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Yes, so I'm alone.
I've been called in today, but I'm alone in a set that I remember.
There are 22 people, so the last one will be alone.
Yes, 22÷3=7 is too much.
It's too much.
It's the last one, so as a special edition, I'm going to do a self-location documentary.
Is there a location?
Does that mean you can go to the location?
Wow!
I will listen to you while going to the place you want to go.
Wow! I'm happy!
Is it okay?
I think it was a plan to talk quietly in the same place.
It's going to be a different atmosphere from my previous self-documentary.
I'm looking forward to it!
July 8th
Finally released
Hinatazaka 46 Documentary Movie
Episode 2. Hope and Despair
I was so embarrassed when I saw it myself.
I was trembling.
My heart was pounding.
Yes.
I didn't show the members my painful appearance, so it was a shock.
It was on the way to the dream of the Tokyo Dome Park.
Unknown. For two years.
In this program, each of our feelings that couldn't be told even in a movie.
The members pulled them out and delivered their 21 true feelings so far.
The eighth episode is...
One, two...
Complete!
Two years ago, I came back from a business trip.
I'm Kageyama, a horse fanatic.
First generation, Kageyama Yuka.
She's behind me!
Bright characters and various talents.
They're spreading their activities one after another.
Stop it!
However...
Behind the brilliance...
There's an unknown shadow.
It was a time when everyone was restricting themselves.
So I didn't feel like going back.
Ms. Kagiyama, where should we go first?
First of all, I'd like to go to a commercial facility at Kamed Clock, which is located at Kamed Station.
I've never been to Kamed Clock before.
Before that, there was a facility called Sun Street in Kamed.
I've been there for a long time.
When I was about four or five years old, I bought a DS at Sun Street.
There was a live stage there, and I went there to see the live performance on weekends.
When I was little, I used to go to Sun Street a lot when I went out to play.
I chose it because I wanted to have a chance to explore it.
When you were little, you thought you would become an idol, didn't you?
Become an idol...
It's not about whether it will come true or not.
I've always loved singing and standing in front of people since I was little.
I loved idols, too.
The dream girls often have, like "I want to be an idol," was the same dream as everyone else's.
But I've never thought it would come true.
It's getting closer, isn't it?
Yes, I'm getting more and more familiar with it.
I'm happy.
I wish I had some kind of legacy.
Well...
Well, anyway...
I think I can make it. I think I can make it.
Wow, it's totally different! It's totally different!
There are no shadows at all...
Wow...
Amazing...
Well, that's true, but it's beautiful.
Wow...
It's nice...
Children...
Ah! Puppies! Puppies!
Children...
How cute!
There are so many of them...
I see, there are a lot of little ones.
It's even.
Wow...
It's beautiful...
Are there any shadows?
No, there really aren't!
I thought there might be some nostalgic ones...
But there aren't any...
Hahaha...
Oh my, oh my...
How cute!
I'll try not to disturb you.
For me...
On weekends...
With my family...
Mmm...
We'd eat together...
Go to the arcade...
And spend time with my family...
It was here for me.
It's like...
I thought it'd be lonely, but...
But just like I came here with my family on Sun Street...
We all came here with our families...
It's the same...
It's the same place?
I thought there might be places that haven't changed.
Yuna-san, you have a wide range of hobbies and curiosity, don't you?
Do you have any roots in these areas?
Yes, I do.
Originally, I wanted to do this and that...
But they told me I could do all of them...
It's all thanks to my parents.
In the summer, we went camping.
In the winter, we went skiing.
And even if we weren't a family...
They took me to an experiment class.
And they often took me on a tour where they took me and my kids to different places.
Since we're here...
Let's go see some cameos.
Thank you.
I'm happy.
When I was on Sun Street...
I ate a lot of food.
I feel like I have to go eat.
Let's go.
It's bigger than I thought it would be.
I'm surprised.
There used to be a lot of stores here.
How many stores are there?
There are four or five stores.
It's beautiful and spacious.
It's amazing.
