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[Nogizaka46 - Nogizaka46]
I don't know when it happened, but it happened in the morning.
While I was driving my car,
a group of girls in middle school passed by me.
They were all carrying lunch bags.
Rina and I were of the same age.
When they looked at my cute lunch bag,
I couldn't stop crying.
[deep breath]
[train sounds]
I'm back!
- Let's go. - But we don't have a room for you guys.
Huh? You guys don't look good. I'm getting irritated.
- You have eyebrows. - Your hair and eyes look weird.
Rina wasn't easy to get along with.
She got along well with her little brother.
When we went to the grocery store, she'd buy this and that.
But she didn't complain.
When Rina was in elementary school,
they built a big shopping mall in Akita, Yurihonjo.
It's super stylish.
It was Rina's holy ground.
When I had money, I played games.
But when I was with my friends, we spent only 200 yen at the bookstore.
Why? I don't like it anymore.
It's been a while.
Thank you very much.
Ohoho.
She's a middle school student's mother.
She has such an ugly hairstyle.
I'm scared.
Middle school 2nd and 3rd grade are the youngest.
That's right.
There are a lot of strong people.
Cute!
I didn't like it.
School cast.
Middle school is clearly a triangle.
I didn't like to be cute.
To be cute is to stand out.
If I didn't stand out, I wouldn't be bullied.
I want to erase my memories of elementary school from my brain.
But I hate elementary school. I don't even want to think about it. I hate it. I don't have a single happy memory of it.
When I was in fifth grade, I had a chance to talk with a teacher.
Rina was bullied.
She would suddenly be looked down upon by a group of friends who were close.
She would get a bruise on her upper jaw.
Even when Rina came home, she didn't blush. She was normal.
When I saw Rina not feeling good about herself, I became worried.
Next up is entry number 27, "The Sound of Crescent Moon."
Nice to meet you. I'm Nanase Nishino. I'm 17 years old and in second year of high school.
I like chatting. I've liked it since I was in elementary school.
When I was in kindergarten, I got a computer from a neighbor.
When I went up to elementary school, I bought a pen and a tablet and started drawing on my computer.
I had friends on my computer.
Some of them were really nice.
Nanase is quiet. She doesn't say what she thinks.
She was shy and wasn't very good at group activities.
She didn't speak much, but she always played by herself with a smile on her face.
I wanted to change my personality as a seven-year-old.
I wanted to be a cheerful and cute girl.
I was a middle school student.
When I was seven years old, I decided to join a girls' basketball club.
When I was in middle school, I also joined a girls' basketball club.
But I didn't like the way girls talked to each other.
It was too much for me, so I decided to quit.
I somehow made it through summer vacation.
When I was in second grade, I couldn't sleep because the voice of a girl I didn't like kept ringing in my head.
I had no choice but to quit.
This is high school.
I couldn't play girls' basketball, so I decided to join a girls' basketball club.
But I continued dancing properly.
One day, when my family and I went to play in Tokyo and walked around Harajuku,
Nanase was scouted by seven people.
I was scared of him.
Nanase and the entertainment industry.
I didn't think they would get together, but I was curious about something.
Being a girl is such a hassle.
Oh, grandpa.
Welcome.
I used to like drawing and painting when I was little.
But I couldn't get in touch with the entertainment industry.
It was like my mother applied for me.
At first, I didn't have much motivation.
When I was in high school, I auditioned for Nogizaka46, which I had been looking for on the Internet.
I sent a message to Nanase.
Nanase didn't even look at me, but nodded in a powerless voice.
"I'll apply for you," I said to her and pressed the apply button.
It was glue.
I did something irrevocable.
Thank you.
Now, let's move on to the third group of people.
I am a first-year college student from Hokkaido.
This time, I applied to find out how far I could apply to any field.
First of all, I wanted to go outside of Hokkaido.
I really wanted to go overseas,
but first I wanted to go to Tokyo, which seemed like the closest place.
Nanami said she would go to Tokyo
because of the second semester of high school.
It was sudden.
I opposed it.
My parents opposed it,
but I had no choice but to go to an art school that was only in Tokyo.
Plus, if I said I was going to do it all by myself,
I didn't think anyone would say anything.
I don't have a lot of money,
so people sometimes say things like, "That's not true."
But I did say that I had a lot of money.
I spent most of my elementary school years studying music.
I spent most of my days working part-time at my own place.
I couldn't do it.
Rather than being happy about my college memories,
my life was just painful.
I was walking around buying onigiri.
I don't know what it was, but it touched my shirt and popped.
I threw the onigiri I was buying on the floor.
It was horrible.
I've always felt like I was completely independent from my parents.
So I couldn't say anything.
That's when my mental state started to get unstable.
My friends who I went to school with,
or my parents who were watching me, said, "You can't watch that, so go home."
Thank you.
When I just came back, I came here, too.
I talked about making bbq with my friends at night.
About ten people gathered.
I prepared charcoal and net.
I thought it would be easier if I came back to Hokkaido.
But I thought it would be meaningless.
I studied hard, saved money, and moved to Tokyo.
When I came back now, I thought it would end without getting anything.
Maybe I came back to Tokyo again.
I had no choice but to do so.
The person driving now was my junior.
Nogizaka46
I don't have any good memories.
Mai was born and raised in Gunma.
Sing me a song you're good at.
No!
Are you done?
Yeah.
You're not going to read anymore?
Yeah, show me.
Go ahead and read.
