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When I was in kindergarten, I hid behind my mother all the time and couldn't go to my friends' places on my own, and I remember crying when I was away from my mother all the time.
Somehow, that's why I'm Mr. Bono. I got to know that idol through that anime called Shugo Chara, so I didn't want to stand out in the entertainment world, but I just wanted to be an idol of Hello! Project.
That feeling was stronger, so when I really went in, it was a job that could be seen, so I was kind of upset.
My first job was probably a property shoot, but since then I've had a cameraman, a hair and makeup artist, and a staff member, and I was really nervous.
The person in the room, everyone came out and filmed me for the first time.
I've always loved what I've fallen in love with, and at that time I only had Hello! Project in front of me,
but anyway, I went in early and wanted to dance on the same stage as my seniors, so I think I was fighting with only that feeling so that I could pass the audition no matter what.
I was frustrated. I was crying all the time at that time.
After all, I went in because I wanted to be a morning girl.
There was also a shock feeling that it was no good, but it was also a personality that I hated to lose, so I felt like I would definitely go in next time.
As a trainee, I did it with the feeling that I would stand out the most even though I was at the bottom, so I think I had only guts at that time.
I've been learning the piano for about eight years, and it's not like I'm competing with each other or anything like that, but there are some people in the class who can play this graduation performance, so the best child is left with that role, so I have to be the best in the class or practice for that.
Maybe I've been living like that, or I always felt like I had to work hard, so I was a beginner in dancing and singing, but I thought at that time that if you have a strong feeling, you can overcome it.
Anyway, I'm not good at practicing, so even if my seniors invite me to go play after the lesson, I don't have time to play anymore.
I used to refuse like that, and now I think it's really rude, but at that time I really didn't need time to play, so I practiced as much as I wanted to practice.
What surprised me was that when I saw the number of members of Hello! Project...
I thought everyone had a small figure.
Looking at the audience standing on the stage, it looks really big, but I'm a girl who is really in the city of my father's house, and I have a feeling of peace of mind.
After all, when I heard it was an entertainment world, I wondered if it was really tingling or if only the public was friendly, but I was relieved that everyone was friendly.
I wonder if I was scolded quite a bit.
I'm a little different when I'm shooting and when I'm live.
The live show was a place where I could be confident.
I'm practicing a lot, and my dream job was to do a live show, so I'm standing in front of the audience because I've talked about it a few times at piano presentations, but I'm glad I was able to do it from the beginning without being embarrassed.
Oh, well, I'm glad you told me.
If I was alone, I would have been reluctant to do it.
I think everyone will do it for everyone, but we were able to do it together while getting closer, so I had a sense of rivalry.
But rather than being throbbing, we've been doing it since the audition with the feeling of joining the same group, so we're really one year younger, but it doesn't look like that.
I think we've had a long relationship since then.
I thought it was too early.
To be honest, being a member of a group formed in half a year is something I hadn't even thought of.
I was very happy.
I was happy, but I decided to join because I wanted to be a morning girl.
I had a little bit of a change of purpose in my head, so I couldn't say it.
I didn't say it, but I had a little bit of that feeling.
In the beginning...
No, but...
Well...
I felt a little sorry for them.
There were seniors and people who had been doing this for many years in the training camp.
But I joined right away.
It's a little...
I'm a little nervous, but...
Compared to when I was a trainee...
At first, I was a little reluctant.
Among myself.
But among the six of us...
What kind of position we'll be in in the future...
What kind of songs we'll get...
That kind of excitement is increasing day by day.
But we're rivals.
So I've been thinking about making an effort every day.
When I think about it now, everyone is still young...
Tens...
Fifteen years old or so...
Some would say what they thought,
and some would hide what they thought in their hearts without saying anything.
But we hadn't met each other for a long time,
so we didn't know what kind of person she was.
At first, we were all thinking about what we should do while we were working.
Well, I think it's the same for any group.
But Tsubaki was formed before Kobushi Factory,
so there were a lot of things that could be compared to each other.
For example, "You don't have enough momentum compared to Kobushi",
even when I looked at each of the members,
there weren't many girls who seemed to appeal to me.
That's why there were a lot of times when I was told that I wasn't motivated or that I wasn't motivated,
so I felt like I was struggling.
To be honest, the momentum of the three of us after joining has finally given birth to self-awareness of each person and feelings for the group, so it feels like the three of us joined and accelerated at once.
After making my major debut so far, I probably joined during my break during my second work, and it was a timing where I had to connect more and more next time, so I took a break there.
When I thought about the feelings of the fans who were cheering for me, I thought that it would fall at once, and when I thought about the feelings of the fans, I felt very sorry and bothered the members.
I felt like I couldn't do it all, and I felt like I should hit this feeling somewhere.
But I was trying to find what I could do while I was at home, and when I was still in my first work, I was trying to think positively.
Of course, my feelings are the same as in the first work, but in the second work, I thought I should make it a period of recovery.
I wrote a blog before I took a break from my activities, and when I talked to everyone and the members,
I told them that I would make it a period of recovery while facing myself again and working hard.
But I took a break in a situation where I didn't know if I could come back or not, so I went to rehab every day, but I couldn't see my recovery again, so I couldn't rush it.
But I had no choice but to do what was in front of me, so I think I was really desperate.
Ah, but even if I wasn't there for the live show, there were customers who were waving penlights, light pink penlights, and I heard that kind of information from the members from time to time, and I think I wrote a blog several times while I was on vacation, but even though I was on vacation, I wrote a lot of messages.
Even when I announced that I would take a break, there were more comments than I imagined, so I was very happy that there were many people who supported me even in places I couldn't see, and I felt like I should do my best in rehab today with those comments of support.
Ah...
But I've been thinking about what to do after graduation for a long time, maybe since 2018? I didn't have any intention of graduating at that time, but I've been thinking about what to do after that and working hard.
My manager often told me that Hello! Project is one of the ways to grow, so it's better to look ahead and do activities, so I'm thinking about what I want to be in the future.
And in March of last year, I have a dog, but my first child died and I was with him for 15 years, but I realized again that he was a support for my heart more than my family, and if it weren't for the existence of that dog, I wouldn't have been able to do this job for a long time.
I really think from the bottom of my heart, so when I thought about how I could return that "thank you" feeling, I thought it would be nice to acquire that animal knowledge and get used to the power of various people, so I would like to be able to work with animals in the future.
Finally, I feel like I've come up with a good idea.
Ah, but it's the last one, so all jobs...
I feel a little fresh, but there are a lot of jobs that I experience for the first time because it is the last one.
I'm so nervous that I'm surprised myself and I can't get out of it.
The more I try not to leave any regrets, the more likely I am to get sick of it, so I think I'll rely on the members and calm down a little at such times.
I think I've changed, but I think I've become milder.
I was talking to everyone earlier and they told me that they could show me that, but it's really the same.
