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Tonight's Matsuko meeting is...
Fish's "Ina-the-end" which is unique and active as it is.
I'm not good at expressing my feelings in words.
I think you should know how you want to do it without being trapped in such a frame.
I feel like I can do it.
I think you're stubborner than me just because you're worried now.
Why do you think so?
I think you're more stubborn than everyone else.
What is "Ina-the-end" that Matsuko is talking about?
Matsuko, you and your mother are so different.
I'm not good at expressing my feelings in words.
Thank you for joining us today.
Thank you for having me.
"Ina-the-end" is famous for singing and singing alone.
If you say like that, other members will feel sorry for you.
I'm angry now.
I'm not good at expressing my feelings in words.
That's all for today.
Bye!
I'm Aina Jiendo. Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you. What should I call you? Aina-chan? Jiendo-chan?
Jiendo-chan!
Why not Aina-chan?
Aina-san.
Nice to meet you.
You said you wanted to talk with Matsuko-san.
What do you want to talk about?
Matsuko-san has the image of being talked about by no one,
so I'd like to know where that courage comes from.
Courage.
Where does that courage come from?
I think it's missing somewhere.
I'm not saying it out of spite,
but after I say it, I think to myself,
Ah, this person was a great person.
After I say bad things about everyone,
I think to myself, "Someone will hear me from now on."
Even if I have that kind of experience, I can't stop.
Wow.
Isn't there a lot of fear of people not liking you or hurting you?
Even if I'm told that, I only say what I can't help.
Wow.
That's what I've always wanted to ask Matsuko-san,
so I have nothing more to say.
It's over!
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AINA THE END.
Since 2018, she has been writing and composing songs herself and started her solo activities.
What is her charm like?
The song she wrote and composed is...
Expressing a dog's feelings that are looking for a reason to live with "one one one"!
The song she sang while loving NANA KOMATSU too much is...
In addition, taking advantage of her dancing skills that she learned from the age of four, she is in charge of the choreography of "wish".
She expresses her emotions with dance from her fingertips to her facial expressions.
Such a member is...
Aina has her own body characteristics, movements and habits.
For example, Momoko has a habit of drawing her neck and putting it in the choreography.
Looking at it every day, I think sensibility is very unique.
However!
I feel like my sensibility is dying more and more.
I wonder if becoming an adult means that my sensibility is dying.
If that's the case, I don't want to be an adult.
Sensibility doesn't die, but it doesn't come out.
I know it's there, but it's hard for me to show it.
When I'm alone in the bath at home, I say "long time no see" and it comes out.
Does it come out?
But when I want to use it, it doesn't come out no matter how many times I hit it.
It comes out when it becomes insensitive.
Insensitivity?
In a sense, I think it's also about getting stronger.
While facing various things and sometimes fighting various things,
if your armor is thin, you will lose.
People get thicker and thicker.
The harder the shell is, the harder it is for what is inside of you to come out.
I can feel it.
How old were you when you started feeling it?
I think I started watching a lot of TV like I do now.
So I was about 35 years old.
I'm sorry. I don't think that was a satisfactory answer.
I'm sorry.
When I try to think of a choreography or something like that,
all I can think of in the shower is "shower" and it makes me feel ticklish.
And lyrics like "togetoge" and "bathroom" come up in my head.
I can't think of anything.
I've been prioritizing things that don't go with logic,
but when you realize it, it doesn't work at all.
For example, I thought the sea was beautiful, but now when I see it, I just think, "Oh, it's the sea."
I think this is what it means to grow up.
There's nothing you can do about it.
You're making people around you do this much.
It may not be a good way of saying it, but you're making the staff around you eat.
So unconsciously, you're definitely taking responsibility for it.
But I don't think it's a bad thing at all.
Now that it's become like that, I think there's a new way of expressing it.
You don't have to be so scared of it.
This may be a relief, but I think people like Aina are fine.
She's not a decent person.
A decent person is fine.
I think it's a relief for me, too.
No matter how hard I try, I'm not decent.
I've never done anything I can boast about to people in the world.
I can't help it.
I've become a boring person.
I've been living while talking about it all the time.
Maybe it's because I'm accepting it.
Huh?
What's wrong?
I think you're fine.
You're fine as you are.
As you continue to do that activity,
you mentioned that you're struggling with speaking and words.
What's that?
You mean "talking"?
Yes, "talking".
I'm not good at expressing my feelings in words.
When I talk, people cry where I don't want them to.
I used to be afraid of people leaving me even though I didn't mean to hurt them.
I couldn't talk at all.
Even when I'm on TV, there are six of us in a group.
I'd sit in the back and wait for the time to pass.
I tried not to look at people in the mirror so that they wouldn't shake me.
Now that I've noticed it, I have a junior in my group.
I don't think it's a good idea for me to talk too much.
But you don't have to talk.
Oh, really?
There are more ways of expressing yourself now.
Especially for people like you, Aina-chan,
you don't have to force yourself to talk properly.
You have the ability to express yourself properly.
So it's not all about talking passionately.
Especially for you, Aina-chan,
I think it's more effective for you not to talk.
I'm glad you said that.
But now I don't hate talking that much.
When I started doing radio shows,
and when I faced the task of expressing my feelings in words,
I realized that it was surprisingly fun.
And now I get to meet people like you, Matsuko-san,
who acknowledges me for not being able to talk.
I'm happy about it.
But talking in the media means talking without restraint,
or everyone talking about pleasant things.
Now it's easier for people like you, Aina-chan,
to talk.
You don't have to apply yourself to the existing media that you have created, or rather, I think your personality will disappear, so I think you should know how you want to do it without being too caught up in such a framework.
I don't think you have to do it.
If you are too conscious of it, I feel like the most interesting part will be cut off in your case, Aina- chan.
