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March of this year, Hinatazaka 46 debuted as a new uphill group.
In December, the last one-man ride of the year, McHarry Mess, was held.
It left about 40,000 fans excited for two days.
In addition...
What is it? What is it?
It's scary!
What is it? What is it?
In December 2020, the big surprise announcement of the Christmas live at the Tokyo Dome will be held.
What they are feeling now is...
In this program, along with the latest close-up images...
We will deliver each other's true feelings that each member pulled out.
The fourth member is...
She has a wide variety of skills, such as playing the guitar and drums.
Konoka Matsuda.
Hinatazaka46's mood maker, Tomita Suzuka-san, who shows herself with light rap.
Hinatazaka46's cheerleader, Watanabe Miho-san, who has been into basketball for 10 years.
What is their true feelings?
I can't help but cry just thinking about it.
I cried a lot.
It's the last important stage, but I don't know what to do.
All of my friends have left me.
It's like...
I'm tearing up.
To be honest, I was frustrated.
First of all, please introduce yourself.
Introduce myself?
I'm 20 years old and I'm from Kyoto Prefecture.
20 years old!
Nice to meet you.
20 years old?
Yes, 20 years old.
20 years old Konoka Matsuda.
She has been curious and curious since she was young.
She loved to express herself.
When she was 18 years old, she joined Hiradana Keaki as a second-generation student.
She has a wide range of talents, such as guitar and classic ballets.
For the first time in a group, she is selected as a heroine of a stage performance.
First of all...
That's right.
First of all, why did you want to join Hiradana Keakizaka 46?
The reason is...
I used to be a fan of the Takamichi band.
I loved watching their concerts, and I've been to all of their concerts.
- You've been there? - Yeah.
And their mini-concerts, too.
Early in the morning...
- I got on the first train in the morning... - What?!
- Yeah, I went to the concert venue... - That's pretty...
- Serious. - Yeah, it's pretty serious.
- Like a little bench... - Like a friend.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Like a little... - Yeah.
- Like a folding bench... - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Or like a leisure seat... - Oh, wow!
- Yeah, it's really... - That's amazing!
- I was in a serious line up. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I was such a big fan.
You know, I...
I learned classic ballet and tap dancing.
I love expressing myself to others.
So I got interested in being an idol and being on stage.
I was really interested in that.
- I might have applied out of curiosity in the beginning. - Really?
- I see. - Yeah.
- I love trying new things. - Oh, you like it.
- I see. - Yeah, so...
- I might have tried it. - So you've been that type of person since you were little?
- I guess you could say that. - I see.
Like learning new things and everything.
- When I see my friends doing it, I want to do it too. - Oh!
- So like... - Yeah.
- How many did you learn and how many did you do? - You're right.
Huh?! That makes me curious!
- I guess you can do pretty much anything. - Well...
- Classic ballet... - Yeah.
- Tap dancing... - Yeah.
- Something like learning axis... - Yeah.
- Like learning another axis... - Huh?!
- You're learning two axes! - I'm learning too much! I'm learning too much!
- Like instruments and stuff... - Oh, but I did wadaiko as a club activity...
- I see. - Yeah.
- And I played guitar in the bass club... - Yeah.
- I guess that's about it. - You must have done about seven.
- You're doing a lot of things! - Yeah.
- You're doing a lot of things! - You're doing a lot of things! - A lot of things.
- No, no, no. - No, no, no.
- You're doing a lot of things!
- So when you applied for auditions... - Yeah.
- Did you have confidence like "I'll pass"? - Yeah.
- No, not at all. - Yeah.
- Like, "How far will I go?" - Yeah.
- It was like a test for me. - I see.
- I was excited about the second award... - Yeah.
- But after I got the second award... - Yeah.
- Like, I was more and more realistic about myself... - Yeah.
- Like, "Will I have a chance?" - Yeah.
- So I was more serious about becoming a hiragana keiki... - Yeah.
- Yeah, I really wanted to become one in the end. - Wow!
- That's nice. - Yeah.
- But like I said earlier, I have a perfect image of myself... - Yeah.
- Huh? - Right?
- Is that so? - Yeah, about what's inside of me.
- Yeah. - Is it this?
- Yeah. - In your life so far...