It's because I've had various experiences and various emotions that I'm still like that, but I'm still like that, but I'm still like that.
I think I was able to grow as a person and probably an important part of me, such as being praised for myself, being praised for others, and being seen by others.
Well, but at home, I'm an older sister and I have a younger brother, but we're seven apart, so I have to be a little firm.
I think it's because I've had that sisterly quality for a long time that I'm happier when I'm relied on, or when I say something a little too much, I'll take care of it.
I like that more myself, and that's why when four new members joined, I think it was natural for me to actively speak out.
There is! MC!
I think there have been seven or eight people who have been working with me for a long time who thought, "Kiki-chan, stop talking!"
But when I thought about why I was so bad at MCs, there was a big cut during the audition.
I couldn't talk about it because it wasn't good, and I was depressed once.
I'm not an interesting person, so let's not talk about it! I thought about it, and that period of time was really long.
Even when I was interviewing, even when I was told to talk about the PR for my new song, it was kind of fun.
There was a time when I felt like I was connecting words and talking.
That's a little difficult to talk about.
"Please tell me about the future Tsubaki Factory." or "Please give me a goal."
It's because I'm a little higher up.
There was a part of it that the Asia leader left to me, so I really have to work hard on MCs even now!
No, but when you're in a group, you're a little reserved, aren't you?
Oh, that may be the case.
It's like this, so I can only talk about it.
In the group, there are a lot of parts that I give up a little and feelings like "actually, more than me" have sprung up a little.
That's right, I've always been surprised.
I can't remember.
No, that's right.
Basically, it's kind of like that.
It's perfect.
The four new members often said.
No, well, in terms of work, maybe.
I might have shown you a lot of that side of me.
Well, I want you to be like that.
With that kind of wish in mind.
But there are a lot of days when I'm really lazy in my private life.
When I really don't have room in my heart anymore, my room gets messy in the same way.
My mom's been telling me many times that it's not good.
I don't know much about consciousness.
But in the beginning, I thought I'd do it once.
"Do you want me to do it until the end?" I think I have that as my motto.
I guess it's been there for a long time.
But I'm also very attracted to women who have their own opinions.
I always try to keep my thoughts.
I think you can talk about it or you don't have to talk about it.
So I wonder if it looked like it to the members.
Hmm, what is it?
But there were a lot of times when I was completely naive.
That's what I'm talking about, singing and dancing.
Yume Kishimoto and Momo Akiyama were in the lead and pulling me along.
It's not like I have a lot of words.
It's more like a performance than words.
With my back?
I wanted to be a person who could talk, so if it was transmitted or seen, I would be happy.
But overall, knowledge about dogs and wanting to be able to support owners are the basis.
Among them, there are quite a lot of options. Animal caretaker, trimmer, and trainer.
I'm excited about that because I can wear it widely, and even among them, I'm longing for a trimmer, so I'd like to make various cuts and make the dog beautiful.
The dog trainer is Papillon. Papillon is also the dog trainer I bought for the first time, and having memories is also my favorite point, and the hair is very beautiful and I think it's a fashionable dog trainer that other dogs don't have.
When I see a walking dog, I love it so much that I like it.
I think it's Pomeranian.
Such fluffy fur.
Once I went to a pet shop and Pomeranian greeted me.
Maybe it's because I was staring at it, but I don't think she feels like that.
It's so cute and loveable that it grabs my heart.
Pomeranian seems to be able to make a shiba dog cut.
I want to do it too.
I want to cut it with scissors now.
While I was active, I had more opportunities to praise my singing.
I'm still not good at it.
But if there are people who like it, I want to maximize it.
"Tsubaki" had a lot of sad songs.
A little mysterious song.
But I like rock songs too.
I put a little new singing style in me.
Singing in a band or appearing in a music show.
I would be happy if I could actively participate in such a place.
But I think I'm an idol and I want to see it.
I hope I can try various things while trying not to meditate.
"Oh, you're sharp. Stop it." "Take off your mask, dear."
I was sharp.
No, it's really the hottest time when I hate to lose.
If it hadn't been for that, maybe I wouldn't have been able to join Tsubaki.
It's not like I'm completely quitting.
But I think it was a little thick.
I'd like to tell you that you should reduce it by about half.
Oh, you're a fan.
You're so kind.
You're too kind.
If you do this, you'll fall down.
I don't do that much.
Really.
I don't know.
Because I've really had a lot of rest so far.
I've had a lot of anxiety.
But you still kept your warm words for me.
The graduation announcement this time was also a birthday event.
At my own birthday event.
When I said that, the fans were looking forward to it.
But there was an announcement that made me a little lonely.
I'm sure you'll feel a little shaken up.
But I'm glad I was able to ask you for your determination in person.
That's what you'll say in the end.
I'm really open-minded.
You're the ones who deliver love in every era.
I'm sure you love me more than I love you.
That's why you're so important to me.
I'm glad we met.
I can talk about charm as much as I want.
Thank you for making me busy this time.
She's a star I've been watching before I joined.
I think Takashi Ai's member color was yellow.
Takashi Ai's yellow is more gorgeous than cheerful yellow.
It's a little more golden yellow.
Takashi Ai's presence gives the group a glossy feeling.
When I was doing idol activities, I couldn't finish it at the time.
When I look back, I remember being shocked at how shiny she was.
I used Takashi Ai as a reference for lip scenes and took pictures every time.
She's such a good expressive person.
She speaks from her eyes and her mouth.
She's got energy from all over her body.
She's got a performance that viewers won't get tired of.
I've been doing activities while longing for it.
We meet once or twice a year or so.
At HINA FES's stage village.
But we never talked about it again.
She asked me to take pictures of her.
I can only see it from the fan's point of view, but I don't think it will work out today, so I'd like to do my best as a junior at the company.
Is it the first time?
I've produced it for a magazine project once, but it's the first time for just the two of us, so it's like that.
It's like I've come up with something while calling myself.
I was so sleepy that I couldn't sleep last night.
Are you nervous?
Yes, I am.
Okay, let's get started.
Thank you for having me.
Me too.
First of all, I'm going to set up the table.
Okay.
"Set up"?
Yes.
Pink, green and tea?
Yes.
That's what it meant.
I see.
It's embarrassing.
I'm going to put pink in it and put it on my face.
But I bought shoes. It's smaller than me.
My normal size.
You didn't answer, did you, M? I'm M, so I'm here and here.
Thank you very much.
So I bought only shoes because I thought I couldn't walk with a big one.
Thank you very much.
First of all, is this pink?
Yes.
It's cute, isn't it?
Was pink a little different?
Thank you.
Please look at it.
Is it okay for me to wear blue?
Which one do you want me to wear?
Oh, that's nice. Green might be better.
How is it?
It's cute.
But it's all too cute.
Really?
I can't see anything.
I think it looks good on you.
Wow, is it one piece?
It's not one piece.
Oh, it's not one piece.
I thought it was one piece, but it's an item.