I can't believe there are stores like this in Kamedo.
It's like home.
I want to go shopping.
It's nice to be with my family.
It's bigger than I thought it would be.
We're here.
I don't know what this is.
Oh, it's rice.
Thank you very much.
Thank you for the food.
I'm going to eat it now.
Let's go.
Thank you for the food.
Should I bite it?
Thank you for the food.
It's good.
It's very rich.
It's sweet and there is no water in it, so it's very rich.
It's like eating butter or solid food.
But it's fluffy and delicious.
I was raised to be told "You eat food deliciously" since I was little.
I haven't counted since I came back, but I've never rained when I was alone on gravure or shooting.
The weather forecast is usually rainy or cloudy, and it gets sunny even on days like that.
Have you ever thought of yourself in the past as you are now?
Hmm...
Recently, my mother and I talked about it and she told me "You've changed", and it's like...
Relaxation?
I think it's the difference between me recently and me now.
She often tells me "You can see around you now".
I don't think I've changed much in my time.
I often say my own opinion and I've always been a strong-minded girl, so I don't think I've changed much.
But...
I'm told "You're showing your kindness now", but I don't know it myself.
What made you want to be an idol?
When I was in elementary school, there were things that didn't go well with my friends.
I was able to exercise and study, and my teacher liked me.
Even if I didn't think about it, I was told a lot of things.
There was a moment when I thought I was alone, not alone, but alone.
When I saw a sparkling idol on TV at that time...
At that time, I felt a difference between me and the sparkling idols.
I wanted to be a sparkling person like them.
I wanted to change who I am now.
That was probably the most troubled time for me when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school.
So I decided to take an exam.
I took an exam in junior high school and went somewhere else.
I think it was an ideal feeling of "I want to be like this."
My parents have always been called "happou bijin" since I was a child.
My parents and my brothers are all "happou bijin" family.
I somehow read "cookies" and understood "this person wants this kind of thing" since I was a child.
So I had a personality that I read "cookies" before I talked about myself.
I think it hasn't changed there either.
But I thought it would be more difficult after I grew up.
I don't know if I have my own opinion or not, but I think about how to answer and then I talk about it.
I answer all the questions and decide the answer period in my head and then I talk about it.
Maybe it sounds like it's completed.
So it's not like I don't think about it.
Rather, I think about it, so I talk about it.
Well, it's often said that I don't like it, but it's often said that it looks like it was made.
Do you still say that?
It's not like that.
Next is a memorable place.
Well, every place is memorable, but I'd like to go to the most memorable place after Hiragana Keikei.
Well, I intuitively think it's this.
Well, I think about a lot of things, but I always think about a lot of things in my life.
When I was recruiting for Hiragana Keikei, I didn't think about anything that I don't remember.
It was like, "I have it, so I'll take it."
I auditioned for Hiragana Keikei when I was 15 years old.
Entry number 18, Yuka Kageyama.
I'm a third-year middle school student from Tokyo.
I'm 15 years old today.
Yuka Kageyama.
She achieved her dream of becoming an idol.
I want to be able to make people who are watching me smile like the sun.
There are a lot of people, but the waiting room of the secondary screening is a round table and three people can sit down one by one.
Somehow, I, Kyoko, and Mao sat there.
It's like a talk in front of the building, and it's like, "Did you remember because you were pregnant?"
And even if you look at it, you're both older than me, so you'll ask me, "How did you feel about it?"
And Kyoko said, "Well, I remember for the time being," when I felt like I didn't remember at all.
Mao said, "What? Dance is something you remember?"
"Eh, that's... Oh, I see, I wasn't told to remember it," I said.
"No, I think you should remember it," I said.
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no," she said like, "Help me," and I helped her.
I think it was scary to sing Nogizaka-san's song with me and Kyoko together.
It was really waiting time, so I sang it for less than 20 minutes, but for the time being, I packed it and didn't get surprised at all, but it was too impressive.
In the end, those three died, and there are quite a few of them themselves.
I think that luck or fate is amazing, and I'm happy that it continues even now.