- Yeah. - What's the biggest setback?
- Setback!? - Yeah, setback.
- Let's see... Setback...
- Setback is...
I was auditioning at the time, but I had already applied for a temporary screening, and the ballet presentation was on July 30th, but it was really the last presentation, and I was learning classical ballet at a stage called graduation.
She started classical ballet at the age of three, and dedicated 15 years of her life to ballet until she became an idol.
What was the biggest setback of her life at that time?
I hurt my waist a lot just before the presentation, and I was in a really bad condition the day before the rehearsal.
It hurts, but I have to do it. Tomorrow is really the last day, so what happens if I quit here? I felt like that.
But it makes me cry just thinking about it, but I cried a lot the day before, and I felt like I was taping my whole body the day before, and I was really in a bad condition,
and graduating from ballet was my goal since I was three years old, and that reality made me feel like I had a serious injury.
Well, I've been in a lot of trouble so far, but I've been pushing it a lot, and it's really important last stage, but what should I do? I felt like that,
so I think that's the biggest setback, and it's the last stage of 15 years, but what should I do? Everyone comes to me, and I want to show you the best of me, but I'm not in a good condition, so I have to do it myself.
I want to give you a satisfactory performance, and I was so scared of it, and I couldn't say anything to my back or my teacher at all, and I couldn't worry about my family either, and as soon as it was over, I said it really hurt, and I was told why I didn't say it anymore, and I regretted it a lot, and if you say it, I feel like it makes sense to deal with it, and I'm
blaming myself for it, and I don't know the correct answer either.
Do you ever think that your experience is alive in your current activities?
Well, I might have been taught a lot there that I don't carry it myself.
Can you tell me a little about your ballet skills?
I didn't think I would cry at such an early age.
Of course, I've improved my ballet and freestyle skills, and of course I've improved my technical skills, but I've also improved my mentality, and I think I'm still making good use of it now.
15 years is amazing, isn't it?
It's amazing that you've been doing one of those things for 15 years.
Hinano is 15 years old now, isn't she?
That's right.
She's been doing ballet since she was born.
That's amazing.
Oh, this one.
Then I'll go next.
Matsuda Konoka-san, you've had long hair since you were born, but you suddenly cut it short and dyed your hair, didn't you?
Was there anything like that, like a change of heart?
The reason I decided to cut my hair short was during the break of the album individual handshake party, but at that time, all second graders were selling second parts at first.
And for those who sold out all second parts, there was something like an additional frame, and I couldn't sell out all second parts during that period.
So there was a time when I was alone in the dressing room.
To be honest, I was depressed, too, so I remember only one person.
I thought it was kind of lonely, so I started crying again there.
Everyone was out, but I didn't know what I was doing, and I didn't have time to go home first because I was going home with everyone, so that time was really painful.
At that time, I really had black hair and it was quite long.
And when I was on a singing show for my album, I saw a picture of my hair.
I thought I didn't like it anymore, and I hated my hair and I hated myself, and I was like, "What should I do?", and I decided to cut it.
It was just an individual handshake event there, and there were a lot of makeup artists there, so I stopped my long hair with clips like this and simulated how long it should be.
After all, there was only one person at that time, so I wonder if I could have that kind of time.
There's a timing for that, too.
Yeah, I think it was really a good timing.
Did your hair change a lot? Around you and yourself, too.
But it's really popular.
I was surprised.
I thought you were really cute.
It was on the news, too.
It came out.
I was like, "Hide it!"
I was like, "Is that so?"
I was a little happy.
It's a little different on the outside and inside.
It's a little of an opportunity.
I feel like I've gone up a level there.
What is your impression of being in the second row for the first time in the third single?
First of all, the formation was announced as "three, six, nine".
At that point, I thought that half of the group was in the third row.
I was wondering where the third row was.
In the debut single and the second single, they were in the top three rows.
Still, Matsuda didn't back down and worked hard.
And in the formation announcement of the third single...
I'll announce it in order.
Matsuda Konoka.
Finally, I'm in the second row.
What do you think of your first experience?
The shock was the biggest.
I was happy, and I was aiming for it, so I didn't care about it before that.
So I'll do my best to do what I can do, and I hope I can make a contribution to the third single.