Wait a minute.
I'm thinking of matching this with either of my pants.
Then I'll wear it and eat it.
I'm sure this knit will look good on you.
But I'm not an athletic person.
I have something like a hobby.
So, I'm not sure if it's a good idea for me to wear it and eat it.
I'll look in the mirror.
It's fresh.
It's cute.
But it's all you.
I'll take it off.
Your back may be a little cold.
If you take this off, you'll have a strong back.
I like it very much.
Cute.
I'll take it off.
Please choose one.
Did you choose this one, Kiki-chan?
No, I didn't.
I can't choose one.
It looks good on you.
It's easy to move, isn't it?
Yes, it is.
How do you like it?
I like it.
"I like it"?
I don't know what you're talking about.
Why? Say something.
I like it.
You like it, don't you?
OK, we've decided on the first one.
It's cold.
It's cold, so I chose a warm one.
What is this?
I had a warm one and a shoes.
It's light.
I think it's OK. It's like a rocket.
This one is OK, too.
Which one do you like?
Pink is beautiful, isn't it?
I like green.
OK.
I'm glad you asked me for my opinion.
I'm glad you said it.
OK, it's done.
It's done.
I'm happy.
I'm glad you like it.
I've changed my clothes, too.
I chose the one you didn't wear.
I'm going out with this.
It's cold, but...
Back.
It's cute.
I like it.
We've arrived.
Shall we go?
Let's go.
Have you decided where you want to go?
I'd like to go to an amusement park area for now.
Like Kohai.
Have you ever been to Kohai Amusement Park?
Have you never been there?
I've been there in a DVD magazine.
Shall we go to Kato?
Kato!
Shall we go to Kato?
Kato!
Shall we go to Kato?
Shall we go there?
Let's go.
It's like a dream.
I'm happy.
It's like a dream.
I'm being filmed.
It's cute.
I chose all the colors you like.
Purple, green and pink.
I'm happy.
It's hard to wear green on the outside.
That's right.
It's very fresh.
It stands out a lot, doesn't it?
I'm happy.
It's all Takahashi-san's Instagram. I was watching it, and I thought it was as it is.
I don't have it.
Is it okay that you don't have a degree?
Is it okay?
Please go ahead.
What a nice view!
It really feels like I'm driving.
How did you like it?
It was scary.
Was it?
I was scared of sudden things.
Yes, it was.
It was scary.
I thought it was a date because of today's schedule.
Because we don't have a script.
Yes, we don't have a script.
But we have an illumination and hot water.
It's amazing.
It's a great project.
It's amazing, isn't it?
Thank you so much.
You're welcome.
Me, too.
Are you okay?
I'm not sure if I'm okay.
Because you don't know me that much.
That's right.
I haven't talked much about you.
But you've been looking at me in a Japanese way.
I'm happy to be with you.
We don't have the same activities.
It's amazing.
It's amazing for me, too.
Really?
Why me?
No, no, no.
I'm grateful for you.
I've never gone out for a meal with so many seniors.
And I'm not in a group with seniors.
And I'm an older sister at home.
So I haven't been nice to anyone much.
I know, me too.
Is it the same?
But Hello! Project has changed, hasn't it?
It's been around for a long time.
It's strange. I used to be a leader.
I used to be a leader of Hello! Project.
Oh, yeah.
It's weird.
Has it been a long time?
A leader? Hello! Project's leader isn't that long.
Morning's leader was long, but Fuku-chan's leader was long, too.
Oh, I see.
Sayo's leader was long, too.
When you were acting, how did you feel when you were acting?
How did I feel?
I don't know.
Mornings are pretty intense, like caniels and graduation.
The environment changes all the time, so I think a lot of people go up.
How did you feel?
How did it affect you?
Did you enjoy this season?
I don't know.
Well, I've been here for 10 years.
But when I joined, I don't know.
Anyway, I think I was desperate.
So I don't have much memory.
Oh, I have a lot of memories.
When I joined as a senior, when Rocky joined, Miki joined.
Just before Miki joined Morning, she did back and moves in white.
Miki's solo and 4th and 5th dance in the back.
And it was announced after that.
Fugimoto joined as Rocky.
I didn't know at the time.
It was complicated for me to have such an amazing person join even though I was a junior.
Yes!
So I was crying.
It's not a big deal, is it?
It's complicated and I don't know where to stand.
And Rocky auditioned and the three of you met, right?
Yes.
The three of you are Rocky.
Before the three of you met, Miki was the main character.
Was she the main character?
There was a musical.
It was a musical centered around Edog.
But Miki-chan's personality was good, and she reminded me of a senior who was just a junior.
She wasn't like a junior, so I feel like it collapsed from there.
There are seniors and juniors, but there was an irregular feeling.
That's why I came here.
Do you want to get in?
Let's talk slowly.
That's right.
You got in the front seat, didn't you?
I got in the front seat.
I was wondering if you'd get in, but I don't know what's going to happen.
I don't know where it is.
It's pretty tight.
It's pretty close.
Are you shy?
I think there's a little.
It's a lot more than before.
But someday it doesn't matter.
Really?
But I thought it didn't matter, and it got better either way.
I thought you were shy, so you were acting shy.
That's right.
Thinking about it.
I'm sure you'll be able to overcome it someday.
Yes, I'll overcome it.
But you don't have to do that.
I don't know.
But I'm going to be solo, so I think I'll have to let go of myself a little more.
It's pretty quiet.
I don't know if that's good or bad.
I think it's good.
Is it okay?
As it is.
It's really high.
Is it the highest now?
It's still the highest.
It's a mountain over there, so it feels like you're at a really high place.
That's right.
It's a view you don't see very often.
It's amazing.
Is it okay?
It's not high at all, so it's okay.
Really?
Sometimes when you're on stage, you have heels, don't you?
There are moments when you get scared all at once.
Really?
There are.
What if you fall?
That happens, doesn't it?
It does.
It's not like you're protected from behind, so if you go behind like that...
That's right.
I'm told to be careful, but if you go out later...
If you fall like that, what do you do?
I know.
I think so.
I've been nervous all day recently.
Is that so?
Yes.
What should I do? What should I do?
No.
I've been thinking about it and decided to do it.
I'm happy.
I don't know what to do.
That's right.
I don't know what to do.
But I want to make you look cute, so I asked you to style me.
I'm happy.
I thought you were pink.
I have an image of pink.
I thought pink would look good on you.
But I also like pink very much.
I got it from a member.
You don't usually wear that much pink, do you?
That's right.
I don't wear it much.
It's an adult-like name, isn't it?
Oh, yeah, it's a little black and stuff.
I feel like I'm making you laugh.
What is the first one-season game you got and bought?
I don't know.
Do you remember?
No, I don't remember.
I don't know.
What did you buy?
I don't know what I bought.
But I really...
If I say something like this, it's like...
I'm not interested in salary or money.
I just wanted to be able to work.