When she was little, she used to roll up newspapers and go crazy.
From the second half of middle school, she dropped out of high school.
She dropped out of high school all of a sudden.
The morning of her final exam.
She doesn't wake up.
She doesn't leave her room.
I ask her, but she doesn't answer me.
Since that day, Mai has been locked up in her room.
I don't know about this.
Girls' tennis club is pretty hostile to me.
They say a lot of things to me.
I think it's during lunch break.
They call me and say things like, "You don't say hello, do you?"
They say a lot of things to me.
But I closed my heart.
Since then, Mai has started to create a big wall for me.
What I'm thinking about.
What makes me happy.
What makes me unhappy.
I really don't know what happened before.
I don't like who I was in the past.
Good morning!
I'm Erika Ikuta. I'm 14 years old and I'm in my third year of middle school.
I'm good at playing the piano.
I was born Erica in Düsseldorf, Germany.
I might have been in Germany for the rest of my life.
But my dad changed his job and I came back to Japan.
If I had stayed there forever, my life would have been completely different.
After moving to Tokyo, Erika had trouble sleeping.
The noise of the highway, ambulances, drunk people's voices...
Erika said that she was afraid of noise.
Erika started playing the piano when she was three years old.
It was her sister's influence.
To be honest, at first I didn't have any dreams.
I had a sense of duty.
When I came back from Germany,
I didn't know anything about music.
The music classroom was very sparse.
I thought I had put it in the wrong place.
My level was too high.
I had to polish and polish and take it with me.
Both me and Erika were under pressure.
I did it as part of my daily life and my life habits.
[Nogizaka46 - "Piano"]
Even though other people are playing, I was wondering why I was in the same place all the time,
repeating and practicing the same lyrics over and over again.
It was quite painful, being on the piano.
[Nogizaka46 - "Piano"]
Erika failed her middle school entrance exam.
She held up a test paper in her hand and said, "I don't want my life to be decided by this."
Even though she was in elementary school, she said it stubbornly.
Ah, Aoyama Theater.
She declared that she would live not by studying, but by music and doing what she wanted to do.
That was the first thing I saw of Annie, and that was also why I fell in love with her.
She's the brightest on stage.
Of course, it's all happening on stage.
But even sitting here, I felt like I was participating, and I felt like I was drawn to the stage.
It was a great shock.
[Nogizaka46 - "Piano"]
When I was in elementary school, I was all alone.
When I was in middle school, I finally made friends.
Hi! I'm Una-san!
Stop it! Stop it!
We were in the same club.
I was in bass and Toma-san was in drums.
We practiced together a lot.
There was a trend.
It's fine with just this part.
Yeah.
But high school was different.
I didn't want to go to high school anymore.
We didn't get along.
It was impossible.
Wow!
We played a lot and it was fun.
We played with a ball.
That's it.
Is it over soon?
Yeah.
Do you have anything you want to tell the future?
Not really.
I didn't really want to change.
But I was interested in the outside world of Osaka.
To reset my feelings, I left Gunma and started again in high school.
I thought about what I could do for a living in Tokyo.
Sometimes I think about the entertainment world.
If you become an entertainer, you can get a location ticket.
A teacher at a specialized school I went to told me, "There's an audition like this, so why don't you take it?"
But I thought it would be interesting.
My mother applied for it, but I went to Tokyo for the audition.
I went there with my own will, or rather, I wanted to go.
I think it's curiosity.
When I was little, I watched musicals and started to admire the stage.
And through that admiration for the stage, I started singing and dancing on stage.
And when I was a student, I applied for first-year students.
I think it was the first time in my life.
My dad was looking for an audition somewhere online.
Let's call up Nogizaka46's first-year students.
To be honest, I didn't want to go there anymore.
So I thought, "If I pass, I don't have to go to school anymore."
Entry No. 2, Ikoma Rima.
Yes.
Please come up to the stage.
Entry No. 8, Saito Chiharu.
Yes.
Entry No. 9, Iwata Erika.
Yes.
Sakurai Reika.
Itou Maeka.
Inoue Sayuri.
Yes.
Entry No. 14, Eto Misa.
Yes.
Akimoto Manazu.
Yes.
Entry No. 17, Takayama Kazumi.
Yes.
Saito Yuuri.
Yes.
Shiraishi Mai.
Hashimoto Nanami.
Fukanawa Mai.
Wakatsuki Yumi.
Nishino Nanase.
Matsumura Sayuri.
Kawai Hina.
Nakada Kanan.
Hoshino Minami.
Saito Asuka.
Higuchi Hina.
Nagashima Sei.
Nakamoto Himeka.
Kawamura Mahiro.
Ueda Maya.
Asou Ririko.
Nogizaka46!
When will you be on TV? Tomorrow?
I don't know.
Maybe tomorrow.
Tomorrow?
Oh, your mother?
My mother.
If I wasn't happy about it, I wouldn't have thought it was bad.
Her mind went blank.
I didn't know what it was like to be an entertainer.
She wasn't confident in being able to do anything special.
Thank you.
I didn't think about it seriously.
Nanase wasn't interested in being an idol and didn't think it would work out.
I didn't know what was going to happen in particular.
She was confused.
How is everyone doing?
Some of you are doing well and some of you are not.
I thought it was over.
I was looking online the day before.
I was looking at comments with malicious comments.
While doing that, I stood in front of people and shone.
I couldn't do it, and I was scared.