Yes, I came to the studio.
nostalgic!
I haven't come here at all recently.
When I was in Hiragana, I came here a lot.
I'm going.
nostalgic!
Excuse me.
Yes, yes, yes.
Yes, yes.
Is it like this?
nostalgic!
Here it is.
Here...
At first, it was a smaller room on the lower floor.
But it was just me and eleven people.
Here...
But I used it here, too.
I used it a lot.
Here...
nostalgic!
There is only love in the world.
That's all.
I'm going to look for you right now.
nostalgic!
At that time in Hiragana, there were few opportunities for live performances.
Even on days when you just stare at your seniors.
They had little experience and no confidence.
Days of struggle with accents continued.
Speaking of this studio,
there is a strong impression of people who like to be seen in public.
What kind of songs were played in public?
"Saimajo" and "SKY"
We have to decide on a formation like we do.
Formation is important, isn't it?
There was a girl who cried.
I couldn't help but cry when I saw it.
I saw them decide their formations on the spot.
I didn't want to fight.
Until now, I thought I hated myself for not losing.
I realized at that time that I didn't like fighting with people.
Since then, I haven't wanted a formation.
I would be happy if I could move forward.
I think the fans would be happy if they could see me a lot.
I don't want to go ahead of everyone anymore.
Whether it's good or bad.
That's also where it started.
I was told that I was very compassionate and I didn't like to lose.
Actually, I didn't really want to go forward or be in the center.
I like the members and going forward in such a formation or someone going back.
The number of times I appear means that the number of times someone appears will decrease than now.
So if you feel sad about it or if your fans feel sad about it, I'd appreciate it if you could maintain the current situation.
I thought it would be nice if everyone had fun.
I was so happy when Mipan became a center for the first time.
I love the song "Center of My Ears".
I think everyone would be happy if they became a center.
That's the new song.
When Sarina became a center, she was pretty relaxed in rehearsal.
I was like, "It's okay."
I was really looking forward to Sarina becoming a center.
I think everyone would be happy if I became a center.
Recently, when you said you were anxious about becoming a center, especially when you were in Pekana and Kademura, you said it first and said "it's tough", didn't you?
How did you feel?
Kademura has always been supportive of me.
Even before I auditioned for secondary school, I said jokingly, "If I have a child of my parent's age, I will adopt him."
I wrote about it in my blog.
When I heard that, I was like "what?!"
But when I talked to him, he said "I like you."
Kademura cries easily, and Miku is the oldest.
Miku's impression of me at the time of trial and error was very strong.
When I say which member changed my impression of me the most from trial and error to trial and error, I always say Miku.
Miku's efforts paid off.
She climbed up the stairs, and I was happy to see it.
She seemed anxious.
I was happy.
But I didn't think it was a sudden turn of events.
I thought it was the result of her continuous efforts.
I wanted to tell her about it.
That's why I chose her.
I think secondary school students are amazing.
It's hot and sunny, and I like it.
Well, I don't think I've said it anywhere, but I'm not stuck, only me.
Everyone, one generation, everyone was stuck.
I was on leave at that time and couldn't say it.
I was in the dressing room normally.
I cried. I think it was used in the documentary, but I cried.
Why did I shoot it? It's because I was in the dressing room.
I was in the dressing room alone and got caught in close contact.
Rather than not being stuck, I wanted to be alone and clean up my mind.
As a result of going to the dressing room, I was left alone.
I felt like there was actually such an incident.
In reality, it was a path I had to go through.
Looking at it from the inside, it's like a second generation.
They are positive and ambitious.
In a good way, there is also a sense of rivalry among second-generation people.
Thanks to these kids coming in, I thought it would be nice if it was fun.
From there, I got the consciousness that I would become a professional idol.
For second-generation people.
What was the most difficult thing about Hiragana?
I think it's equality.
It was difficult for academic and idol equality.
That's why I took a break.
I'm not good at half and half, so I want to do both with all my strength, but human strength is only 100%.
