- Yes. - Let's start from the beginning.
- We've moved up and down. - Yes.
- Who have moved up and down? - Us.
- These three. - Yes.
- So... - Has anything changed since you moved up and down?
- Everything has changed. - Yes.
- I'm away from my family and friends. - Yes.
- I live alone. - Yes.
- It's my first time doing laundry. - Yes.
- Is that so? - Yes.
- And emotionally... - Yes.
- I'm lonely and heartbroken. - Is that so?
- It was big for me. - I see.
Even if I stayed in Ishikawa, I wouldn't have lived alone.
I was lonely and scared.
But I had to leave the country as soon as I passed the audition.
It was terrible.
I was lonely and watched video tours every day.
- Do you still do it? - No, I don't.
- Is it your first video tour? - Yes.
At first, we stayed in touch.
- Really? - Yes!
I ate with my mom.
I was lonely and stayed in touch.
Maybe it's the opposite.
At first, I enjoyed coming to Tokyo.
I thought it was fun.
But recently, I started to feel lonely.
I want to go back to my hometown.
When you pass the audition and report it to your family,
- they don't agree with you. - Really?
My grandmother was worried about me.
I had to stand in front of people.
I raised my own children.
My family doesn't want me to have a hard life.
I was worried. At first, my family opposed me.
They said, "We'll give you results."
But my family supports me now.
My family supports me a lot.
- Didn't your family oppose you? - Yes, they did.
- Really? - Yes.
My family supported me.
But my grandfather opposed me.
It's the same job, but you have to stand in front of people.
It must be hard for you.
You said you'd do your best, and now you're in the fan club, too.
Thank you, grandpa.
Do you consult with your parents?
How about you, Hoi?
I do it quite often, but my mom cries with me, so we all cry.
It's hard for you to express your feelings.
So I'm wondering if you have any worries.
On the contrary, I may only have worries.
Really?
Do you think about it by yourself?
You don't consult with others?
I don't do it much.
I'm worried sometimes.
I don't think about it deeply.
I forget what I did the next morning.
But I tell my mom everything.
I tell her what happened today.
Sometimes I tell my dad everything.
When I'm tired or sleepy, I say, "No, it's not like that."
I'm really angry.
But when I'm calm and say, "Oh, I shouldn't have said that," I'm sorry.
I'm sorry!
Sometimes I feel really bad.
But I know you're rooting for me.
So I'm going to calm down and talk.
Was there a turning point in this year that changed you?
When I was chosen for the first time in November, I wasn't chosen for the first round,
and as I worked as a spider group, I started thinking about how I should change.
- I know. You've changed. - Really?
- Sometimes you look a little frustrated. - No, I'm not embarrassed about it.
- But I think you're doing a good job. - Thank you. I'm happy.
- Koka-chan, you often laugh in front of people, but you laugh and joke around. - Yeah.
- I'm sure you sometimes feel frustrated and angry. - Yeah.
- When you write at home... - I cry. I cry.
- You do, don't you? You're pretty frustrated. - I cry. I cry.
- But I think you're doing a good job. - Thank you.
- I told you I wouldn't cry. - You did.
- How was it? - At first, there were only 23 of us dancing and appearing on music programs.
- I didn't think much about being chosen. - I see.
I didn't think about whether I would be chosen or not.
Now that we're separated, we have completely different schedules.
Until now, we used to have fun and peacefully dance together.
But now we don't feel like dancing anymore.
I feel like my way of thinking has changed.
I feel like I'm more passionate about dancing now.
I can feel it in everyone's bodies.
If I don't do what everyone else is doing, my way of thinking will change.
That's what I started to think about.
Since my debut.
I think my way of thinking has changed dramatically since just before my second single's music video.
I don't know why it has changed.
When I made my debut single, my way of thinking was terrible and negative.
Now that I think about it, it was a terrible no-miss.
So, I don't know if I felt the crisis on my own, or something changed and I became a little brighter.
I think the words I usually use have also changed.
Now that I think about it, you haven't been crying much lately.
You've gotten stronger, haven't you?
Thank you.
I've gotten stronger, probably.
I don't know why.
But everyone around me has changed a lot.
I've been influenced by that, too.
It's big around you.
The members.
I see.
So the selection was pretty big.
But lately, I've been feeling a little crisis.
When Kumogumi and Lesson broke up...
They've been together lately, haven't they?
Basically, Kumogumi and Lesson's choreography and facial expressions have gotten so much better.
So I was wondering what they were doing the other day.
I know.
They were doing their best, but I think they could have done better.
I'm glad about that.
I think so, too.
It's been a while since Lesson broke up.