That's a good girl.
So my parents took care of my money.
But...
If I say something like this, it's like...
The kids around me are conscious of their money.
I see.
What if I spend this much?
Oh, that's how it is.
I felt that when I was working.
I see.
Then you'll have to learn it from now on.
That's right.
At the same time as college.
But...
When I bought an iken, I spent money on it.
And I've done a little bit of musical instruments at home.
Like drums.
I bought those things.
I see.
So I might be buying bigger ones than I thought.
I see.
I'd like to say that I'm not interested in money.
When I was young, I wasn't interested in money.
I was interested in clothes.
I think it's good because you have it.
I didn't have anything.
So...
The way you walk is a tool for you to buy it.
I wasn't conscious of it.
So my parents got mad at me.
Isn't it too expensive?
I don't have money.
Has your personality changed?
Yes.
I think it has changed.
You told me that you don't care about your shyness anymore.
I think it has changed.
I changed in the morning.
Did you change, Kiri-chan?
I changed, too.
Since we met?
I was a little stubborn.
Oh, really?
- Were you stubborn? - I was very sharp.
Oh, really? How did you become sharp?
Huh? Like...
Sharp?
- Like... - Like what?
It's not like that, is it?
No, but like...
At first, I really wanted to do my best in this job.
Even if my seniors invite me to dinner or something like that,
I'm like, "I'm going to practice, so it's okay."
- Oh, I see! - I'm that kind of person.
That's not stubbornness.
Really? No, but...
I'm glad we got along well.
It's fine!
- Like, that kind of thing... - I think it's fine.
That's right.
- That was a little... - Yeah.
- That era was a little long. - Yeah, I see.
- We're here! - We're here!
- It's not easy for me to get used to it.
Like, "I have to be like this person."
My base hasn't changed much.
- But I like it. - Yeah, I like it.
- Like, singing and stuff... - Yeah.
At first, I was taught to imitate good singers and stuff like that.
- But now I'm like, "That's not how you do it." - I get it!
- Yeah, I get it. I get it right away. - Yeah.
- So it might have been better. - Yeah, I like it.
- But I'm sure I wasn't like that in the first place. - Yeah, you weren't.
- But now I'm an idol and stuff like that... - Yeah.
- I think I've put in stuff I'm not like, so it's kind of forced on me now. - Yeah.
- And I'm not like, "This is how you do it." - Yeah.
- I think if you get used to it little by little... - Yeah.
- You'll probably be like, "Oh, I want to meet someone like that!" - Yeah.
- There are already people like that. - There are?
- You just have to get used to it. - Just get used to it.
There's more!
- Wow! - Wow!
- The station is up. - It's such a nice view!
- Wow! - It's shaking a lot.
- It's shaking a lot.
- Wow, it's nice here. - Wow!
- It's cute! - It's close!
It's cute!
- It's very cute! - Not at all!
- Shall we ride it? - Shall we ride it?
- It's either or. - It's either or.
- But we can ride either of them. - That's for sure.
- Shall we go? - Wow!
- Let's not do it. - Let's go.
- Let's go! - Let's go.
- Let's go.
- The one you said you wanted to ride.
- Let's do it. - Let's do it.
- We're going to take off now.
It ended too soon.
I thought it was a slow start, but it's already over.
It's already rainbow-colored.
It's amazing.
As juniors...
We were in the same line of work, but I think we gradually talked as juniors.
Let's meet as friends next time.
No way!
I don't want you to use English at all.
No way!
Until we meet next time, let's call each other "Ai- chan" until this is over.
- Do you say that to your juniors? - I do, I do.
- Anything is fine, but... - For you, Ms. Ai...
- I'd like you to imagine it. - Got it.
- I feel like you're closer to me, and I'm happy about it, too. - That's true.
- It feels like you're far away, doesn't it, Ms. Ai? - Yeah, yeah.
- When I think of you, I feel like you have something in common. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- I've been saying that to you for a long time, too. - Oh, have you?
- You're the last one, so you're the first one I've worked with as a member. - Oh...
- What do you call me now? - You're Ms. Takahashi now.
But you've been telling me to call you Ai-chan.
- Only you call me Ai-chan now. - Oh, is that so?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah. - That's right.
- And now, as a member of "Morning", you're friends with Nonaka. - Oh, you're friends!
- That's right! So I'd like you to make more friends. - Oh, that's amazing!
- That's what I think, so I hope you'll be friends with me, too. - That's amazing.
- I'll think about it. - Oh!
- I have a present for you, so can I give it to you? - Thank you!
- Can I open it? - Yes, please.
- Can I have a gift from my boyfriend? - No way!
- I was wondering which one to get, but I think A was cuter. - I'm so happy!
- Because it's Sakura's A and Takahashi Ai's A. - Isn't it nice?
Thank you very much. I'll put it on.
Thank you very much.
- I'm going home now because I have a letter for you. - Oh, really?
- Yes, mom. - Now...
- Take it easy. - No, it's fine. You can put it on anytime.
Oh, you even wrote me a letter!
Well...
To you, too...
You know...
- It seems like you've been watching me... - Oh, I didn't know!
- ...since the audition. - Oh, really?
- So I was surprised. - Oh, I see.
When you asked me if we were going to film together...
- I was about to cry. - Oh, really?
- Including you, the three of us are going home. - Oh!
Wow!
- It's amazing. - Yes.
- I'll do my best until we meet again. - Yes.
- Please do your best. - I'll do my best.
- And your life will continue. - Yes.
- Right? - I'll do my best.
- Yes.
- Tsubaki is the youngest. - Yes, I'm the youngest.
Even though she was selected, she couldn't be spoiled.
I think she's always nervous.
- Even if we meet again... - Yes.
- She has to do her best as a senior. - That's right.
Kii-chan is always there for her.
I want her to win somewhere and become famous.
And...
- I graduated from high school. - I graduated from high school, too.
- I'm still studying. - But...
- I've been studying for a few months. - Yes.
- I want to make you happy. - That's right.
- I want you to be happy. - I want you to be happy.
- I want you to show me what you were like. - Yes.
- It will make you feel better. - Yes.
- I think the members will be happy, too. - Yes.
- So... - I'll do my best.
- Look forward to it. - Yes.
- I'll do my best. - Yes.
- If you have time at the end... - I'll go.
- If you have time... - I'll go.
- I'll definitely go. - I'll be waiting for you.
- Thank you very much. - Thank you very much.
- It was fun. - It was fun.
There is always a dance lesson, isn't there?
Choreography and so on.
At that time, after it's over, Asakura-san will say, "You did your best."
Maybe Asakura-san is aware of it.
I don't know if you remember it.
For us, there is a dance lesson.
After that, when you think you've worked hard and you're tired,
Asakura-san will properly express it in words and say, "You did your best."
When I first joined, I was very happy to hear Asakura- san say that.
At that time, I thought Asakura-san was a great person.