Making a wall against others,
I was wondering if weak eyebrows would work in the entertainment world.
To be frank, I wanted to fall.
The girls who auditioned with me felt like they would definitely pass.
There were a lot of girls who felt like that.
I didn't want to go there.
You don't have to worry about it.
You can check it out on the website.
I'm sorry I said your name wrong.
Well...
I'm glad you passed, I thought.
But Erica...
She wasn't happy from the bottom of her heart.
It was summer when I auditioned for a piano competition.
And before that, I got a grand piano.
I wanted to do it seriously, and it's not easy to make a living off of music.
I was asked a lot if I was prepared for it.
I said I'd do my best while crying.
I asked and asked, and I finally got a grand piano.
I practiced all day and passed the competition.
I was like, "What do I do? What do I do?"
I was surprised. My eyes were shining.
But Miku-chan was next to me. I remember it very well.
Where should I look at with this camera?
"I don't know." When she said that,
I thought, "This group might not make it."
My dream came true.
It might not be a good choice of words,
but I didn't want to join.
I didn't want to be an idol.
But now that I'm doing it, I don't want to lose.
Tears came out of my eyes.
I've always wanted to be an idol.
I was happy when I passed the audition.
When I thought my heart was full of tears,
there was a preliminary selection.
When I was selected,
I was like, "What is this?"
I didn't think I'd be an idol.
I don't know what will happen in life.
I'm sure you'll do your best.
I'm sure.
I'm glad.
I called my mom.
I was so happy and excited.
I called her because I thought she'd be happy.
She said, "What?"
If I really pass,
I'm worried about school.
I think my mom contacted me.
She said, "I passed, but I might not be able to do it."
She said it regardless of my will.
Why did you do that?
I was really angry.
I decided to talk about it.
I haven't been doing anything,
but I decided to take a break.
It's been a long time since I did that.
How many years has it been?
Three?
My bed was over there.
Yes, mine was over here. Was it this small?
One month after the announcement of passing,
the members who came from the countryside will stay in a hotel in Tokyo for a short period of time.
I fell into a strange place.
I cried because I missed it.
I miss this, too.
I used to get this every day.
I didn't wake up for seven days.
I'm going to sleep. Don't sleep.
I'm going to sleep.
I'm hungry.
I used to eat my mom's food every day, but now I eat at the hotel in the morning.
It's my first time eating that kind of food, and I'm feeling stressed.
Eating it makes me feel sick.
After staying at the hotel for two months, we had a dormitory and started living together.
Instead of living alone, we had a dormitory maid and food was safe.
I used to sit here a lot.
It's pretty obvious.
Nanamin sits over there.
Here...
Here's Takayama.
Hello, everyone!
Good morning!
I'm 19-year-old Mayura Seijin from Four Dimensions.
I'm a white sister.
When amateurs gather together, they don't know anything, of course.
So I try my best to respond to what the staff and adults are saying.
I'm Fugutatara. I'm 13 years old.
Recently, I feel unusual in the world.
Nanase, who came from Osaka, said she wanted to work and join a dormitory.
The girls in Tokyo also have lessons on weekdays.
Culture! Culture! Culture! Culture!
I can't go out on weekdays, so I'm a little impatient.
She opposed it.
Still, Nanase wanted to join the dormitory.
We were getting closer and closer, and I didn't know what to do.
I wanted to live with her at least until I graduated high school.
I was told that I had to transfer to Tokyo.
I wanted to go to a university in Tokyo.
I wanted to go to a university I wanted to go since high school.
I didn't know if I had to go to a place I didn't want to go.
If it was a university, I had to study at a university.
If it was Nogizaka46, I had to study at Nogizaka46.
If I didn't study at Nogizaka46, I didn't think I could make it.
If I was going to study at Nogizaka46, I wanted to study at Nogizaka46.
I'm going to say my name.
Sayuri, Sayuri, Sayuri, Rin.
Sayuri, Sayuri, Sayuri, Ringo.
I was often asked where I think I beat AKB.
At first, I could only say that I was happy.
Of course, if you're a professional, you'll be nervous.
But if you say you're nervous, you're really an amateur.
You're going to be professionals in the future, right?
Even if you say you're nervous, the audience won't think you've beaten AKB or anything like that.
It's about how much you've practiced so far.
Even if you say you're rivals, you don't have any experience, and you're almost amateurs.
No, we're rivals, but we can't say we're rivals ourselves.
It doesn't even have to do with the meaning or importance of being official rivals.
It doesn't even have to do with what we are.
No, we're rivals, but we can't say we're rivals ourselves.
Are you okay? Can you sit down?
I got a call.
I didn't know about it, but I was dating a man in the past.
He said, "Please make sure it's really you."
I didn't know about it, but I was dating a man in the past.
What should I do? What should I do? What should I do?
I didn't know about it, but I thought I'd hurt you before you debuted.
I'm really sorry for you guys.
I hated myself in the past, so I said I wanted to change and took a step forward.
I'm going to come back in the future and cut myself off again.
It's really painful.
But if you quit here, you'll be like you used to be.
I've quit school and stuff like that.
It's up to you, but please move to Nogizaka46 a little more.
Please give me one more chance.
Hello, Mr. AKB48.
Right now, I'm trying to stand on a stage where I can see your back.
I don't have any confidence at all.
I only have bad images floating around, and I can't sleep at night either.
To be honest, I'm scared, but I won't run away.
Rina called me.
