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Haruka Yamashita
Good morning. Nice to meet you.
I'm Haruka Yamashita.
I was in the 3rd grade of middle school, and I took the entrance exam in 2018.
Haruka Yamashita
When I was in the 2nd grade of middle school, I heard a song by Keyakizaka 46.
Haruka Yamashita
And I started listening to their songs.
Haruka Yamashita
My older brother loves Sakamichi very much.
Before I knew it, he was working in the Nogizaka construction industry on TV, so we watched it together.
When I was in the second year of junior high school, there were various human relationships.
At that time, I met the music of Keyakizaka46.
Then I learned about the Sakamichi group.
When I listened to Keyakizaka46's songs a lot, I was saved because they were lyrics that empathy me.
The first song I met was "kyowaon".
He sang this song at the Kohakutou song contest and it left an impression on me.
When I looked up Keyakizaka46's songs, I found a song about school on Monday morning.
I was wondering if everyone would go to school.
When I was listening to Keyakizaka46's songs in kanji, I saw a music video of Keyakizaka46's song "I'm watching (ima ni miteiru)" on a video site.
When I saw it, I had the impression that it was fragile.
That song also resonated in my heart and I was quite embarrassed.
To be honest, I gave up.
I gave up, but I was confident that I could make it to the final round,
but on the contrary, I was also negative that I could only make it to the final round.
In either case, the latter was stronger.
I graduated high school and got a job.
I thought my life would never become an idol again.
I got a job at a housing and equipment company.
But I thought it was my last chance.
At a good timing, Hinata Zakao 46's new member audition was held.
I thought I would lose my life if I didn't take it.
I thought I would regret it.
Even if there is another audition in the future, I will do it for the last time.
I am 19 years old Haruka Yamashita from Aichi prefecture.
I applied for this audition because I wanted to show the world the greatness of Hinata Zakao 46.
I think being an idol is a very difficult job.
But Hinata Zakao 46 doesn't show us any difficulties or hardships.
They always smile at us.
If I can join my favorite Hinata Zakao 46, I will bring you happiness with a happy aura.
I want to work with wonderful songs, wonderful performances, and wonderful people.
Thank you very much.
No.12 Haruka Yamashita.
When I was a trainee, I didn't know if I would make it or not.
But I decided to be an idol and join Hinata Zakao 46.
With that feeling in mind, I will leave the agency.
In those two months, I experienced singing and dancing to become an idol.
Dancing was a lot of fun.
I learned dancing when I was little and I loved dancing.
I watched TV shows with Zaka Hinata and tried dancing like him.
It made me feel like I was an idol.
What do you think of yourself?
While everyone is working hard, I have a bad attitude and can't do anything.
I'm really worried that I won't be able to be one of the members.
Why did it come to this timing?
Is my life like this?
I was dropped into the mud of life.
I could only see the dark.
I couldn't see ahead.
I thought I might not be able to pass.
But there was a training camp during the lesson.
I couldn't participate in it.
But everyone told me on TV that I should do my best.
That made me feel reassured and cheered me up.
I was able to do my best.
I heard from the members that I was practicing "Youth Horse".
I thought it was nice and I wanted to dance.
It was one of the songs.
Seeing everyone dancing and not seeing me made me feel relieved.
That made me feel better and cheered me up.
When I heard the word "pass", I panicked and felt uneasy.
Everyone is taking more lessons than me, and I feel like I've been left behind.
I can't catch up.
I feel like I'm in a world that's different from everyone else's.
I have low self-confidence and negative thoughts, so of course I have to switch.
How can I gain confidence?
I've lost a lot of confidence.
Like everyone else, I want to shine and grow.
No matter how hard the path may be, I'll run forward with all my strength.
I'll do my best until the end of my youth.
Finally, I'd like to ring the bell.
Oh no!
Can I come back alive?
Wait a minute! What should I do?
Wait a minute!
Can I come back?
I can't speak.
I like exercise, but I'm not good at it.
I was really scared, but I couldn't participate in the second half of the lesson.
By ringing the bell, I became very energetic and felt like I should do my best.
I've been thinking about what to say, but I got scared and lost my mind.
The word that came up in my head was "do my best".
I will never forget this feeling of "do my best" and I will do my best in everything.
I'm Haruka Yamashita from Aichi Prefecture and I'm 19 years old.