And because Asakura-san has those words, I'm glad I did my best in the dance lesson.
At the end of the rehearsal, Asakura-san said, "You did your best."
I was very happy to hear Asakura-san say that.
Thank you very much.
Asakura-san, when I first joined and was announced as a captain,
After that, Asakura-san was here and we met for the first time.
At that time, Asakura-san said, "Do you remember?"
At first, Asakura-san talked to me and said I was cool.
I remember Asakura-san being kind to me at the first broadcast.
I'm sad that Asakura-san is gone and I haven't thought about it yet.
Even if Asakura-san graduates from us, I would like to take Asakura-san's place and convey that kindness to you.
Asakura-san, thank you very much!
Thank you very much!
What?
Yes, Asakura-san's memories.
I always have a habit of looking at the members.
Asakura-san's feelings for the stage and his enthusiasm for activities are not something that you show off.
It's not like that, but I have an impression that I often prepare and do things behind the scenes.
What I remember very well is that once during a concert tour, when someone took a break due to a cold or something like that, everyone was busy until just before the show.
There were a lot of members who hadn't finished their makeup yet, and everyone was conscious of that.
However, Asakura-san's singing style has changed all the way to about one minute before the end, and his formation has changed a little.
While everyone was in a hurry until the end, he concentrated on himself, put on his earphones, and checked himself out.
I feel like he's a professional and I respect that.
Asakura-san's preparation before the show, Asakura- san's dancing and singing are all very good, but he doesn't forget the basics and always does stretching and vocalization first and foremost.
Asakura-san is a great professional.
I've always seen Asakura-san as a professional idol.
I also feel that it is really important to do what is natural.
Asakura-san looks so perfect, and that perfection is not from the beginning, but Asakura-san is working hard to get it.
I felt it very close to me, so I would like to continue to grow without neglecting my efforts like Asakura-san in the future.
You're a model for idols.
No, no, no, no, I am not.
Asakura-san is like an idol's mirror.
That's why it's amazing that Asakura-san, who is my goal when I'm active in myself, will stop.
But from now on, as I remember Asakura-san, I want to become an idol who is strong and cool like Asakura-san.
Asakura-san has a desire to study, and I think it's really cool of you to take that action and take a new step this time as you graduate.
I will continue to support Asakura-san as a member of Tsubaki Factory in the future.
I always hope that Asakura-san will have a happy future in the future.
And Tsubaki Factory, after Asakura-san graduated, when I saw Tsubaki Factory, I grew up a lot.
Asakura-san and I will work hard to grow up so that you can think that Tsubaki Factory has become cooler.
Asakura-san will graduate in the future, but I would like to continue making Tsubaki Factory with Asakura- san.
Congratulations on Asakura-san's graduation!
That's a great message.
You talked a lot.
I went to play with Asakura-san the other day, and at that time I was able to know Asakura-san's new side.
What is it?
I made Asakura-san a video that I didn't know about Tsubaki Factory, and it was a lot of fun.
The content of the video is how Asakura-san spends her day off.
Asakura-san seems to be the type of person who goes out on her day off and walks a lot.
I heard that Asakura-san doesn't have much plans to go out and play, and I thought Asakura-san was a very powerful and aggressive person.
I remember Asakura-san taking a walk and leaving the station at a station she didn't know and walking back about two stations.
Asakura-san said that if you walk in a place you don't know, you can get to know various shops and it's very exciting and fun.
I thought it was really fun and I want to try it someday.
Will you definitely do it someday?
Asakura-san said "what should I do with it?" and I said "if it were me, I would wear something like this"
I've already decided to repair it.
Isn't it fast?
It's fast, isn't it?
It's already decided, it's fast.
Also, I showed you a video of the Tsubaki Factory that I don't know about.
It seems that the Tsubaki Factory gave a dance lesson a little before their major debut, and they all showed me the video, but it looked very difficult.
The choreography was already very difficult, and when I saw it, I felt like I had to do my best.
Asakura-san was the first senior who talked to me, and I was very grateful.
Even when we went out to play together, Asakura-san actively talked to me, and I was very happy that he tried to shorten the distance with the new members.
When I watch rehearsals and actual performances, Asakura-san is really perfect, or rather, it's done.
The song and dance are very good, and the personality is also very good, and I rarely think that there are no such amazing people as Asakura-san.
My ideal idol image is Asakura-san, and I am looking forward to seeing Asakura-san as a solo idol.
Graduation means that we don't have much time together, and I think it's amazing, but it's really lonely, but I'm really happy to see Asakura-san being active as a solo artist.
So I'm looking forward to Asakura-san's solo activities. Please do your best!
Cute! Please do your best! I will do my best! Everyone will praise me!
From there, I started to be with Asakura-san a lot, and at first I went to eat chige with Asakura-san alone.
It's not chige, it's sundubu? But it was the same.
I talked a lot there and had a lot of consultation, and from there I had a lot of opportunities to go and play with Asakura-san, and recently I've been to Yokohama and Yokohama.
I went on a family trip with Asakura-san.
When I said "I like Asakura-san's clothes", she would go with me and buy me clothes and say "It's a birthday present for you", and there were so many things that I can't remember right now, but it was the first time for Asakura-san to go on a family trip with me in Chukagai.
We ate panda meat buns and meat buns together, and there were things that only Asakura-san could do for me, and when I was worried about Asakura-san, she always contacted me and asked me "Are you okay?"
When I was resting in the wind, I sometimes felt a little tired mentally, but when I was with Asakura-san, I didn't feel tired at all.
When I was in the room, I couldn't participate in the last solo autumn tour with Asakura-san and Misato-koan, and I was mentally upset, but at that time Asakura-san contacted me and sent me photos and encouraged me a lot.
When I told Asakura-san that I was very upset that I couldn't participate in the last solo autumn tour with Asakura-san, Asakura-san said to me, "I'm also upset."
I was very encouraged and encouraged by such casual words.
I was very grateful for Asakura-san, and when I went out in human relations, Asakura-san gave me advice and gave me a lot of advice.
I was able to feel very positive about my activities, and I am very grateful and full of Asakura-san.
Asakura-san, thank you for everything.
Thank you for everything you have done for me.
I want to go to more places with Asakura-san, and I want to create various places.
I think there are some places where you can rely on Asakura-san right away, but I will also become a strong person so that Asakura-san's son can ride it, and I will work hard so that Asakura-san can become a big person like Asakura-san as a member of Tsubaki Factory in the future so that Asakura-san can push his back towards his dreams that will proceed from now on ! Thank you in advance!
Peace!
I'm glad I said it properly at the end.
I have a lot of memories with Kiki, but Syaori and Kiki had the same audition, so I think Kiki has the longest relationship with each other in Tsubaki Factory, and I think Kiki has the same with Syaori.