She said she would perform for the first time at an AKB concert, and asked me to come and see her.
And in the center.
I was nervous.
We, Team Nogizaka46, have a goal that we must overcome.
That goal is AKB48.
I didn't know that this type of person wasn't in the center.
I didn't know how unusual that was.
I didn't know what AKB was.
The AKB group, SK and Namba, became one and made a huge engine.
And in that, Nogizaka didn't get confused and...
Let's go!
Nice to meet you, I'm Nogizaka46.
Thank you for coming today.
I'm nervous and there's AKB.
The fans came to see AKB, and we're here.
How can we do it?
How can we sing and dance?
Good luck!
Everyone said we should be ready for the booing.
Nogizaka46
Hello, everyone!
One, two...
We are Nogizaka46!
In the curtain, the sun and her and me are wrapped up.
I'm jealous. I can't tell you what we're talking about.
I'm ready for love. I'm a four-leaf clover.
I'm a four-leaf clover.
We, Nogizaka46, have a goal that we cannot achieve without overcoming it.
That goal is...
AKB48!
First of all, thank you for welcoming me warmly today.
AKB48 is still a high goal for us now,
but we are still immature.
Thank you for allowing me to be in the same position as AKB48.
From now on, I will do my best, more than my best,
so that one day I can say that AKB48 is my real rival.
Thank you for your support.
It was warm, wasn't it, everyone?
It was amazing.
Thank you for your support.
I remember Yomiuri Land the most in the National Acoustic Society.
The people who gathered only for Nogizaka46 for the first time.
Isn't it open today?
To be honest, I didn't think there would be so many people.
I actually saw images of other groups' live performances.
I thought it would be good if 80% of people were born.
But it feels like it's almost full.
I was surprised and thought I made my debut.
The power of the media is amazing.
"Congratulations." "Can I say that?" "I'm sorry."
For various people and for the second single, we will fight with these members.
I was in the front at first.
I didn't know the scenery from behind.
I was shocked that I was suddenly dropped from there.
At that time, I didn't have such an open mind.
Why do you think you're separated?
Even though there are 33 people.
I think we all know that it's difficult to move every time we shoot.
But it's not for everyone.
Even so, I don't like that Nogizaka46 is separated.
It's something you can't do without everyone.
Each and every one of you is really important.
I had to quit school.
What kind of work do you do one by one?
I have to report one by one when it will be released.
I will announce the captain now.
Yureka Sakura.
Thank you!
It's perfect!
OK! Smile! One, two, three!
I couldn't catch up with them.
It was my support that I came here.
I was afraid that I wouldn't have anything left when I lost it.
Don't miss it!
Don't miss it! Don't miss it!
[Nogizaka46 - "Love"]
It's fun to think about yourself that you're not yourself.
I had a goal, or rather a dream.
I didn't have a dream of what I wanted to be in the future while I was in Nogizaka46.
I was able to do it as a principal.
It's cool!
It's not a battle against myself, but I hate losing and I hate being compared to other people.
My specialty is kendo, which I have been doing for ten years.
Kendo trains my mental strength and my personality has become super positive now.
To be honest, it wasn't that painful.
I was allowed to say what I wanted to say.
I was just doing it because I wanted the audience to enjoy it.
Please select one member you think is most suitable.
This girl wasn't a difficult choice.
First of all, when I become a kendo teacher, I want to be good at injection.
But I know I have to do my best in kendo.
I know I have to do my best in kendo.
I didn't know if I was chosen as a human being or not.
Those who were not selected will end their performance here.
Thank you for your hard work.
I'm nervous.
No matter how much you love me, there are many people who don't want to work with me.
That's not what I mean.
Many people don't want to work with me.
That's not what I mean.
You shouldn't think like that.
But you've been chosen.
It doesn't mean you can or can't be chosen.
No, it doesn't.
It's my ability.
It's my ability to be chosen.
I have to accept it and play it.
I can't say I can or can't be chosen.
It's okay if you do what you can do.
There's nothing I can do.
If there wasn't anything I could do, I wouldn't be here.
By the way, there's nothing I can do, but I'm here.
There's nothing I can do, but I'm here.
I don't know where I am.
I don't know what I want to do.
I went to college.
If I had that ability, I would have passed.
I threw it all away and came here.
But I don't know what to do now.
What about everyone else?
Don't say such a funny thing to everyone else.
I didn't have much opportunity to go out because I was underage.
I've been in a lot of magazines.
I had a lot of people I wanted to work with, but no one chose me.
Does that matter?
I'm there because I tried my best.
What I've done so far may be wrong.
Even if you say you can't do anything, you've done your best.
Didn't I do my best?
Why are you saying such a funny thing?
Don't say that.
You've done your best.
Don't say you've done your best.
You said you'd do your best, too.
You've done your best so far.
I've done my best, too.
Don't say such a funny thing.
It's okay. It's okay.
Don't think about it.
It's okay. It's okay.
This is the front.
Is it a rivalry or something like that for you to be chosen in one or two parts?
It's okay.
I'm sorry.
It's okay.
For the first time in her life, Rina had a call about her work problems.
"I'm in the center, but I can't be chosen. I can't do it." Rina burst into tears.
I know a lot of things and I understand them well, but for the first time in my life, I think it's frustrating.
Rina was born with no place to go.
Rina can't do anything special, and she has no experience.
Why do others have to blame their own daughters?
Why do they have to cry?
I asked my husband, who had found an audition.