It's not like I'm going to do it because it's somewhere, but I'm a little more motivated than usual.
It's my first time in the front row, so I might have thought that I had to improve myself a little more.
From my point of view, I think Konoka has changed a lot in the past six months.
I really think so.
I think you've gotten stronger. You're more firm than you were before.
I'm looking at you from above, but I think you're very reliable.
Really? I'm happy.
I feel that the existence of Konoka Matsuda is getting bigger and bigger as a member.
I was about to make you cry.
Don't cry.
At first, I was anxious and anxious.
I really feel it.
As Suzuka often said, I wish I could pass the audition, I wish I could get in, but when I got in, there was still a lot of difference, so I couldn't find myself at all because there were people who were shining and I wasn't able to do it.
I was pretty impatient and I'm still crying a lot now, but I wonder if I was crying a lot.
What were you worried about, honestly?
I didn't know what to sell, and when I looked in the mirror and saw what the members around me were talking about, I thought, "Oh, it's cute. Why can't I be this cute?"
I'm often told not to look at myself and compare myself with others, but I always compare myself with others, and when I look back, no matter how I think about it, I think I'm better off.
At first, Miho looked like a basketball girl, and I was really envious of it, and I didn't have that at all, so I was told that I was very clever and poor, and I thought so too, so I started thinking about what I should do, and I started delivering guitars in the showroom, and I thought about various things.
I think I tried to do it.
That's nice. I'm moved.
I see.
The last one.
What should we do?
But it's better to talk about the group.
Yes, it's easier to talk about the group.
Then, what kind of idol group do you want to make "hinatazaka46" into?
What kind of idol group?
It's difficult.
It's very difficult.
It's difficult to talk about the group.
It's a personal opinion.
It's really difficult.
When we work in a group, we don't have much time to be objective.
We think too much about how we can have fun and make it a success.
We don't think about what others think.
I want to be as big as my seniors.
I want to be as big as my seniors in a different way from what my seniors have been doing.
I hope we can find our own way of growing up.
To be honest, I don't know how to do it.
It's amazing and vague.
I want to do what I think I can do.
I hope I can be more polite.
I want to be able to say that not only to myself but also to others around me.
Thank you very much.
Be careful of the residue of the tissue behind you.
What should I do with this?
I'll hide it like this.
Thank you very much.
Thank you for watching.
Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you, too.
Excuse me.
I'm Tomita Suzuka, 18 years old from Kanagawa Prefecture.
18 years old?
Yes, I'm still 18 years old.
You look a little more mature.
But my body is already stiff.
What do you mean?
I'm really 18 years old.
Tomita Suzuka, 18 years old.
She is a bright character and is active in variety programs.
She is a mood-maker of Hinata Zaka 46.
Her specialty is...
This light rap.
Even now, it has become a standard at concerts.
You're early!
I'm thirsty.
Are you nervous?
I'm nervous.
Let me ask you this first.
What did you do before you became an idol?
I was just an ordinary high school girl.
But I was a girl who admired girls who were cute and loved by everyone.
But in my class, I was the laughing type.
I was the type of person who laughed a lot and had a loud voice.
I see.
Did you work part-time?
I worked part-time a lot.
It wasn't a lot of work, but I worked about three times a week.
Did you find an audition while you were working part-time?
That's right.
I went to the audition, and I was announced as a member of Kanji-san, and I came out on a big monitor.
And I thought I'd take it at that time.
Because you were there.
That's amazing.
But why did you think you'd take it?
But I loved Kanji-san so much.
I've liked idols like Ekebi-san since I was in elementary school.
I liked idols, but it wasn't that passionate.
It was like watching them on TV.
But when I fell in love with Kanji-san and went to the handshake event for the first time...
It's the same.
That's right.
So I thought, "Wow, I want to be such a cute, polite, and polite idol."
Because I wasn't that type of person.
So I thought, "If I'm somewhere else, will I be that type of girl?"
I wanted to try it, and I took it.
I see.
I remember when you auditioned.
You do, don't you?
When you were in the waiting room, I really thought you were older than me.
You had your hair down.
I had it down.
And you had black hair and long hair.
You had black hair and long hair, and you were playing with your phone like this.
I thought you were a great woman, and you were younger than me.