If you work hard, you'll lose weight, if you work hard, you won't be satisfied with the result, and it's not hard for the members.
Sometimes I make a tired appeal, and sometimes I make the members feel bad about it.
I'm doing my best, but I'm sorry for bothering you.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I have to do something about it.
That's what I think.
I thought I had to decide between the two, and that's the truth.
If I could continue it, I would like to continue it.
And it was the best and worst timing for me to release an album and do a nationwide tour of the album, so I struggled.
Did you always want to go to college?
Yes, I liked studying and there were many things I wanted to learn, so I wanted to study.
When I went to college, I was about to quit.
In June 2018, Keiaki Hiragana took a leave of absence from school to focus on her studies.
I decided it myself.
I will study hard and work hard to show everyone how much I have grown.
It was about six months later.
Keiaki Hiragana was renamed to Hinata Zakao 46.
And it all started from here.
Her singles became hits in a row.
Her offers from the media were also successful.
Keiaki Hiragana realized her dream of singing in a big hall and ran up to becoming a top idol.
To be honest, I didn't really know much about Hinatazaka and studied about it.
But even if I didn't know about it, I thought it was amazing that Hinatazaka appeared in news programs and singing programs at night.
I was proud of it and watched everyone like that.
I thought there was no way I couldn't steal people's eyes and hearts with this much potential and passion.
I thought it was just everyone's effort that brought us together.
It's amazing to be part of such a big group and become such a big group for the first time in a while.
It made me feel like I should go and see it for myself.
The more we step up one by one and realize that we can't make that dream come true one by one,
the more distance we can keep from ourselves.
I didn't really think about coming back to Hinatazaka.
I said that, but I thought I'd leave the seat and take a break and leave the results behind and go home.
But if you go to college, you can't be in harmony, so I thought I had to go home because I couldn't be in harmony with my potential and my ability.
I didn't know much about it, and I went to Hinatazaka in December, but I had to give up the experiment economically.
This is a secret story, but I'll tell you one day.
Didn't you have to give up?
I'm not feeling well, and I'm told I don't know the cause of the pressure, but I can't continue my entrance exam study and tests.
I decided to give up my college entrance exam and went on a tour.
I'm sorry I can't leave the results behind and go home.
Everyone is doing their best, but the results are getting worse and Hinatazaka is getting popular.
At that time, I had a very strong impression of Hinatazaka, so even now I hope that Hinatazaka will allow me to stay in Hinatazaka and recognize me as a member of Hinatazaka.
People say to me, "You're saying too much," and "Why do you despise yourself so much?"
But that kind of thing has a big impact on me, so I had Hinatazaka leave its name for now.
At that time, Hinatazaka didn't want to go back to where it was, and I thought it would be better not to be there.
I thought it was complete as a group, so I went to see Hinatazaka as a fan and thought, "Ah, the Tokyo Dome has been decided! I'm so happy that everyone's dreams have come true!"
December 2019
Hinatazaka's Tokyo Dome performance will be held.
Ms. Kageyama, who looked at this moment at the venue.
It was a moment when she blessed her teammates who were becoming distant beings with a fanlike feeling.
Congratulations, Tokyo Dome!
I thought there was nowhere for me to go, but everyone kept waiting for me.
I didn't think about graduating or anything like that, but if I missed my seat or something like that, I'd like to fade out.
While everyone is active as much as possible, everyone is having a lot of fun with me and my activities are fulfilling, but I'm busy and it's hard.
I thought it would be nice if you could gradually forget about me, but you know, everyone is kind.
But even though I didn't decide anything, I thought about it and became anxious.
Everyone's words...
In my own situation, I thought, "Oh, I'm weak."
It was impossible, but no matter how hard I work...
Studying is a genre where effort is easily understood.
Being able to understand what you don't understand...
Being able to do what you can't do...
It's very fulfilling.
I liked it, but...
I couldn't finish what I decided until the end.
I couldn't do what I like.
But everyone worked really hard.
Looking at the live show, it was getting harder and harder, but at the end of the show, everyone was cheering for me and I was saved.