I was going to introduce myself,
but I realized I didn't have a place to appeal myself.
After this audition, I've come this far.
I was only lucky.
I came here only by luck.
In this self-promotion time,
I can't find myself and speak up.
But I want to do my best.
I want to change myself
so that I can find myself
that no one else has.
I want to change.
Listen! It's an Italian song.
In her activities in Nogizaka, she always reveals herself.
Even if she's looked down from the front,
she continues to show her emotions.
Erika also has a piano that she's been working on.
After three days off from music school, she gets a yellow card.
I'm going to do a solo musical!
She works hard and never gives up. I felt like I was cornering her.
I rarely get advice from Nanami about my work.
I'm most nervous today.
It's because I didn't think about what I'd say today.
I grew up in a legalistic family.
I'd like to read you a work of graduation literature I wrote when I was in sixth grade.
My dream job is a public servant.
My teacher said since I was in elementary school that public servants didn't have any dreams in the future.
Public servants are financially stable.
Even if you can't make a lot of money, you can live a decent life.
I had a very stable mind at this time.
But I'm 19 years old and I'm on this stage where I can't say I'm very stable.
I'm auditioning for a musical.
I don't have a word for "stable."
But that's where I should be aiming for.
I'm shy and cry easily and never have confidence.
I've never been in a musical.
But I want to be like that.
I will do my best for my friends and family who support me.
Please vote for me. Thank you very much.
Nanase left the dorm and started living alone.
When I started to worry about him, he was doing the laundry.
When I saw him like that, I became sad.
I was self-satisfied and embarrassed,
but I had raised Nanase as a child who could do nothing without me.
Quiz is cute.
It's a quiz that gives me a reaction to myself.
It's lonely.
16th place.
Nanase was eliminated from the seven main members.
After the announcement, Nanase came back to Osaka.
When he entered Nogizaka46 for the first time, he cried in front of me.
I think I was frustrated.
I did my best to become a millionaire, but I thought I was the only one who could change.
Besides, I had been resting all summer.
Nanase, who had been working hard, was suddenly replaced by a girl who had just returned.
She persuaded him to quit.
Nanase didn't shake his head.
After a while, he cried.
A few days later, he returned to Tokyo.
Until then, I didn't hate losing at all.
I didn't think about it.
From the fourth video, I realized that I hated losing.
I was watching the video that everyone was recording.
Then I heard about the selection announcement.
At the end of the announcement, I was called.
I was scared of everything.
The members around me were scared, too.
I wasn't happy at all.
I was just really scared.
Thank you for your hard work!
Well, that's it for the presentation of the center team.
Rina was out of the center for the first time in her sixth single.
Please enjoy it to the end.
But please enjoy it to the end.
The day I was out of the center, I happened to be in Tokyo.
Oh, I feel refreshed! Oh, I feel refreshed! Oh, I feel refreshed!
I called her and asked her if we could meet and talk, but Rina refused.
I felt that my parents' power did not reach me for work anymore, and I became lonely.
When I became a center, there were more anti-fans.
I'm pretty sensitive to those words.
When I was in middle school, I was told a lot of things.
Even now, if there's even a little bit of that, it's probably overlapped with the past.
I can't do anything.
I'm not in a good mood.
So I think I need to be stronger.
Mai hasn't contacted me at all since she entered Nogizaka46.
Before that, she was invited to a concert by Yoyogi Gymnasium for the first time.
She sang and danced in the center, and showed her girlish side.
Looking at her, I was touched from the bottom of my heart.
As an idol, it's strange for me to be doing this now.
I'm starting to worry about what's ahead of me.
Oh, hello!
You're so cute!
Now, as with being an idol, I work for magazines and on TV.
I have more work now.
You're so cute!
It depends on how I feel at the moment,
but if I can find what I want to do,
I'll be more motivated for graduation.
If I can't find it, I'll work a little more in Nogizaka.
I want to work harder on myself.
You're so pretty!
I've always wanted to go back to being an ordinary person.
I can play with my friends without worrying about anyone, and I can go anywhere.
That kind of fun is amazing.
I might be able to do it when I get married, or I might be able to do it when I'm a kid.
But when I'm doing this kind of work, there's a lot of things I want to do for myself.
I want to improve myself more.
I want to be more beautiful.
I want to be more like this.
It's like a request for myself.
I've been looking up and up all the time.
Is there any more fun work than this?
When I think about it, I'm starting to think there isn't.
Nanase Nishino.
This is the first time for Nishino to be the center of the 8th missing center.
That's amazing.
If I become the center of the 8th missing center, I think the whole of Nogizaka will be in trouble.
Nanase is always crying.
She's always smiling and looking like she's in pain.
She doesn't have any friends in Tokyo.
Is it fun?
I'd be lonely.
But I've never said I wanted to quit.
I asked Nanase.
Are you having fun?
Nanase said, "If you can work, that's enough for me."
Even if I'm at home on vacation, I'll just be anxious.
Even if I go back to Osaka, I won't have a place to stay.
This is the only place for me.
Five, four, three, two, one!
I'm sorry! Please forgive me!
She said it!
She's so cool!
She's so arrogant!
She said it so clearly!
I found it.
I want eye drops.
Rina Ikoba.
Nogizaka46 applicant!
On the day of the application announcement, at nine in the morning...
Rina called me.
She said she had an application and had agreed to it.
She said she'd decided everything herself.
But I still love Nogizaka.