That's why we've been together as the people with the longest relationship so far, and even at the audition, we've been very close since the audition, and at the audition, everyone was looking at me like "Syaori and Kiki are definitely together", and there was a place like free practice time, but even at that time, Kiki and I hated losing, and even when everyone was a little tired and taking a break, Syaori and Kiki
were the only ones who said "Please call me", and I remember dancing for about an hour, so from that time on, I think we were friends and rivals and had a very nice relationship, but at that time, the two of us failed the audition, but during the audition, Kiki told me "Let's definitely join the same group, let's join the same group", and it was very impressive.
It was very impressive.
It was very frustrating that we failed the audition, but after that, I had in my heart that I should work hard as a Harukuru trainee, and I didn't think I could join a group like Kiki's.
I really didn't think there would be an additional member because I thought I would be doing a cast with six people all the time, and I didn't think it was me, so I was very happy.
I was very happy and happy to be able to work in the same group for many years from then on.
As for my private life, the first time I went to play with him was when I joined the Harukuru training school and took my first lesson together.
I think it was Shiodome at that time.
No, it's not Shiodome.
It's a mystery that the two of us will walk for an hour in Shiodome and eat ice cream and go home.
I remember that very well, and that's when I first got my cell phone.
The top of my cell phone photo folder is a picture of Kiki and me.
That's how much I remember Kiki and me from a long time ago, and I think I have a lot of memorable memories in me.
I'm thinking of sending a message to Kiki now, but I thought the words wouldn't come together, so I wrote it in a letter and put it together.
I'm embarrassed every time.
To Kiki, I really feel like it's gone from the time you told everyone about your graduation.
When I first heard the word "graduation" from your mouth...
I couldn't understand it right away and was filled with feelings that I didn't want to accept reality.
But after that, I went to eat my usual hot pot and the Kiki I was talking about in the future looked more mature and cool than any Kiki I've seen before.
Looking at Kiki like that, instead of loneliness, I feel like I've been pushed back instead of wanting to cheer for you.
Such "now" comes with the word "last" for everything you do, but I think that Kiki's kindness and wonderfulness is that you don't make me feel it and treat me like you have always done.
It was in the past year or two that I felt that you were showing me more of yourself, which made me feel like I wanted to work hard with you in the future.
That's why I'm so lonely about graduating, but I hope we can all work hard together in the future so that we can do better with what Kiki has created for us.
Thank you so much for everything from the audition to now!
I'm glad I was able to join and fight in the same group as Kiki!
Kiki, a motivated and good rival!
The place where you shine will change, but I hope you will continue to be a good rival!
And if anything happens, I'll always consult you, so let's go eat your usual hot pot!
I love you so much!
I look forward to working with you in the future as well!
That's all from Saori!
It's embarrassing, isn't it?
You're serious!
I heard Saori's seriousness.
Wow, this is bad.
It's been about 9 years since I met Kiki, so I think my activities as Tsubaki Factory were very strong for about 8 years.
I think Kiki and I have a relationship that we can and cannot understand half and half.
As we do group activities, we have different ideas and ways of doing things.
We have always been together.
When we were doing indie music, we talked about how we could do better as a group over the phone.
In that sense, I think she was the one who had the same consciousness and had been doing it with the same feelings until today.
The reason we couldn't understand each other was that Kiki was always leading this group as the ace and center of the group.
I am me and the position in the group is different, so I think each person's worries, each person's thoughts, and what they have to do are completely different.
I don't think you can understand it even if you try to understand it, but Kiki and Uchiha are in completely different positions, but they have the same consciousness.
That's why I was worried at that time, but I think it's one of the reasons why Tsubuki Factory has become a good group now.
I'm glad we could understand each other and couldn't understand each other.
Kiki-chan!
I've only thought of you as my little sister for the past few years, but you look like a big sister to me.
I was very confident when you were just lying next to me and doing your work.
I don't know about Tsubuki Factory without you, but there are reliable juniors and I will protect you firmly.
Kiki-chan, I hope you will continue to be cooler and cooler than you have been so far!
Fight!
It stings!
It's heavy!
I've always thought you and me have different angles.
What is it?
It may be a little different, but at first I didn't like lying down next to you.
I was told that.
You are so cute and you have a small face.
You are like "the idol"
Before I joined Tsubaki Factory, you had a great aura.
After joining Tsubaki Factory, I was afraid of taking pictures with you.
"Don't take pictures of me!" I was afraid of that.
But you have always been the same human being.
Does it change?
You have always been the same human being.
When I first joined Tsubaki Factory,
When I first started my job,
When I first started my job, we were a new model train.
We moved from a new model train to a new model train by car.
I remember.
We moved by car.
At that time, we had the same board of directors.
At first, we were alone with Kiki in the car.
I think it was before Tsubaki Factory opened.
I think it was the first time I met everyone in Tsubaki Factory.
I'm very shy, so I thought I couldn't talk at all.
On the day I joined Tsubaki Factory,
Kiki talked to me very kindly and said, "It's okay, are you nervous?" I remember it very much.
After that, we will do the main role, "Nega-poji-poji", but it was my first role, so there were various difficult things,
but even in those times, Kiki was very kind to me and I always think that she is a kind person.
It hasn't changed all the time, but even now, I have a lot of worries in me and I can't talk to anyone, but if it's Kiki, I think I can talk to her.
I will never make fun of you and you will accept me kindly, so if it's Kiki, I think I can talk to her.
I always consult with you a lot these days.
I'm crying.
I was crying when you consulted me.
It was a miso ramen.
When I eat with Kiki, I usually go to a salad shop.
I often go to a salad shop because I often go there after work or during work hours.
It's very healthy, isn't it?
I've already seen it.
At that time, I went to a ramen shop.
We talked a lot.
I don't know how Kiki felt at the time.
I had a feeling that I didn't want Kiki to quit.
Maybe I didn't want her to quit.
But I wanted Kiki to realize more that she was a person who absolutely needed Tsubaki.
That's what I was saying.
I remember that.
I think it was when I was ten years old.
My feelings may have been one-sided at that time.
But I think Kiki was kind at that time.
Kiki has never been kind.
Kiki is a very reassuring being.
Kiki is the only classmate of Tsubaki.
I don't have a senior or junior classmate.
But it's not like that.
I don't have anyone.
But Kiki is a classmate of Tsubaki.
Kiki is a classmate of Tsubaki.
I think you are a great person.
Kiki!
If you graduate, I'll be really sad.
I'm about to cry.
Stop it!
What should I do?
Stop it!
I like you.
I love you.
I can't imagine you not being around anymore.
But you have a lot of confidence in yourself.
Even if you graduate, you will definitely live on.
I think you can live on.
Do you understand?
I think you can live on.
I love you.
I don't know if I can live without you, but I'm sure I'll ask you a lot of questions when I graduate, but I'm happy to hear that.
Thank you.
I'm glad I met you.
I hope we can be together for a little longer and make a lot of fun memories.
I will do my best at this little time so that I can be a person who can live hard even if I am not in danger.