Thank you for saving me.
It's getting lighter and lighter. I'm happy.
I really admire you, Uwa-san, but...
Wow, you admire a crazy person, don't you?
We performed together on stage.
It was a stage with a singer named Janice Joplin as the theme.
At that time, I played Janice Joplin and Uwa-san played Alissa Franklin.
And Janice's brother and sister came to see me.
Wow, that's amazing.
I can't speak English, so I really wanted to communicate with you, but I couldn't.
Uwa-san, you talk a lot and you have a lot of power in your words.
You have a lot of energy and I wonder if you can get along with anyone.
You sang Janice's song on that stage, didn't you?
Yes.
Isn't it enough for you to feel something from there?
You don't have to worry about it.
Uwa-san is a crazy person, but...
You don't have to worry about it.
That's right.
You don't have to like someone or like someone's words or expressions.
But you don't have to decide what you do or how you live your life.
You're selfish.
If you don't try to get past your selfishness, you won't be able to live a selfish life.
I know there are people who are selfish and ask you to buy coffee at Starbucks in front of the station.
But I don't care about that kind of selfishness.
I think you can be selfish about your policy and the direction you live in.
I think I can do it.
I think you can do whatever you like.
Doing what you like is different from doing what you don't like.
If you say "wangwangwang" like me, you'd better look away.
I don't know about you, but I think you are stronger and stubborn than me just because you are worried about me.
What? Why do you find out about me?
No, I don't think so.
I think you are stronger than everyone thinks.
I think you are very strong-willed.
When I was in 5th grade, I didn't want to be seen as a woman.
For a while, I used to do shortcuts, ride mountain bikes, and climb trees.
I lived like a man.
But it became natural for me to lie to myself.
Then I couldn't say my true feelings to anyone.
When I realized that, it became natural for me to lie to myself.
But now that I hear you talking about it, I think you and Matsuko have something in common.
Now I know that you are not alone in this.
On the other hand, I think you have something negative about you.
When you stand in front of people, you don't want them to think like you do.
I think you are very strong-willed.
No, you are cool.
I think you are cool because you are strong-willed and you can say it yourself.
I'm not cool!
You are cool!
Even now, I'm still scared of you.
Even if we go out for a meal or have a meeting, you are always talking like this.
You are always talking like this.
Sometimes I'm scared of you.
Why is she talking like this?
You laugh a lot, don't you?
Yes, I do.
In that sense, I think you have something in common.
I think it's more fun for you to show it as it is.
Sometimes I feel like I'm an old man.
I feel like I live in a house with about 80 people.
And you have a dog.
I have a dog, too.
Do you like it?
I'm going to show you everything.
I think you can show me everything.
There were a lot of things in your childhood that you could say were your roots, but you're the one who knows them the most, and in fact, you're here with your sister this time.
Nice to meet you.
You're like an older sister.
I'm my sister's younger sister.
You know her well, don't you, sister?
You're like, "I sold it for two or three hundred yen."
What do you think of it, from your little sister's point of view?
Ever since I was little, I really didn't think of you as human.
I thought of you as an alien.
Before being an alien or not, weren't you worried?
I was worried.
I was wondering if you'd really be okay.
For example, around 3 a.m., I was watching you on YouTube all the time.
You were watching me dismantle a chicken.
And you woke me up and told me, "This is how you eat chicken."
So you should be grateful for it.
Now that I think about it, I thought you taught me a lot.
No, no, no.
Your little sister is going crazy, too.
You don't have to teach her that at 3 a.m.
You can teach her that when you wake up in the morning.
I think your little sister can still accept you.
But your parents...
I'm sure you were just worried about them.
But my parents are worse off.
Really?!
That's amazing.
From your little sister's point of view, you and your mother are crazy.
Yes.
How was it for you?
It was really uncomfortable.
But what did your mother do for a living?
She's a singer.
I see! Your mother is a singer, too!
She's an idol.
She's an idol, too.
I used to be an idol singer when I was young.
From your mother's point of view, how do you think you ended up like this?
I left Tokyo and couldn't fulfill my dream of becoming a singer.
I went back to Osaka and got married.
I wanted my dream to come true for my children.
So I'm happy that Aina is singing for me.
I feel like my dream came true.
I wonder if your mother raised you like that.
The environment in which you can listen to a song gives you a better chance than in a normal family.
I used to take a day off from school.
But I was taught not to take a day off from school and dance only.
What about you?
Are you thinking of supporting each other in the future?
Yes, I've been working on dancing for a long time.
Oh, really?
I'm an actor.
Yes, I'm an actor.
I've learned a lot from your sensibility and expressions.
I'd like to absorb it and share what I only have with you.
And I'd like you to support me when I lack something.
What kind of dance do you do?
Now I'm dancing a little feminine dance.
Oh, I see. That's why you felt like you were about to show your new house.
That's why you felt like you were about to show your new house.
That's where you smelled it.
Oh, I see.
That's a good combination.
What are your goals for next year?
I'm doing fine now, but I'm still lacking something.
I'm working hard on dancing now, but I have a big mindset of wanting to grab more and more dreams.
I've seen a lot of scenery with my own eyes.
If I could do it anyway, I'd like to make my dream come true with the person I love next, and I hope I can do it with Reika next year with dancing.
Also, if you have a message for your mother...
Mother?
If you have a message for your mother...
Mother?
Mother, when you sing a song by Vish, you put in a lot of vibrato, but I don't like it a little.
In your era, vibrato was basic! I want to forgive you!
J-State, the two-headed style of presenter and singer, Green, who works without revealing his face, talks about the ridge!
When I introduced myself, I couldn't believe it.
I still can't believe it 100%.
I often feel like I'm out of energy, but I don't think so.
Don't be fooled!
There were no days in my life that were like green!