Really? I was surprised.
I'm always told that I have an aura that is hard to approach.
You were a little hard to approach.
But you have a hard-to-approach aura.
But when you audition, you do a lot of interesting things.
I thought, "What is this girl?"
To be honest, in auditions, everyone wears a cat mask.
I was like that, too.
I want people to think I'm cute and nice.
I don't usually say that.
Your voice gets a little louder.
Nice to meet you.
I'll do my best.
But you did a gag in it.
I thought you were very prepared.
I thought you would be popular.
Here is the video at the time.
I'd like to show you an impersonation of "monomane sanrenpatsu" after playing Keyakizaka46's "overture" on the recorder.
I'll do an impersonation.
All right! All right! All right! All right!
Come on in, you two! Cha-cha-cha!
I'm not a ninja, I'm Ichinomato Ryoshi.
Boom boom boom boom boom!
Quirky! Nutsy juicy boy!
Thank you very much.
I definitely thought you wouldn't pick up if you did it normally.
There were only cute girls around me.
You were cute.
But as a result of that impersonation, it was really good that you did it.
That's right.
If I had done something else at that time, I don't know what would have happened now.
That's right.
That's true.
It might be fun in the future.
I'd like to ask you this.
Oh, good.
What has been the biggest setback in your life so far?
A setback, huh?
It's not fun.
That's right.
I don't think there's an episode that goes beyond that.
No, I don't think so.
But, I don't know...
Rather than a setback, my relationship with people didn't go well.
When I was in elementary school...
This is the first time I'm saying this, but in middle school and elementary school I was bullied a lot.
I was probably the type of person who didn't like it.
Like...
At first, I was like, "Whoa!" in my class.
But in my second year of college and later years of high school, everyone started to leave me.
Like...
I don't know what to say.
- I can't talk about this. - I can't talk about something important.
- I don't know if it's a good idea to talk about this. - I know.
But I knew what was wrong with me.
I didn't know what was wrong with me.
It's all about my appearance.
I don't have a good appearance at home.
I'm not the type of person to say that.
I think that's why.
But I think that was the worst time of my life.
But now you're an idol and in a group.
What did you feel in elementary and middle school?
I wonder if human relationships are important in school.
I think it depends on age.
But there are a lot of nice girls.
I think there are a lot of gentle girls.
I wonder why we fought so much back then.
In a good way, I think we'll grow up when we enter this world.
Is there anything you've been worried about since you came here?
- I'm sure you're curious. - There are a lot of things.
It's not about the past.
It's about me now.
- Anxiety? - Well, I've been thinking about how many years it'll take me to move on to the next step.
A microphone performance that makes her fans excited.
In addition, Tomita-san, who has a dynamic dance that takes advantage of her 164cm height.
However...
Even though she is evaluated for her performance, her position is always at the bottom.
What does she feel at the moment?
I'm the type of person who wants to rush into other people's affairs.
The staff told me the other day, but they told me to worry about myself first.
When I'm practicing in the dance studio, I always stand in front of the mirror and practice several times at the end of the third row.
I can see everything.
The girl in front of me is like that, too.
I always look in the mirror, but I don't look at myself.
I've never met myself in the mirror while I've only been looking at others.
I still do.
But I don't think it's a good thing.
You're right.
When I have a lot of lessons, the staff tells me a lot of things, so I think I can afford it.
The staff is very careful about me.
I don't realize where I'm doing wrong, but Suzuka tells me where I'm doing wrong, so I think it's amazing.
I think I can't grow up because I don't look at myself.
What do you think is the charm of Hana-chanz?
I'd like to know.
Well...
I don't know either, so I'd like to know.
Ms. Matsuda and Ms. Tomita, who have been very close since they joined at the same time.
The unit formed by those two is called "Hana- chanz", which is named after each other's names and flowers.
With common skills such as guitar, the third single "Coupling" released in October recorded the two songs.
But you know, maybe it's weird for me to say it myself, but you two have a lot in common.
Both of you are bad at many things.
But it's not just about the guitar.
It's embarrassing for me to say I'm bad at it.
Don't you have anything else in common?
I don't know. But you two are strong-willed, aren't you?
Yeah, we're strong-willed.