At that time, I had no choice but to come back here.
There was no road and everyone was kind and told me to come back.
There are people who need me.
I don't go as far as helping people, but I love working for people.
I thought everyone would enjoy being with me more, but I didn't have that ability.
I thought it would be nice if I could spend some fun time with everyone and make everyone happy.
Ms. Kageyama decided to return so that her friends could be led by the hands of those who reached out to her.
Everyone was so cute!
I thought I'd be back soon, but when I came back, I was relieved.
Everyone was so cute!
I thought I'd be back soon, but when I came back, I was relieved.
About two years after her break, she came back.
I also want to pursue everyone's back and work harder than anyone else.
Restart from scratch.
For the group.
To be myself.
And...
There are members who are not here now, right?
Of course, those members are also here today!
Let's call them out!
One, two...
Kage!
You saved me!
Thank you!
Welcome back!
Yes!
The horse-skewered Kageyama!
She came back on stage.
But...
She couldn't reveal the truth about her college entrance exam.
She doesn't want to worry about her teammates and fans who supported her.
With that intention...
Even more...
After her comeback...
She asks herself this question.
But...
When I came back...
Even now...
In Hinata-zaka...
Can I be a member of Hinata-zaka?
Can I?
Those thoughts are strong.
I don't know what I'm allowed to do with Hinata- zaka.
As an idol group and as a writer,
I want to do my best to make Hinata-zaka known to people who don't have much to do.
My hobbies, my studies, and polishing my weapons are what I use to promote Hinata-zaka.
Please support Hinata-zaka as much as you can.
That's what I've been doing.
But is it really for Hinata-zaka?
Or is it for members?
Especially for members.
I often think that it's good for me to do something.
When people like Kageyama-san say in TV shows,
There are people like this in Hinata-zaka. It's amazing.
At that time, it had a very strong impact on the media.
It's a sign of how amazing you are.
I'm happy.
That's all there is to it.
It's not funny.
I think everyone is amazing.
I can see it well, so it's interesting.
The next place I came with a request is ADO MUSEUM TOKYO.
Ms. Kageyama has a lot of knowledge and curiosity.
It seems that visiting museums is a my boom.
I think that it is included in newspapers, magazines, and advertisement fees for back pain.
When I think that such a concept has been around since this era, I feel history.
It was a genetic program.
I was playing that kind of music.
It's right after my birthday, so I got a present from a fan.
Thank you very much.
I'm very happy.
Thank you very much. I'm 21 years old.
I'm very happy.
Thank you very much.
It's closed hour.
I have to go home.
Thank you very much.
I'm sorry. I'm going home.
I'm going home.
Are you happy?
Do you know?
I'm happy.
I'm happy to come to my favorite place for work.
I'm happy.
Thank you very much.
I'll come again.
You talked about your personal work.
I think that your work was a business-like work.
What did you think when you first heard about Kageyama?
I was happy because it was my favorite work, but I was surprised because I hadn't heard about it before.
I immediately remembered that it was an audition.
I'm Yuka Kageyama. Nice to meet you!
Last year, she appeared in a movie for the first time alone.
Do your best, Ishigami! Do your best!
She won the audition and grasped the work with her own strength.
She has special feelings.
Stop it!
I've said that I want to be a person who can be active for Hinatazaka someday and spread Hinatazaka's name.
It's a great experience for me to be able to jump into the outside world.
By doing my best, I hope that everyone who watched this movie will think, "Oh, there is such a person in Hinatazaka. I'd like you to think like, "Let's take a look at Hinatazaka."
I was working with the feeling of carrying Hinatazaka on my own.
Her personal work has also increased steadily and she has been active in a cheerful and forward- looking way even among others.
Since the second half of last year, sometimes you can see a shadow on her face.
What is her truth?
Hmm...
Maybe it's...
Hinatazaka's activities...
There was a time when I didn't know how to work hard anymore, and for the time being, I've been doing it recklessly so far.
Yes, I don't know how to work hard anymore, mainly during live performances.