I'll do my best.
Have fun.
I love you.
Thank you.
I'm going.
Kiki, hello.
Hello.
Well, I'm graduating.
When I first heard about it, I was surprised.
Even now when I'm shooting this video, I haven't realized it yet.
I feel like it's the last tour.
I haven't realized it yet.
I hope we can continue to work together in the future.
But I have my dreams.
I will do my best.
I want to support you after you graduate.
I think Kiki and I have been together for the longest time.
We auditioned together.
We started working with Tsubaki.
When I joined Tsubaki Factory and Tsumahara Project, Kiki was definitely next to me.
Kiki and I have been together for a long time.
When I heard that I was graduating, I didn't know what it would be like.
I felt lonely.
Kiki and I have opposite personalities.
That's right.
But looking at Kiki like that...
Even when it comes to performance, she puts in a lot of effort.
Looking at Kiki like that, I feel like I have to work even harder.
She's always there for me, pushing me on my back.
I know, I can't put it into words, but she's a very important person to me.
- It's embarrassing. - I know, right?
I have a lot of memories with Kiki, but the one that leaves the strongest impression on me is that I like touching people's butts.
- I don't say it out loud, but... - You know it! Everyone knows it.
I hear it and it's amazing. Your style is good.
So...
- I didn't think you'd have a lot of butts. - I didn't think you'd have a lot of butts.
- But you've grown up. - No, it's okay. It's difficult.
- It's not for the rain. - It's not for the rain.
- You have a butt that's so good you can't imagine from other people's experience. - You have a butt that's so good you can't imagine from other people's experience.
I thought I wouldn't be able to touch it after graduating, but I touch it pretty much every day, so it's been reserved for me recently.
- It's embarrassing. - Thank you for saying that.
I'm lonely.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. That's what this episode is about.
But really, you're an indispensable existence for me in the future, so I hope you'll continue to get along with me in the future, even if you graduate.
Kiki-e, thank you for always being so kind to me.
Even when I'm hungry, you always say, "Do you want to eat a meal?" or "Do you want a rice ball and a half?"
I know I can't steal food from you because you're thin, but I was really happy with your kindness.
It's really lonely, but I'm sure you'll get along well with Kiki after you graduate and go out and play with her, so please continue to take care of me.
Thank you very much.
Ami-like.
My memories of me and Kiki are...
First of all, when Kiki joined Harajuku Training School, I thought, "Wow, this girl will definitely make her debut." I've been paying a lot of attention to it, but then I ended up joining the same group and casting.
At first, I thought Kiki was a very hard-working and energetic girl, so I tried hard not to lose.
But Kiki's presence is so big that I always feel like I'm active while looking at Kiki's back.
When I heard that Kiki, who is such a big presence for me, would graduate from Tsubohyokutori, I was of course very surprised.
As I said earlier, I want to be like Kiki and not lose to Kiki.
She was a person who had such strong feelings like "I will do my best", so I was a little lonely, but I thought it was a choice like Kiki's, so I want to support her the most.
But for the first time, a graduate from a Tsubaki Factory like this comes out, so I couldn't imagine a Tsubaki Factory without Kiki-chan.
After all, it was such a big presence, and I think everyone definitely has it, but that's why I want to cherish the rest of my time, and I want to do my best so that I can keep the Tsubaki Factory that I loved when I graduated.
And my memory is that we went to Rakua with Kiki-chan, right? It's an amusement park, but I didn't really go out with the members or anything like that at the time, so I think Kiki-chan was the first person I went to play with.
We got on a ride together, ate together, and talked about whether we wanted to move to a Tsubaki Factory or not, and I remember having a lot of fun.
At that time, it was a presence that I admired, of course, but when I was six, the youngest member of the group was Kiki-chan, so I had a sense of sisterhood, even though I didn't have any siblings.
Kiki-chan, who seemed like such a little sister, is now the most older sister-like.
That's right.
I think she's like an older sister, and I think Kiki- chan has changed a lot.
I'm really lonely now that I can rely on you, but I'm rooting for you!
When I talk to you like this again and again, I've been thinking about talking to you, but I'm embarrassed to say it directly.
I'm embarrassed to say it like this, and I'm glad we got along through this screen.
But I want to tell you directly, so please look forward to it!
I'm looking forward to it! I understand!
Then I would like to send a cheering message to Kiki-chan!
Thank you for working with me as a member of SUBARU FACTORY!
SUBARU FACTORY and Kiki-chan were really big beings.
It's really lonely for Kiki-chan to disappear like that.
Even if Kiki-chan becomes 11 people, I don't want to be thought of as a group without Kiki-chan.
No one is there.
I don't want to be thought of as a group without Kiki-chan.
I hope I can cherish the Tsubaki Factory that Kiki-chan has protected so that we can become a bigger and bigger group.
I want you to keep it there.
I think Kiki-chan will work hard towards one dream from now on.
I think we will work hard in a completely different situation from the activities of the previous groups, so I think there will be different efforts.
If there is nothing, I think we can help, so I will always support you.
Let's do our best together.
Let's do our best.
Thank you.
Kiki and I have been active together since we were formed.
At first, we were both wary of each other or shy of each other, but we only talked about work.
Was it such a relationship at first?
As we worked together for a long time, Kiki began to reveal herself more and more and said, "Wow, this girl has a pretty natural side."
I was told by Rikon.
I was able to see a human side of Kiki, and I thought she was a very cute girl.
As we worked together, I was able to see a human side of Kiki, and I thought she was a very cute girl.
I don't know if Kiki remembers, but we had a big fight once.
I remember. If you don't remember this, it's scary.
It's like you were fighting alone.
I think it was probably when we were talking in a group.
We spent quite a long time together.
That's right.
We spent such a long time together.
But until then, we couldn't show each other our true feelings.
That's where I found out the truth.
From there, I got closer to Kiki again and again.
Now we really play in private.
I'm glad you were there for me.
But now that I think about it, I didn't think I'd get this close with Kiki.
That's right.
I don't know why we got so close.
I think we have something in common.
I really respect you.
I think you're really cool.
I think you have the coolest personality in Tsubaki.
That's right.
So I want to be with you for a while.
You're very straightforward.
You don't lie to yourself.
You don't say bad things about others.
I think that's really cool.
I love that about you.
Kiki and I often meet outside of work.
We often go out to play in private, and I myself am very happy about it.
Even after graduation, I hope we can go out to play in private a lot.
We are planning to go on a trip together, so I hope we can make it happen someday.
Let's do our best together! I love you!
I can't count how many memories I have with Kiki-chan.
But even now, I sometimes think of her.
It was many years ago.
Kiki-chan had a break in her waist for a while.
At that time, my manager told me that I would take a break for a while.
We all got on the bus.
I also had a lot of lonely feelings.
I was crying a lot.
Everyone was crying a lot.
I was worried about what would happen to me and Kiki-chan.
I still remember it.