I want to stay in Nogizaka.
But I think it's a chance for me to hear her say that.
Even I know that the members and fans don't feel good about it.
At first, I wasn't really happy about it.
And none of the members were happy about it.
I was totally against it.
I came here thinking it was wrong.
I'm an official rival, but I'm not sure if I can be like that.
I didn't know what would happen.
I thought Nogizaka46 wouldn't be Nogizaka46 anymore.
I became anxious.
But Rina made up her mind.
She thought it was right and made up her mind.
I could feel her resolve in her voice.
Wow! Amazing!
I like wearing makeup and costumes and dancing.
I've always wanted to do something like that.
I didn't tell my parents about it.
But now, honestly...
It's not like I want to be an idol.
I wanted to do something like that as a job.
I didn't say it because I was embarrassed.
But I didn't tell anyone about it until now.
Actually, I got this job because I wanted to do this kind of job.
Actually, my dream has come true.
Nanami often caught colds and got pneumonia, and she was hospitalized several times.
She and the hospital were good friends.
But I was worried if she would get better at this time.
I thought the gap had widened.
I was a little worried.
It's not my story, but there have been many people who have decided to quit Nogizaka46 after various circumstances, such as live performances and principals.
When I realized that and experienced that I couldn't do one such stage together, I felt like the gap had widened tremendously.
I think the gap between me and my dream has widened.
In conclusion, I decided not to participate in the next single.
Erika quit music college.
Even though it was difficult just to get along with school, the entrance exams overlapped.
I had to do my best.
The piano didn't work, and Nogizaka's activities didn't work either.
I didn't want to participate in this show or participate in this event.
I didn't want to make it halfway like that.
Either way, I was impatient to be late.
Erika always...
She struggled with her imperfect and half-assed self.
But I think I'm who I am now because I did both.
When I go to school, I have fun there, and I have friends who help me.
And when I go to Nogizaka, there are members who stimulate me there.
Meeting people in each place was probably the most supportive for me.
When I first noticed you...
It was June of last year, when you were wearing summer clothes...
If you ignore the rolling ball and...
You looked at the coach and waited for me to pick it up...
"Transparent human", that's what you called me...
You noticed my existence...
A light pierces through the hot clouds...
On the ground, I was able to create a shadow...
Even though I had become used to loneliness since one day...
The world I rejected was beautiful...
I couldn't imagine that I would miss someone like this...
The future is always a place of new excitement and encounters.
Your name was hope...
Even if you don't turn around, I won't forget that smile of yours...
No matter what happens, I'll believe in you and walk forward...
I don't know anything about myself, but I'll listen to the scream of the truth...
The fact that you missed someone so much that you couldn't even imagine...
The future is always a place of new excitement and meeting...
Your name was hope and said...
Hope is tomorrow's sky...
I thought, "Finally, Nogizaka46 is here, too!"
I was positive.
I was like, "What?!"
I thought it was a prank, but it turned out to be a lie.
I couldn't believe it.
I couldn't believe it, and I didn't want to believe it.
I didn't know what to say.
It turned out to be a lie, and I didn't know how to take it back.
It was like...
Matsumura will be taking photos of you this week.
I was most scared when I talked to the members.
When I explained things to them.
I'm sorry for saying that I'm going to aim for another higher than I did in reality.
I thought that everyone would hate me.
When you compare colors, white used to be gray.
Removing black from white is very difficult.
I think it's Matsumura who turns gray into white.
I didn't realize it.
I don't know why Matsumura didn't tell me what I was holding in my hands.
I think it's the opposite of men.
According to the story, before Nogizaka46 was formed, they played gravure.
But if you cover it up to some extent, you'll get addicted to idols.
No matter how much you hide your beauty, you should notice it.
You pretended not to know it and stayed by your side like friends.
You hid your marriage from Sayuri.
If you noticed it, you should know the weight of it.
Don't you grow up?
I didn't think it would have such an impact on the whole of Nogizaka46.
Anger?
I think everyone was angry.
Was there anyone who wasn't angry?
That makes you angry a little, doesn't it?
Unfortunately, Nogizaka46 wasn't selected for this year's Kohaku Song Contest.
However, it was widely reported in "Sports Newspaper" that Nogizaka46 would be selected for the Kohaku Contest.
Thank you very much, everyone.
Besides, Kohaku is a special 7-year-anniversary festival.
Nogizaka46 has been participating in the Kohaku Song Contest for 7 years now.
When I was told I couldn't participate in Kohaku Song Contest, I thought it was all my fault and that I shouldn't let it end like this.
I asked them to give me some time to talk about my scandal, and they forced me to make time for it.
I've been thinking about quitting for a long time and trying to set a limit here.
I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I've been thinking about it for a long time, thinking that I'm not qualified to stand in front of you.
You can do it!
I think it's hard for people who hate me, but I think it's hard for people who support me and tell me to do my best at events like this.
I think I want to do my best a little more in Nogizaka46.
You can do it!
I want to keep doing it.
That's what I thought.
I don't know.
It's not Nogizaka46, it's AKB48 for the first time.
That's why they stand out.
They are idols, so they can shine for a moment.
A lot of people are watching them.
That means it's their chance.
Let's go to Kohaku Dagasen at the end of the year!
Thank you!
I had a lot of thoughts.
Was there such a girl?
If you look it up and think, "Oh, she's from Nogizaka46,"
I thought you'd naturally remember it's Nogizaka46.