We bumped into each other once.
Did we? When? I don't remember.
I don't remember either.
We bumped into each other at a live show and said, "Here we go."
I don't remember. When?
I remember it very well.
When was it? A year ago?
We came back from a flower road at our debut live show and said, "This is the number."
And we said, "No, we didn't go that far."
We bumped into each other a lot. I remember it.
We bumped into each other and it ended like that.
But I was really confused.
But we're both strong-willed, so I thought either of us would apologize.
I thought about it calmly and said, "I'm sorry about earlier."
"I'm sorry. Thank you." I don't remember that at all.
I was really worried about what to do at that time.
But you two are good girls.
It's good that you can say it properly.
On the contrary, I didn't realize it.
I didn't realize it.
I apologized at that time, so I was forgiven at that time.
But I was really confused about what to do after we bumped into each other and apologized.
It's like you remembered it.
Didn't you feel anything?
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
You don't remember it, do you?
I really don't remember it.
But I think it's just like that.
I'm sure there will be a lot of things like that in the future.
But I think it's good to bump into each other.
On the contrary, I think it's amazing.
If one of you is reluctant, you may feel the wall of your heart because you don't bump into each other.
Let's drink miso soup for the last time.
Let's drink miso soup.
What can you do now for Hinatazaka46 to make a big leap forward?
Thank you for watching.
I want to be an idol who can switch on and off a lot of what I can do now, and I think I have to create that kind of atmosphere.
Even if you think you're a bad person, you have to say it.
It's not a way of saying people who hate you, but I think it's better to have the courage to hate you, and I think you'll be an idol who can get bigger and bigger.
Even if you think you have to say it, you can't do it in the end.
To be honest, that's all I can say.
So, if you really want to do it, I think you want to think about the whole group and act.
Let's do our best.
Thank you very much for talking to me a lot.
Well, then...
Tomita Suzuka-san.
Thank you very much.
Well...
Nice to meet you.
Hello.
Are you kidding me?
I'm not kidding you!
Nice to meet you.
Yes.
First of all, please introduce yourself.
Yes.
I'm Miho Watanabe, 19 years old from Saitama Prefecture.
Nice to meet you.
Miho Watanabe, 19 years old.
From the first year of elementary school to high school, she played basketball a lot.
She had a strong longing for the entertainment world, and when she challenged the additional member audition of Hiragana Keiaki in the third year of high school, she passed the audition.
Although she was a mixed race, she was selected as a front member of the first row.
In addition, in January of this year, she released her first solo photo book in a group.
I'll do my best.
Yeah!
It was so much fun!
Hinatazaka46 is always full of cheerful smiles.
I'm nervous.
Why did you decide to join Hiragana Cake 46?
It's going to be a long story.
I've been aiming for this world for a long time.
Surprisingly, many members had their first audition for Hiragana Cake 46.
I've been auditioned many times.
I've been auditioned for an agency.
I've been auditioned for a movie.
I've been auditioned for a commercial.
I've been auditioned for a young girl.
But I've been through a lot of cruel things.
In front of me, I was told, "You're not qualified."
I was surprised and said, "Oh."
I've seen a lot of things.
I see.
When I saw the first showroom of Hiragana Cake 46,
I was wondering if I could form a new group.
To be honest, I was really curious.
When I was looking for additional members,
I thought I'd try it.
I was in my third year of high school when I auditioned.
I had to make up my mind.
But my parents and teachers told me to go to college.
I was going to go to school and college,
but in June, a three-car talk was held at school.
I said, "I want to go to the entertainment world."
I was very opposed.
I was told to be a little calmer and think about it.
That's where we had a lot of arguments.
On the contrary, if I became an idol and entered this world,
should I make a state where I can't say anything without saying yes or no?
On the contrary, I thought I'd show it with my actions, and when I received it, I received it.
How did you feel when you received it? After all, you received a lot of it, didn't you?
But after all, honestly, until the second screening, I didn't feel like I was in reality yet.
I thought I happened to come here, but after the latest screening was over and my name was called at the announcement, I was surprised, but I felt secure.
It was when I was always wandering around, so when I finally thought there was a place where I could belong, I felt very secure.
Do you think you've changed since you became an idol? Is there anything specific?