I have something I will never forget in my life.
When Kiki-chan came back and hugged me, I still can't forget it.
When I heard that Kiki-chan would graduate, I remembered it the most.
I have a lot of memories in my life.
The other day, I played with Kiki-chan in private for the first time.
I don't know why we haven't played together until now.
That's right.
We played together for the first time in private.
When I talk with Kiki-chan, I can't stop talking with her.
I think I can talk with her for the rest of my life.
We talked about our future.
We talked a lot about where we wanted to go next and what we wanted to eat.
I have regrets like "I wish I had played more when I was younger".
I want to meet and play a lot even after graduation.
I want to make more memories with KIKI.
KIKI is a very hard worker, so I don't show my weak points.
There have been a lot of things like that so far.
I've been doing it with nine people and performing with eight people.
There were a lot of times when only the MC participated.
I think KIKI had a lot of hard times, but I've never shown us that kind of scene.
But I think it's hard for KIKI.
I've been thinking about what words I should say to KIKI.
Recently, I've been thinking about how I treated KIKI at that time.
When I grew up, KIKI started talking to me and my juniors.
KIKI has been talking to me for a long time.
KIKI was kind to me.
KIKI was cute this morning.
KIKI likes my makeup.
KIKI started talking to me like that every now and then.
I was very happy.
KIKI talked to me in the dressing room.
Recently, I feel very happy.
I'm happy to have more conversations with you, and I'm sure there are still things you don't know about me, and I want to know more about you.
When I heard you were graduating, I was really surprised and lonely.
When I think about it all of a sudden, I feel lonely.
I hope you can accept all of the feelings you have for me and the passion you have for me.
I don't mean to tell you what I want to be or what I want to do, but I feel like I'm next to you and I want you to do this or that.
I hope we can keep what you have given us for a long time.
I'm lonely.
I've been crying a lot lately.
I'm always lonely.
I'm lonely.
When I was interviewing you, you didn't care about me at all, but you mixed me with you and cried.
I often do that.
Again, I love you.
I love you from the bottom of my heart.
So, Kiki-chan, let's make memories with us forever!
I love you!
I can't do it.
First of all, thank you for talking about me so much.
Various memories and messages for me.
They're all full of love.
We've been working together for a long time.
It's different from friends.
The difficulty of that relationship.
There were times when I couldn't tell you my true feelings.
I've been thinking about it for too long.
I've been regretting it a little bit.
I wish I had opened my heart at that time.
It's not like I haven't opened it at all.
But we're friends.
We've become rivals.
To be honest with you,
There's been a lot of patience in terms of standing position.
That's the case for everyone.
We all have different thoughts when we're active.
That's what I'm talking about in my teens and twenties.
It can be difficult.
We work together and we all have different thoughts and different personalities.
When I went out, I didn't have much time.
There were times when I didn't have much voice to call out to you.
There were times when I made my own walls.
I think it was a waste of time.
But I felt in this message that everyone understood me, including that.
Even though everyone is full of their own things, I thought it was a salvation that they understood and accepted it.
You're a big presence.
You're an absolute must-have presence at the ZOZAKI FACTORY.
You said those words to me.
I'm really happy that you thought of me like that.
I feel the same way about each and every one of you.
So I really want to cherish this time when we can work together with everyone until the very end.
I don't think my life will change as long as I'm with you.
I hope our exchange will continue for a long time.
I think it's me to decide not to cry like this. I think it's that kind of personality, but I don't think it's okay to cry, but I wonder why I try not to cry.
I still have a lot of new things to reveal about my personality, and this activity period is really
I think it was an activity period where everyone was able to know various aspects of themselves.
I don't know if the people around me are looking at it, but when I made a mistake, they told me what I should do.
At that time, I was full of myself and only knew my position.
But if I hadn't noticed it at the time, I was afraid of being scolded by my teacher.
That's why Asakura-san told me in the morning, and I was very happy about it.
I thought I could give you a lot of love.
I once asked in an interview or something like "What is the kanji that represents Tsubaki Factory?"
I answered "new" of "newa".
When I came up with that kanji, Asakura-san was the first person who came up with it.
Asakura-san is really kind and feminine and gentle at times, but I think she has a great heart.
So I think "new" of "newa" is the same kanji that represents Asakura-san and Tsubaki Factory.
Who is the perfect "oudou idol"?
The idol
What do you think?
Just one word?
Asakura-san is loved by many people, and Asakura-san has love for many people, so I like Asakura-san, and I felt that Asakura-san is loved by many people while we were working together, so I thought Asakura-san was wrapped in love.
I think Asakura-san is a good rival.
I'll do my best!
Human.
Until a few years ago, I didn't feel like a human being.
But now I can show myself like a human being.
I think it's a part of my cool growth.
I think I'm an evolving person who doesn't change.
I feel like a human being there, too.
Maybe I'm not an idol anymore, but I think I'm becoming more human.
I'm human.
"Shin"!
I'll go with "Shin"!
"Shin"!
"Shin" from "Shinnen" and "Shin" from "Shin ga aru".
"Kiki" is really...
Ever since I joined this tour band,
I think she's been doing activities with one thing that hasn't changed or loosened.
She has herself and any era.
I think it's really cool.
I think there are many parts that have been helped and guided by it.
"Shin" from "Shinnen" and...
Oh, no!
"Shin" from "Shin" and "Shin" from "Shin ga aru" and...
"Shin" from "Champagne" and...
"Shin" from "Shinnen"...
I'm "Shin"!
Dogs.
Because I like dogs.
I've been saying this all the time, but if I were to describe "Kiki" in one word...
In terms of parfait, it's "sakuranbo".
I always say it in parfait.
In any parfait, "sakuranbo" is on top of parfait, isn't it?
I think "sakuranbo" is my main parfait.
I can't miss "sakuranbo".
Moreover, "sakuranbo" is at the top of parfait.
I think "sakuranbo" is also at the top of "sakuranbo".
I can't miss "sakuranbo".
"shin".
"shin" is a strong voice.
"shin" is a voice that people don't miss.
I always have "asakura kiki" in my heart.
I think it's really cool.
"shin".
Straight "shin".
Kiki is serious.
No matter who looks at me, I'm serious.
It's a good meaning.
She hasn't changed since a long time ago.
She's very straight and doesn't shake.
I've always thought she was cool.
Beautiful.
"shin".
It doesn't come out.
Oh, so the members did it for you?
"shin".
"shin"'s strength.
Thank you very much for watching so far.
I've been receiving a lot of messages from you all, and I've been feeling like I'm graduating.
I think you all had something to ask for the first time, like your thoughts and feelings in words.
I'd be happy if we could look back on the history and memories of the Tsubaki Factory together.
I've been able to appear in a lot of DVD magazines like this, and it's been a lot of fun.
I think you've seen a lot of me.
I still have a little time until graduation, so I'd like to enjoy working with you all until the end.
See you soon!