It's an AKB48 stage.
Oh!
I tried my best to leave a good impression.
Happy New Year!
In 2015, I hope Nogizaka46 can leave a big impact on the world.
I'll do my best.
Thank you for your support for this year.
Thank you!
Thank you for watching!
Cute!
Oh, this is it!
Look!
It's the same!
Here you go!
Hey, you have an autograph!
Yeah!
Hello!
What are you doing?
I'm looking for Saitama.
Saitama?
Wow!
Do you want to see this?
Wow! Thank you!
By the way, who did you bring with you?
Riki-chan!
Right?
Hey! Come on!
Come on! Come on!
But why is everyone so different?
Negative...
There are a lot of girls who don't like to stand out.
They don't like to feel lonely.
But...
Surprisingly, they have themselves.
Like...
They always try to change the negative parts of themselves.
They are girls who always think like that.
Something transparent...
Oh, there's a bird!
Wow!
As a talent, or as an idol,
each of us has a great sense of transparency.
And as a group,
we haven't found our own direction yet.
We haven't found our own direction yet.
I think that's also transparent.
I know that it must have been frustrating and painful for everyone not being able to participate in Kouhaku.
But I don't know what to do from there.
I'm a man. I don't know what to do with myself.
I'm sorry!
The power of the group...
If each and every one of us doesn't put in more effort,
our popularity in the world will...
Yamika-san, you can come in.
Thank you for coming.
Thank you.
Before, I would say "it's impossible",
but now, no matter how many things I have to do,
I do it because I think it's not impossible.
Doing various things in various places with a lot of enthusiasm
has allowed me to broaden my possibilities.
I've extended my limits.
Well, I'll go now.
Good luck.
I'll definitely become number one and continue dancing.
Yamika-san, you can come in.
Thank you.
As for my ideal, I want to erase my idol-ness.
In a good way.
Like this, I want to increase my popularity and gain more fame.
And for example, when people who aren't fans of Nogizaka46 see me like this...
I want people to say, "Oh, it's you, Nogizaka46."
It's my personal job.
I have to do it myself.
It's my own evaluation, but it's also Nogizaka46's evaluation.
I may have a stronger consciousness of doing it properly.
How was it?
Oh, it's embarrassing.
But your forehead is cute.
I have a lot of bobbed hair.
No, it's cute.
It's cute.
No, it's cute.
The first time I got my own character was when I got a handshake.
Some people talk seriously, and some people play with me.
But it's all fun.
So my goal is to make people have as much fun as they can imagine.
When the scandal came out, for me, it was like, "Why did you enter Nogizaka46 again?"
When I entered Nogizaka46 and decided to work hard here, people noticed me and pushed me back.
And I think I'm here because of my own will.
- Is it similar? - Thank you very much!
- Everyone! - Everyone!
- Oh, really? With branches? - With branches.
- Wow! Thank you! - Thank you!
It's a lot of fun when you're doing it.
And in order to enjoy that fun...
Hurry! Hurry! Go back to your room! Hurry!
Okay.
Who is it?!
You realize it yourself.
When you become that person...
That moment is really fun.
One, two, three, four...
Good evening! I'm Nishino Namase of Nogizaka46!
I'm alone in front of the mic right now.
Being able to feel this kind of tension...
It's amazing. I'm grateful...
I'm grateful for it.
What do I do? I feel like I'm going to cry.
It is estimated that it will take more than seven hours.
To be honest, I'm worried.
I think the fans are also worried about what will happen.
But I don't want to worry.
I want to succeed here and make 2015 the year of Nogizaka46.
Even now, I feel like I'm an official rival of AKB.
It may be easier than I thought.
But one day I want to take that title.
Nogizaka46 is one of the groups.
There was a girl who did it like this, so put it out of your chest and like it in your head.
But we're all doing it, so you can't just think about yourself.
If I made one more mistake, I'd like to fix it now that I have time.
Are you all right?
Yes.
Yes, I'm sure.
Yes, only you.
Yes, it's a light confirmation, but it's not all out of breath, so I'm going through the whole thing.
After all, standing position mistakes are the most conspicuous.
Whether you become a true professional or not, isn't it?
If you get used to it and you think you can do it, it's over.
It's up to you how much you can change yourself or grow.
We have a birthday party today.
It's a birthday party, so it's very cold.
The audience has to watch it in the cold for a long time, so I think it's a pretty tough situation.
And it's a long time, so my concentration may be interrupted, but I'd like to control it myself and do my best until the end!
Yes!
Then I'll go! One, two!
Happy birthday, Nogizaka46!
Happy birthday!
Even if you enter Nogizaka46, the basics have not changed.
Stubborn, patient, never lose
Thank you for having me
I think it was really hard for the music school and Nogizaka46 to be in harmony.
No matter how busy I was at work or how early I got up in the morning, I didn't rest at school and took classes.
From now on, the harmony with the university will begin.
Erica's dream.
I can see the way for a musical actress.
There is a girl who has challenged herself to everything and has begun to draw her dream.
I can't help but look forward to it from now on.
Rather than going there for a single purpose or learning,
I wish I could do it for something positive for myself or because I want to do it in the future.
Mai, who does not show her true heart and weakness, did not understand me for a long time.
And the world of unknown idols,
I don't know more and more about Mai, who is going further and further away.
I'm not good at being spoiled by my parents.
I don't want to cause so much trouble for myself.
I hate my old self and I don't want to look back.