Specifically, huh...
Ah, but...
I think about myself more often, and I've come to face myself more often.
After all, this job is a world where humanity is also very important, so even if you don't like it, you have to face yourself.
When I became an idol and thought about what kind of person I was, I found a lot of things I didn't like about myself, but I also found a lot of things that only I had.
I said earlier about my charm, but it's not really like that.
To be honest, I've been thinking about a lot of things.
The members told me that I'm serious about a lot of things and that I'm working hard at my job, and for that reason, I'm like, "No, that's not the case."
I don't like it, but honestly, I know for myself that I'm calculating a lot.
If I say something like this, it might sound like I'm too much of an idol, but to be honest, I'm very...
I like this job, so I want to do it very seriously, and I'm always thinking about variety shows and live performances.
There are quite a lot of people in this world who meet in the process of doing it, but there are people who really think about it, calculate it, calculate it, and make an effort to do it, but there are people who really have a natural background and have a natural background, right?
To be honest, when I was in this world, I was more of a natural-looking human being, and I wanted to be like that, and I wanted to be like that.
No matter what I say, people will laugh at me and say I'm cute, and I feel like I'm an idol, and I'm talented, and I think it's really good, but when I actually did it on a variety show, I realized that I wasn't that kind of person.
At first, I was really depressed and thought, "Oh, I don't look like I can do this job." I thought that maybe it wasn't just about talent, and for a while I became really bad at variety shows.
- I didn't know that. - I was so scared of variety shows.
"What am I supposed to do right now?" I thought about all of them, and when I tried my best, people told me that I didn't look like I could do it, and that I didn't like strong-willedness, and I was really depressed about it, and I thought, "Oh, I'm definitely not an idol. I'm not suitable for being an idol, I'm not suitable for it."
At first, I was really depressed about it, and I was really stupid about it, and I thought, "Anyway, I'll do my best to look cute." - That's true. - I really didn't like it at the time. - I think we're the only ones who think the first impression is important.
- I don't think it's something that's really solidified. - Impressions change, don't they?
- I think it's idol-like for it to change. - That's right.
- There's no one who hasn't changed since the beginning. - That's right.
- It's for everyone. - That's right.
What is the most memorable event in your work so far?
The most memorable event...
- Because we did it so many times. - Really?
- We did it in front of people. - It might be a photo shoot.
I really didn't think I would be the first one in the group.
I thought about it normally, but when I thought about it carefully...
I thought it was something I would get from my seniors.
- You thought about it. - I thought about it and said, "I'll probably do a photo shoot."
I cried my eyes out.
I don't know what those tears were about.
They might have been joy...
But there was also a lot of anxiety and pressure.
Am I okay like this?
Every time I got a job...
"Am I okay like this?" didn't come up.
It still doesn't come up now.
At the time, it was like that.
But at the time, everyone said, "You're amazing!"
Even personally, a lot of people said, "You can do it!"
I still remember thinking that we were a really good group.
Actually, I went to New Zealand for the photo shoot.
It was completely different from Japan.
It was in a very beautiful place like nature.
I woke up at 3 in the morning.
I was supposed to take a picture of me and the sea.
I can't forget the scenery I saw there.
When I flew into the world like this...
Even though the world is so big, when I thought about how small I was...
My vision opened up a lot.
I thought I changed.
I thought I should be in the way I want to be.
I became very natural.
All of me, including myself, became a photographer.
For me, that work is a special memory.
First of all, I'm happy that you admit that you can take pictures like that.
I was worried, but I really thought I could be here.
Do you ever think about your current position in Hinatazaka?
Position...
Every time I release a song or a single, a formation is announced.
That's something that changes a lot.
Sometimes you can go forward, sometimes you can go back.
It's like playing basketball.
This world is a competitive society.
It's true that you can't help but worry about things like rank and rank.
"Hiragana Kenki Jidai" is a band with two members and a front member in January.
At their first Budokan live, they experienced the center with a song performed by two students.
However, when they opened up to Hinatazaka 46, their debut song "Formation" was...
No. 2, No. 8, debut single "CENTER" goes to Naoni Kosaka.
While the same member is in charge of "CENTER", she changes positions to No. 2.