When I saw you dancing earlier, you looked different.
I thought you were different.
I thought you were a little crazy.
It's weird.
Yeah.
What did you see?
What made you do that? I was surprised to see a lot of it.
I had lessons almost every day, and in those lessons I had to memorize all the songs, and I watched it at home and memorized it, and I thought about goals for each performance, and I talked about what I wanted to do in detail.
It may have piled up. I don't know at all.
But it's changed a lot. I think everyone thought so. I thought so.
I felt a sense of crisis. I had to do what I had to do, and I thought it was not what I could see, but what I couldn't see.
I've never seen lessons for spider girls, and I know they're doing their best because it's a documentary, but I thought I had to do more.
But there's also one-man. Oh, you did it. I was surprised.
I was surprised. I was surprised.
How was it? It was a lot of pressure, wasn't it?
It was scary. It was scary, wasn't it?
You sang it at the audition, didn't you?
I sang this song at the final screening of "自由曲" and I liked it originally, so I was really happy to do this song, but I was really happy to do it.
Somehow, suddenly at midnight, I got a call from the manager, "What should I do? What did I do?" I was thinking about what I should do with the fear all the time, and I heard that I would do a cover, and I was told that I wanted to do a center, but at that time, I couldn't even turn my head at midnight, and I could only say "yes", but the next morning, when I thought about it, I
had done various things like Toa-chan, Suzu-chan, Cocona, and center with mannequins of cover songs, uniforms of mannequins, but I think that everyone is standing on the stage with a strong will or with a strong will.
Again, when I heard the hand gestures and voices of the encore, I thought, "Oh, it's no good", at first.
The moment the song started playing, the back of the line was Miuna-chan, and she said "It's okay", and she did "pon pon" and I thought "Oh, it's okay" and danced, and it was really fun and the scenery was really amazing, and even when it became one line, Suzu-chan and Toa-chan near the line said in a low voice "It was okay"
and I was really happy that you said it, and I was about to cry.
Center is hard, isn't it? I've never done it before, but how is it?
"Mashiru ni Nurinaose" is a pretty difficult and intense song.
Before that, in "Kurayami na Tetsugakusha", Toa was dancing a lot.
Looking at Toa's center song I've done so far and thinking about doing it myself, I'm like, "What should I do?"
I can't do anything as amazing as Toa, like expressing myself or dancing to "kirekire".
So I'm under pressure and anxious about what to do.
I talked to my mom about it and said, "I can't do it, so what should I do?"
But I was entrusted with it, so I thought I had no choice but to do it.
I can't do it like Toa, but I thought I'd do what I could do.
After "one man" is over, isn't there a sense of accomplishment?
"It's over!" Did you feel relieved?
I'm glad.
Then, for "one man" first anniversary live show, what kind of live show do you want to do?
I'd like to ask you what you want me to do in the future.
Do you have one?
Just one year?
That's right. We had a member announcement last year on June 15th, so it's been about a year since then.
I want to show this group that they've grown so much in a year,
and that they've been able to perform like this even though they have little dance experience.
We'd like to work together and do our best to make better performances and performances that have evolved more than volume 0.5.
It's been a year since the member announcement meeting, and at that time it was like a newborn child.
I didn't know anything, but now it's been a year and everyone is thinking about it.
I'm sure you all have things you want to do and goals you want to achieve, so I'd like to put it all together and make it the best show of the year.
I'd like to be a group that can convince people who don't know much about me.
There are a lot of great songs, and I'd like to be a group that can convince many people that we're performing in a great environment.
There are things we think we haven't done yet, and I'd like to find something that only we can do in the second year so that we can convey the good things about us to people other than those who know us.
When I think I have to do my best, I can't laugh at all.
Recently, I haven't been able to talk to everyone with a smile at all.
At first, I wanted to be a leader who could cheer everyone up with a smile, but when I didn't have time for that anymore, I came out a lot and when I had a little more time, I'd like to cheer everyone up again.
That's not always the case.
- Really? - Yeah.
But you know, I've gotten mad at everyone lately.
But I want to push everyone's back more, or rather,
I want to be a leader who can bring a better atmosphere.
I'll do my best.
Even now,
if you're all doing it, it's amazing.
- It's amazing. - Yeah.
I'll do my best.
You're the best leader.
- I always think that. - Thank you.
I'm glad you're the leader. Do you talk about it too?
- I do. - I do.
- I think about it a lot. - Everyone says that about me.
- I always talk about it with my mom at home. - Really?
I'll do my best. Thank you for everything.
Thank you.
With that, let's do our best for our first anniversary and for our live performances.
- Let's do our best. - Yes.
- Thank you. - Thank you.