So I entered Nogizaka46.
It's like my second life.
I don't have anything I want to do or anything I really want to do in the future.
But if I keep working hard, I think I can change more.
When I became homeless and had nowhere to go, I arrived in Nogizaka46.
I found my place and saw myself growing up as an adult and as a social person.
I'm really happy about it.
Last summer, Nogizaka46 performed at Jingu Stadium.
But I didn't go.
It was my first time performing on such a big stage.
I felt like I was always late.
2014 was a tough year for me.
Every time I had a tough job, I wanted to quit.
If I quit now, I can't do anything about it.
I thought about it a lot.
But I knew it wouldn't work.
Even if I quit now, it won't make sense anymore.
When I thought about it...
Including me and my family...
Even if I quit now, I want to live a decent life.
And...
I'm glad I raised my daughter like this.
To my parents?
Yeah.
Now that I think about it,
these past three or four years
have been meaningful for me.
Fog.
Yeah.
When Nanami was in high school,
she couldn't move due to myocarditis.
She was taken to the hospital in an ambulance.
Her neighbor's elderly wife said,
My daughter must be worried about her future,
and she became beautiful.
No matter how worried she is,
all she does is tell her parents not to worry.
It's obvious, so I'll do my best.
Until the goal.
What I can do for my family...
I want to do it perfectly.
My parents...
I'm sure...
They're old now, and they'll be better off in the hospital.
I'll buy a house next year.
And next year...
I'll enroll my brother in college for his first year.
Recently...
Nanami often tells me about my parents.
Nanase
Nanase...
With her shy personality,
she gave up trying things out.
But...
As a center member,
Nanase has changed a lot, like a different person.
♪ That's right, I'm a coward ♪
♪ I knew it, that's why you pushed me ♪
♪ Aah... ♪
♪ Someday, when my dream finally comes true ♪
♪ I will remember ♪
♪ I got one with one hand ♪
It's not that I don't like failing,
but when I tried it, I could see the results.
I started to like it.
The results that came out were very good or normal.
Oh, it wasn't good at all.
But being able to know someone
is a great thing for me.
I like it.
It's embarrassing, but I'm a child of everything.
Living apart and not being able to support others is the hardest thing for me.
I felt like I didn't deserve to exist.
My dream is to live with my family again.
I want to take care of them.
It's a small thing, but I want their choice.
I think it was a good opportunity for me to grow up and leave my parents.
She hasn't been separated from her parents yet, but...
Rina couldn't express her feelings honestly from the beginning.
When Rina was little, I was worried about my personal life and was full of worries.
I think I made Rina, who was little, care about me.
Even though I was bullied badly, I couldn't save Rina, who couldn't say her feelings honestly.
But I think I was able to take courage and jump into a new world and express my feelings honestly.
Rina has never been confident in herself and has always been negative about herself.
But now, she is confident in herself.
She likes herself now.
She is really strong now.
As a parent, it's hard for me to see my own daughter being compared to others in the entertainment world.
As an ordinary girl, it's hard for me to experience things that I can't.
But in the end, if I'm sincere about myself, that's enough for me.
If I want to keep doing what I do, that's enough for me.
I want to support that.
I will continue to support her.
Well...
Why don't you sit down?
I will sit down.
It's a love ceremony.
What should I do?
I'm not saying that all of my dreams will come true,
but you know that they will.
I can accept the broken wings of the sky,
and I want to be a kind adult.
I'll do my best, I'll do my best, and I'll burn my life away.
The reality continues, and I'll live on.
I'll do my best, I'll do my best,
and I'll burn my life away.
Thank you for watching my video.
Thank you very much.
That was the best song I've ever heard.
That's how you do it, isn't it?
And...
The number 12 center...
Iko Marina.
Nogizaka46
Iko-chan.
Iko-chan, you can do it!
I came here dressed like this.
Why are you dressed like this?
You're so sexy!
Nogizaka46
Two years ago, my daughter joined Nogizaka46 as a second-generation student and suddenly started working as a center.
At first, she was only a center, and then she was falling.
Fans had an image of her as mysterious and lonely.
The real daughter is exactly the opposite.
She's falling.
She's not herself.
She was struggling.
Should she quit Nogizaka46?
Or cut her hair?
And the daughter...
cut her hair.
Nogizaka46
A refreshing breeze is blowing and the branches of trees are swaying.
As I walk under the sunset, I think that no matter what path I take, it will lead me somewhere.
Back then, we didn't know where we were right now.
In order to find a dark and invisible path or a star, we held onto our dreams deep in our hearts.
We faced many hardships and climbed many hills.
I'm not the only one who's lost.
There's always someone by your side.
Looking at only one good thing in today's world, I've been trying to forget only one sadness.
Suddenly, a thunder rang out and I ran away.
While soaking in the sunset, I looked up at the clouds and thought...
No matter what kind of rain it is, it will eventually turn into sunshine.
At that time, that girl lost her own place.
She was worried about being separated from everyone, but...
When she heard a voice looking for her, she went back on her way.
She had a lot of worries, that's why she could become friends.
It wasn't only me who was worried.
No matter how many times I tried to run away...
I couldn't give up and worked hard with my composure.
I'm not the only one who's lost.
There's always someone by my side.
Finding one good thing in today,
I've been trying to forget one sadness.
Nothing goes well at night,
but everyone keeps moving forward.
We're all the same.
We're lost and worried and hurt.
When you're sad,
let's cry more and more.
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