In the following second single, the same member is assigned to No. 1 one after another, while Watanabe-san remained in No. 2.
I was in charge of "front" in "Hiragana Keike".
So I'm in charge of "front" and "No. 2" as well as "No. 3" since I first joined.
I'm in charge of "front" and "No. 2" as well as "No. 3" since I first joined.
I don't want to show my weak points, but every time I announce my formation, my heart hurts.
When I became "front" for the first time, I was very happy.
I'm worried about standing in front of people, but I don't think many people are happy about it.
I'm happy that I can stand out and get a lot of attention.
I was in charge of "front" in "Hiragana Keike" for two songs in a row.
"No. 2" of my debut single became my second song in a row.
To be honest, I was frustrated.
I don't know why, but I guess I wasn't used to my current environment.
When my fans tell me that I'm not good anymore,
and when my family tells me that I'm not good anymore,
I was frustrated.
Especially because it was my debut single.
So...
Since then, I haven't changed my position.
But the other members have moved forward.
I only felt impatience and anxiety.
And I had a formation announcement.
I think it was right after that day.
I wasn't conscious of it anymore.
I decided to quit.
But when I think about it now,
I realized that no matter how hard life is now,
we can talk about the past in the future.
It's hard now, but we can laugh about the past in the future.
So I thought I shouldn't give up easily.
I said I wanted to quit, but I said I would try harder.
To be honest, my formation announcement for my third single...
I couldn't shed a single drop of tears, I didn't feel happy, and I didn't feel sad either, and I thought it was the worst thing I could do.
If I say it well, it's stable, but if I say it badly, it's stagnant, and I'm at a level where I can't even feel impatience for myself, and I think it's bad.
Being here for those three songs in a row made me remember the comfort of mystery, and I used to feel the tension from being in front of me, but I don't feel it anymore, and I don't feel impatience anymore, and I despair of myself.
To be honest, I don't know how to go about it, and of course I always want to do my best and shine wherever I am, but I want to be able to pull everyone properly someday, and I want you to think that I'm strong from behind.
I want to stand in front of you again, that's what I want to say.
It's about time, so let's move on to the next song.
Finally, what do you think you can do now to make Hinatazaka 46 bigger and brighter?
Well, of course we spent what Mikey made for us as Hiragana Keyaki, and it became Hinatazaka.
Well, it's like we have to change something, but I think it's also a process of dragging back the past.
But honestly, I don't want to do what we learned or learned with Hiragana Keyaki.
But if it's dragging us back and becoming something bad like a hindrance,
it's not like we're dragging back only that part, but I think we have to make something new at Hinatazaka.
Because now we have to fight other groups with the songs we released at Hinatazaka 46.
Until now we fought because we had the director's label, but now we have to fight with everything we released,
including the director's label and songs.
To be honest, I think we didn't have enough strength to stick to it.
I wasn't ready to spread our existence yet,
so I think we still have to carry it more and more.
But you know what I like about you, Miho?
Even if you're late for work or shooting a drama, you never complain about it.
I think you should be confident about that and cherish it.
I'm happy about it.
You should cherish it.
Everything is straight.
I don't want to forget things like that.
I don't want to lose things I tend to forget.
That's it.
Thank you very much.
She is a cute kindergarten teacher.
- Right? Today... - It's over now, but we talked a lot. - It was fast, wasn't it?
- Yeah, it was really fast. - It was in a flash. - It was in a flash, but it was like a drama, wasn't it?
- The two of you's frustration... - Really? - Yeah. - Really? - It was like a drama.
- It was quite a drama. - Everyone's life is like a drama. - Yeah.
- Everyone's life is like a drama. - Everyone's life is like a drama. - Really.
We've talked about things we haven't talked about before.
And even more, I felt like we grew apart.
- Like... - I'm so happy. - I'm ashamed to say this, but...
I love you both more now.
- No way? No way? - Right?
- Didn't we say we love you both too? - I don't know why but I feel like crying.
- I don't know why... - I've forgotten what I've said.
What are you doing?
The next story is...
I couldn't see the future.
When I first found out about it, I was shocked.
It was so hard that I couldn't believe it.
It was really hard for me.
I can't accept myself psychologically.
I'm in trouble.
I don't like myself.
I'm crying.
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