I don't have enough feelings like "Let's aim for the next one" for doing so much on such a big stage and in such a big box.
I wonder what it is.
Maybe it's when I'm taking a break.
I may have felt the distance as I saw it getting bigger and bigger.
I said "I'll do the Tokyo Dome".
My dream came true, but I haven't taken the steps to the Tokyo Dome.
For me, the Tokyo Dome is still a dream.
But for me and the staff of Hinatazaka, it was only one step away, but it didn't last two and a half years.
I feel that there is a gap in how I perceive it.
But it's really only me in Hinatazaka.
I knew very well that I didn't want to work hard as much as I wanted.
I had such feelings.
I'm sorry that I don't want to work hard like that.
But I want to make my dream come true with everyone.
It's my sixth dream.
I want it to come true for sure.
But I feel that there is a gap in how I perceive it.
Because if I worked hard, I wouldn't think like that.
And I don't like that there is a gap in my heart.
But I don't want to talk about it.
That's what I might have thought.
I like live performances.
By the time this video comes out, I hope I've changed.
Even if you tell me to go home now, I think it's difficult.
Now we're here.
Ms. Kuriyama, we arrived at the last place of request today.
Yes.
Where is it?
Shin National Stadium.
Why did you want to come here?
Actually, this is a place of memories and a place of goals.
Yes.
We're here.
Where is it?
Here.
Where is it?
When I was in the sixth grade of elementary school,
AKB48's Yoko Oshima's graduation concert was held at the national stadium.
I went to see it.
And the first time I saw AKB48 live was at the national stadium.
When I saw it, I thought, "Idols are cool and amazing," and I admired Yoko Oshima.
And when I saw you and AKB48, I felt even stronger that I wanted to be like you.
So if I hadn't seen that concert, I don't think I would have taken that kind of audition.
It's an important place for me.
Yes, that's right. Today, I didn't just want to look back on my memories of saying I wanted to come here.
I came here with the hope that this would be my goal again.
I want to do a live performance at the Syncocles Stadium.
I didn't think I was a Tokyo Dome goal scorer.
It may be different for everyone, but I think people often say that I've climbed a lot of hills.
I didn't have the impression of stepping up a hill.
I have a strong impression of achieving individual goals that are distinguished one by one.
But I don't think it's different for everyone. I haven't talked about it much.
But it should be better for everyone to talk about such goals and dreams.
If everyone aims for it, I will also aim for it.
I feel like I'm helping the sun and the members to go where they want to go.
Can you see the sense of loneliness that is slightly different from everyone else's?
I want everyone to need me and call me a lot of different things.
There are some weird and stubborn things.
Even if everyone praises me or tells me what I need, I sometimes think, "But I'm like that."
I don't think it's different.
I've learned a lot from my past trauma and bitter experience,
but I hope I can leave those feelings as memories.
What does Hina Tazaka mean to you now?
Well...
I love you.
That's all I can say.
I want to do my best for everyone in Hina Tazaka.
I'd like to talk to anyone who's crying.
If you don't hate me or you're not interested in me,
I don't think you'd talk to me if you were me.
I love you all.
I think that's the principle of my behavior.
Even if I'm just a little girl,
I love Hina Tazaka and I want everyone to know about her.
That's why I'm trying so hard.
I love you.
Hina Tazaka and Yuki Kageyama
I heard about you in a self-documentary.
For example, Yuki Kageyama is like this.
You wrote the final phrase in the documentary.
Yes, I did.
Can you describe yourself?
Isn't it too self-serving?
You're expressing yourself.
Isn't it refreshing?
Yes, it is.
Yuka Kageyama wants people to become people of the future.
We've been caught up in the past and become stubborn.
I want people to enjoy the present and create the future.
I want people to broaden their talents and charms and become people who can lead the future.
I want people to become people of the future.
What would you do if you were asked that?
I'd be happy.
I'd be happy. Thank you.
[Tsushima: Akio Otsuka Ojiichan: Mayumi Tanaka Yoshitomo]